we're not all mad here [ private - for cap ]

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[font=georgia][size=27pt][glow=black,2,300]↳ [color=white]Felix Emeric Holloway ♛♕
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; padding: 5px;][hr][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:435px][justify][color=black][sup]Felix tilted his head and smiled brightly. "That sounds good to me," he said idly wandering into the room after Nathaniel. It was boring and white, just like his own room but it was Nate's so it was better than his own. Approaching the window, he ran his fingers long the cloth curtains before chuckling. "I have to say that this room is in fact quite boring." He quipped letting go of the curtain. "But it's got you in it, so it's an upgrade from the standard rooms." He said allowing for his thoughts to take form in words that sounded much smoother in his mind.

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[font=georgia][size=27pt][glow=black,2,300]↳ [color=white]Felix Emeric Holloway ♛♕
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; padding: 5px; margin-top:-11px][hr][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:435px][justify][color=black][sup]Felix was just beaming at the man at this point. Relaxing under his touch he quirked his jaw to the side. His disposition fell quickly and he gave a prolonged sigh. "Well, I've had a lot of problems with alcohol in the past; and when I say a lot, I mean that I was downing an entire bottle of liquor per day. I grew angry and depressed, gained a horrible attitude and my family was sick of me. I just sort of snapped one day, threatening my brothers and sister with a weapon and that was the final straw for them." He said letting his gaze drop toward the floor for a moment. "Also, my family didn't think that these were very healthy for me either," he said turning over his wrists to expose a myriad of tightly packed scars running up both of his arms. "I think that, uh, I think I'm better now though. At least, I hope I am. I still crave a god damn drink though," he said trying to force out a laugh. He clapped his hands together, trying to pull himself back out of the emotional hole he'd just dug and gave a mock smile.

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[font=georgia][size=27pt][glow=black,2,300]↳ [color=white]Felix Emeric Holloway ♛♕
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; padding: 5px; margin-top:-11px][hr][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:435px][justify][color=black][sup]Nathaniel didn't have to finish his sentence for Felix to get the gist of what he was trying to say. That need and feeling of pure unadulterated want was a feeling that the man was not unfamiliar with himself. Though he was positive that his truly insane breakouts were over and done with, every once in a while he'd get so low that all wanted was the chill of a fresh blade in his hands. Most of the time, he longed for the taste of a drink; and though it was against his doctor's wishes, if and when Felix got out, he was heading to a bar for celebration. That may not be his smartest move, but he's sworn to the people here that he can control himself. He swears. Meeting Nathaniel's eyes once again, he gave a long sigh. "If we can somehow get outta' this place one day, we'll throw a big party." He said trying to smirk once again.

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[font=georgia][size=27pt][glow=black,2,300]↳ [color=white]Felix Emeric Holloway ♛♕
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; padding: 5px; margin-top:-11px][hr][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:435px][justify][color=black][sup]Felix smiled, and he was giving him a genuine smile. "That doesn't sound like such a bad idea actually." He said tilting his head to the side. He studied the man's features for a moment and crossed his arms over his chest. The simple studying quickly turned into admiring, and Felix had to pinch his arm to snap himself out of his little trance. He coughed idly to clear up the minuscule silence that had settled between the two men.

/crappy post

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[font=georgia][size=27pt][glow=black,2,300]↳ [color=white]Felix Emeric Holloway ♛♕
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; padding: 5px; margin-top:-11px][hr][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:435px][justify][color=black][sup]Felix leaned back for a moment and his head brushed against the wall behind him. The gears in his head were beginning to spin and tick and work their magic. The dust was being blown off of intuition skills that he hadn't bothered to use in years. Regardless of his rustiness in the thinking category, Felix silently agreed. Straightening his posture once more, he grinned sharply. "How long have you been here? I'm allowed to be decommissioned in a month or two, so I'm sure they wouldn't miss me if I busted out. The staff are probably quite sick of me," he quipped talking a few more steps closer to the man. His nose was about an inch away from Nathaniel's chin now, damn height differences. "We need to devise a plan, preferably soon because I'm itching to get back on the streets again."

[s]/sigh, same

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alrighty cas! i was in your boat about two weeks ago and now i've been launched back into the repition of school once again. so i get it dear, take all the time you need! thanks for letting me know~

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[font=georgia][size=27pt][glow=black,2,300]↳ [color=white]Felix Emeric Holloway ♛♕
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; padding: 5px; margin-top:-11px][hr][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:435px][justify][color=black][sup]Felix pursed his lips and nodded slowly. "That could work, but won't the receptionist see us on our way out?" He asked still looking up. He was bending his head back so far that it was almost parallel to the ground, which wasn't very comfortable. Their close proximity made him want to wrap his arms around the man, bury his forehead in his neck and maybe even kiss him. Weird? Maybe, but Felix took a liking to this guy and they were in a mental hospital for God's sake. Crazy and weird was to be expected.

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[font=georgia][size=27pt][glow=black,2,300]↳ [color=white]Felix Emeric Holloway ♛♕
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; padding: 5px; margin-top:-11px][hr][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:435px][justify][color=black][sup]Felix nodded in a thoughtful way, looking up the man once more before sharply turning his back toward him and heading back toward the doorway. He ran the pad of his thumb along a small splinter in the wood before turning back around to face Nathaniel. "Alright, that could work quite swimmingly. I think the only other thing we need to figure out is which one of us is gonna have the break down. You or moi?"

ooc; haha, i needed to add a bit of length to my post so i decided to throw some of felix's thoughts in there cx i ship 'em too cas, they'll be together sooner or later~

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[font=georgia][size=27pt][glow=black,2,300]↳ [color=white]Felix Emeric Holloway ♛♕
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; padding: 5px; margin-top:-11px][hr][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:435px][justify][color=black][sup]Listening to that wonderful laugh of his, Felix smirked. "I'll admit that back in Scotland I did take a year of French during primary school. So I may know a few words," he said drumming his fingers on the wall. He raised an eyebrow and stifled a little laugh. "Alright Mr. Actor, you can have the break down since you're so sure of yourself. But I'll have you know that I was in multiple plays in my teenage years and my early twenties. I had my good run in the acting business, even kissed a few boys on stage." He said with a devilish look in his eye. "One last question Nate, will I get to kiss the actor this time too?" He asked nibbling on his lower lip. He'd always been a very forward flirter, and he was silently praying that his charismatic ways had hooked Nathaniel.

ooc; haha, well i hope nate'll react well to felix's advances cx
and i had to stay true to james mcavoy by saying that he'd acted in plays and such~

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[font=georgia][size=27pt][glow=black,2,300]↳ [color=white]Felix Emeric Holloway ♛♕
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; padding: 5px; margin-top:-11px][hr][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:435px][justify][color=black][sup]Felix was silent for a beat as he weighed his options. His oceanic eyes were glittering as the man moved closer to him and Felix thought that he could get used to having Nathaniel in such close proximity. "Well, the age-old saying is that practice does make perfect." He said hesitating for a moment before standing on his tip toes and planting a kiss right on the man's lips. Man, if he thought before that he could get used to being so close to the man, he could really get used to kissing him. After the short-lived kiss, Felix just stood there wondering what to do next. Should he kiss him again? Giggle like a school girl? No, no, let's let Nate decide what next.

ooc; you were grinning too? good because i read nathaniel's response and just about died. these two are gonna make me either cry or explode because i love them a lot m'kay cx