Im Broken, each night im destroying myself slowly i can't take you down with me

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    "Jess!" Scott shook harder, worry prominent in his voice. "Wake up!"


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  • Jess woke silently screaming sweat stuck in her hair clasping on to something that was real anything.
    The sudden shock made it hard for her to even breath no matter how hard she tried.
    And then she saw Scott and she flopped her head back down on the pillow as he had seen another ugly crack that she never meant to show.

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    "Jess... What happened?" He asked, not used to these kinds of wake ups. Although this wasn't such a nice side to her, he didn't care. He liked her a lot, and that wasn't going stop or decrease his liking for her.


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    "It's alright... Jess, are you okay?" Scott asked, sitting down on the edge of her bed


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    Scott's eyes widened. She actually had feelings for him? He stifled the large grin about to come, and took her hand. "Tyler is gone. He is no-one anymore. Erase him from your life. Start over." Scott said softly, rubbing his thumb over her knuckles.


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  • She held her forehead with her overhand.
    "Im trying he still lingers, and i just can't bring myself to not bring you into this Scott earlier was just me not focusing. Can't you see how messed up i am?"She started crying softly.

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    Scott gently cupped her face, wiping her tears with his thumbs. "No. I cannot. You are not messed up, Jess. Not to me."


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    Scott gave her a reassuring smile, before leaning in and giving her a kiss on the forehead. "Do you need anything?"


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    Scott gave her an 'if you say so' smile, wandering if maybe she could have wanted him to stay by her as she slept, but shrugged it off. Remembering how she'd turned down the kiss earlier, he didn't want to risk it again. "Alright. I'll be in my room."


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  • "Don't"She whisperd unsure of her actions as if her mind was fumbling over thousands of ways this would end not wishing any of them. "Stay"She pursed her lips trying to find adjectives to show him she did care alot.

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    "Stay?" He was surprised, but didn't mind at all. He sat beside her with a smile "Alright. I'll stay." He was glad she wanted him to stay, and was tempted to get all romantic with her. "Do you want to go back to sleep?"


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  • "Maybe, im not quite sure whats going on now"She laughed. 'Shut up your rambling too much just stop being nervous and kiss him already'Jess thaught.She rested her head on his shoulder. 'Close anougth'She thaught.

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    Scott felt her rest her head on his shoulder, and put an arm around her. Did she like-like him? Maybe she changed her mind, and does. He watched her calmly, then spoke softly "Jess... Can i kiss you?" He asked, leaning in to her


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    Scott was surprised by her answer, but nonetheless, he was glad. He closed the gap between them, pressing his lips against hers, wrapping his arms around her


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