i have lost { open } the will to live

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    Wait, one-eyed? Nope, that couldn't be her, could it? Well.. Maybe. Rajani padded through the ship's halls, one good eye filled with sorrow and regret. Her left eye was now gone, taken out by the physcian and her assistant. Because no one wants to see a nasty mess of pupil in your eye socket, do they? No. Sighing, she finally decided to get off, not really bothering to go to the 'exit' and instead leapt off the lower part of the ship's deck and onto the warm sand below. Her eye travelled towards the sea and soon her paws followed suit, in robotic movements it seemed. The Indian leopard had sort of lost all potential and will to do anything since that. A domestic had done this. If she couldn't fight of one of them, how would she fight of another leopard or a jaguar or something? So instead, she would stare out at the ocean until some soul would be burdened with the task of cheering her up- or maybe they wouldn't, and she didn't care at all.

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    Palia padded over. "Yo," she mewed.
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    Long lost words whisper slowly to me
    Still can't find what keeps me here
    When all this time I've been so hollow inside
    (I know you're still there)




    Watching me and wanting me
    I can feel you pull me down
    Fearing you, loving you
    I won't let you pull me down




    Hunting you, I can smell you alive
    Your heart pounding in my head




    Watching me and wanting me
    I can feel you pull me down
    Saving me, raping me, watching me




    Watching me and wanting me
    I can feel you pull me down
    Fearing you, loving you
    I won't let you pull me down




    I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
    Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
    'Cause I got time while she got freedom
    'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even




    Her best days were some of my worst
    She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
    While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
    'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even... even... no




    What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
    And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
    I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
    I'm falling to pieces




    They say bad things happen for a reason
    But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
    'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
    And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even... no




    What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
    And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
    I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
    I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
    I'm falling to pieces
    (One still in love while the other one's leaving)
    I'm falling to pieces
    ('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even)




    Oh, you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
    You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
    Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, ooh
    'Cause you left me with no love and honour to my name.




    I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
    Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
    'Cause I got time while she got freedom
    'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break...
    No, it don't break
    No, it don't break even, no




    What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
    And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
    (Oh glad you're okay now)
    I'm falling to pieces, yeah
    I'm falling to pieces, yeah
    (Oh I'm falling, falling)
    I'm falling to pieces,
    (One still in love while the other one's leaving)
    I'm falling to pieces
    ('Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even)




    Oh, it don't break even




    We clawed, we chained our hearts in vain
    We jumped never asking why
    We kissed, I fell under your spell.
    A love no one could deny




    Don't you ever say I just walked away
    I will always want you
    I can't live a lie, running for my life
    I will always want you




    I came in like a wrecking ball
    I never hit so hard in love
    All I wanted was to break your walls
    All you ever did was wreck me
    Yeah, you, you wreck me




    I put you high up in the sky
    And now, you're not coming down
    It slowly turned, you let me burn
    And now, we're ashes on the ground




    Don't you ever say I just walked away
    I will always want you
    I can't live a lie, running for my life
    I will always want you




    I came in like a wrecking ball
    I never hit so hard in love
    All I wanted was to break your walls
    All you ever did was wreck me




    I came in like a wrecking ball
    Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
    Left me crashing in a blazing fall
    All you ever did was wreck me
    Yeah, you, you wreck me




    I never meant to start a war
    I just wanted you to let me in
    And instead of using force
    I guess I should've let you win
    I never meant to start a war
    I just wanted you to let me in
    I guess I should've let you win




    Don't you ever say I just walked away
    I will always want you




    I came in like a wrecking ball
    I never hit so hard in love
    All I wanted was to break your walls
    All you ever did was wreck me




    I came in like a wrecking ball
    Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
    Left me crashing in a blazing fall
    All you ever did was wreck me
    Yeah, you, you wreck me
    Yeah, you, you wreck me




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    " Rajani, you OK?" the female asked, her tawny luminaries worried for the female. She didn't flinch, seeing the female's singular eyeball. Seeing Monde's half face kind of made her immune to any of that sh*t.










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    Rajani nodded, quickly glancing at the cougar before looking back at the ocean waves. "I'm fine.. And, how're you two?" She asked calmy, biting the inside of her cheek and sighing.

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    "Do you need ahny more herbs?" Lily meowed, padding up with a slight concern. She wanted to make sure that Rajani's terrible injuries were healing alright, and catch any infection early. Eyes could be a very nasty business, and whatever eye remover had taken it out, the caracal was annoyed at them. The organ was extremely difficult to handle.


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    sonder's thoughts followed along the line that orange lily's were going to, worry for rajani and concern to make certain that the healing process was not full of complications. walking along the beach, enjoying the feeling of the shifting sand under her paws, something that had been new to her when she had joined the insignia, she looked towards the leopard, pleased to see that she was with other clanmates and not simply sulking by herself, something that would be cause for further worry. still, the expression on rajani's face or her tone of voice was not much encouragement. sitting down beside her assistant and lightly flicking orange lily with the tip of her tail in greeting, she stared at the one-eyed lieutenant for a few long moments before finally speaking up. "rajani, if you go out to battle, come to me first. there are a few rare herbs that i can give you that will help you, seeing as you only have one eye now; zur and yaran, one or the other, really." she gave the other female a nod, a bit worried that an offer which was meant as kind would be rejected.


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    She nodded again, glancing at the two physicians- well one physician and one soon-to-be physician. "Alright, Sonder. But, I'll probably stay behind for a few. I haven't really tried to fight yet.." Rajani said with a small smile of graditute(sp? cx). Turning to Orange Lily, she gave a slight shake of her head. "I don't think so. My other wounds seem to be healing just fine, and my eye is as good as it can be I guess." The young lieutenant said with a forced smile, trying to reassure the two cats. "You did a great job, and I don't think anyone could've done better." She added, dipping her head to the two. Glancing at the other cat, she shook her head. "No, I'm alright. Thank you."

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