Wake me up I'm living a nightmare (Open)

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    Save yourself from everything that you have learned[/fancypost]
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    It had been too long. As Naoki stumbled to the edge of the river and slumped down there, feeling the waves of sickness and fear washing over him, the black smoke tom instinctively felt that the time that had passed had been too long. He had thought he could handle it- the constant stream of memories, good and bad, running through his mind- but he had been wrong.




    Naoki needed Aki. His sister was more than just a sister- she was the one who kept him sane, the cat who used her telepathy and filtered out his thoughts and made sure that he couldn't focus solely on the negatives. But he had stopped her from doing it, wanting to try and care for himself, and now she was captured by DarkClan and unable to help him.




    And now Naoki's memories were beginning to overwhelm him, the negatives overruling the positives, as there were so many more of them. Having a 'perfect' memory was so much more than just being able to remember an event. He remembered how he had felt during the event. The accumulation of those memories decided how he felt, and at the moment, there were too many negative ones.




    It had been the funeral that had tipped him over the edge. Although it was such a small thing to him, really- he hadn't known any of the animals that had died, after all- the negative emotions of those around him, the sight of their grief and the sight of the bodies had turned his mind to other memories that had always been there, but which he had managed to ignore. Now, they were at the front of his mind, impossible to ignore.




    The tom couldn't help it. A hiss of pain and grief escaped him as the fleeting image of his adopted brother's dead body crossed his mind. He was locked inside his memories again, a prison he had only recently escaped. It wasn't as bad as before. But it was bad enough for Naoki to remain slumped on the ground, unable to think of anything else but those memories.
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    RiverClan Warrior;; Shape-Shifting, Photographic Memory;; Average;; No Kill;; No Capture;; Attack in Yellow.






















    #JiseiNaoki
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    N/A


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    [hr][sup][color=#FFFFFF]The kitten rolled out from beneath the leaves of a fern, eyes scrunched up as she flailed her paws around, trying to remove some cobwebs from her face and succeeding in doing so. She blinked, getting to her paws and gazing back at the fern, wiping her paws on it and watched the webs untangle from herself and stick onto the fern. Noticing a scent nearby, one of her ears flicked as she quickly and fearfully turned her head to gaze at the slumped over RiverClanner with widened eyes, but soon recognizing the RiverClan scent on him with relief.




    Though, something about the creature did not seem very pleasant. Perhaps it was the death of Photoflash that was bothering the lad... She approached him, grass crunching under paw as gazed at him, her head tilting slight and her pale blue gaze growing concerned as she greeted, "Hi... You okay?"




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    [hr][sup][color=#FFFFFF] #theidesofmarch [/fancypost]


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    The kitten's question made Naoki look up, and there was a haunted appearance in his gaze as he looked at Palekit. For a moment, he was unsure how to reply. Then, he decided to go with the truth. "No. No, I'm not okay," he mewed quietly. But he didn't go into anymore detail. The last thing he wanted to do was burden another cat with his problems.
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    RiverClan Warrior;; Shape-Shifting, Photographic Memory;; Average;; No Kill;; No Capture;; Attack in Yellow.






















    #JiseiNaoki
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    N/A


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    IC: "Well what's wrong?" Halfshadow asked the tom with a smile. She knew what was wrong, his sister. She knew she was gone. Nothing you could do about it but pray.
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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; text-align: justify]The dolphin had been trying to get accustomed to her land legs at the moment, in her otter form. She waddled over to the trio with a tilt of her head. Somebody was sad. Well, whenever she was sad she splashed around in the waves and she felt better, but maybe wolves didn't do that? She frowned and lay down, watching them with beady black eyes.

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    The feline looked up as another cat and an otter approached, and at the question he briefly twitched an ear. "Nothing that can be fixed," he responded. For a few moments, it seemed he would just leave it at that, but then he sighed. He may as well tell them the full story, he thought. They were his Clanmates, after all. Besides, he had discovered a while ago that talking about it sometimes helped. "I have something called a photographic memory. I remember everything that happens, down to the tiniest detail, and those memories are always in my head, never fading, the events perfectly remembered as if they just happened." He looked at his paws again. "A while ago, I saw my best friend murdered. Now, my sister has been captured and I've not been able to do anything about it. The negative memories are building up inside me, and it's getting hard for me to focus on the positive memories."
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    RiverClan Warrior;; Shape-Shifting, Photographic Memory;; Average;; No Kill;; No Capture;; Attack in Yellow.






















    #JiseiNaoki
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    N/A


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  • [size=36pt][shadow=yellow,left]HALF[/shadow][shadow=yellow,left]SHADOW[/shadow][/size]
    Riverclan - Two Kits - Bonniekit+Clydekit - Mate is Stormtail - apprentice is Canary - last mentor was Mossstream - 2 Powers - Plant Print - Ability To Take Away Another's Pain

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    [shadow=teal,left][color=yellow]IC: "Oh poor thing, but let me tell you what this cats got, BACKBONE. I saw my kit killed by its father. My sister died at my feet. my family abandon me. my apprentice nearly died but you know what I count my blessings. My other kits are still alive, their father is dead, I have a mate that is willing to be a father figure, my sister is in star clan, my family is happy, my apprentice is alive now. More blessings than curses if you add them up. Now count your curses and blessings. When the curses outway blessings only then can you greive." Halfshadow said "Oh god I sound like an elder I'm a moon out of apprenticeship."
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