they've made me feel like a prisoner {open ;; commiting suicide}

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    [size=36pt]- stitchwork harrow ♔[/size]
    she-cat • 8 moons • joining sunclan • no powers • attack in DodgerBlue • ♔
    speaking • thinking • singing • being narrated
    let my words be life
    i don't wanna say a word
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    Her eyes were puffy, and she stared at her paws. "I'm so sorry. I don't know what I was thinking." She whispered, voice hoarse from crying. Her roleplayer was silently wishing Darius to show the * up.
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    Papercrown saw his boyfriend and allowed creamy fur to press against him for a long moment before he moved to see what had happened. Throat tightening. "What happened?" The head physician would question, his voice quiet. Blaming himself as he saw the rope. He wanted to move back over too Darius but his duties held him in place. Frozen to the spot. Then Peppermintpaw's suicide came to mind and he would let out a pained whimper at the thought. Then with Peppermintpaw to plague his thoughts the other deaths he had witnessed came to mind. Such a disenchantment caused the guy to narrow his eyes as he tried not to break down.

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    "I was just being an idiot." She meowed softly, not glancing at Papercrown.
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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth= 0px;overflow: auto; width: 290px; height: 240px;font-family: arial;color: #CD2990;margin-right: -10px;margin-top: -1px;][justify]vani raced int othe room, her paws thundering on the ground. she hoped she wouldn't fall through the floor because that would be embarrassing. she let out a distressed roar, ears folded back. tears streamed down her face, her head pounind furiously. she had heard everything. the tears the converstaions, all through her super senses. "stitch don't you ever do that again," she whispered, voice horse. she could not see one of her greatest friends die.[/justify][/fancypost][size=6pt]#vaniwashere art (c) leopard ; coding (c) marvel[/size][/fancypost]

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    Her eyes were huge, and now tears leaked out of them. "V-Vani?" She would have rushed to her best friend and hugged her, curse the rope.
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    "You weren't being idiotic." Autodrive piqued upon catching Stitch's whisper, voice stiff with the mix of relief and passing fear. Stepping forward with the knowledge that she had no clear intention of hurting herself any longer, he added, "Do you need to see a physician to make sure you didn't hurt your neck or anything?"

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    "N-no. I'm okay. I didn't pull very hard." Stitchwork said softly, sniffling.
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    [font=trebuchet ms][size=9pt]Dark looked over to Stitchy finally realizing she called her being ridiculous. Dark hadn't ever insulted anyone with words like that before ad she only hoped the clan wasn't changing her with all the commotion and stuff. She quickly buried the thought into her unconscious pretending nothing was bothering her as usual. 'So Stitchy you sure you're ok? Cause if you aren't doing something unrelated to this situation could let yourself get a break to things...' Dark blurted out not realizing she was actually saying those things to Stitchy. After all she usually thought her way through phrases before acting on them.
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    She sniffled, eyes wet. "I'm so sorry." She whispered again, staring at her paws.
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    [font=trebuchet ms][size=9pt]Dark only smiled at the bond between Vanillatiwlight and Stitchwork. 'Cute,' she thought than only was glad everything was hopefully resolved besides anything mental that would be left behind.
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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth= 0px;overflow: auto; width: 290px; height: 240px;font-family: arial;color: #CD2990;margin-right: -10px;margin-top: -1px;][justify]vani managed a smile, heart still pounding. that was scary. very scary. the femme sniffled, eyes tearing up. the rope snapped. vani let out a sigh. that was way too close for comfort.[/justify][/fancypost][size=6pt]#vaniwashere art (c) leopard ; coding (c) marvel[/size][/fancypost]

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    [size=36pt]- stitchwork harrow ♔[/size]
    she-cat • 12 moons • sunclan • no powers • attack in DodgerBlue • ♔
    speaking • thinking • singing • being narrated
    let my words be life
    i don't wanna say a word
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    She quickly gasped in relief, eyes still teary. The first few words she actually said after that came out in a light shout. "Everyone, I'm so sorry! So sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry!" Her voice was broken somtimes by a light sob.
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    [color=black]'I'm glad you are,' she smiled a bit awkwardly since she wasn't sure how she should really react in this situation since it was unknown territory to her.[/fancypost]


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    [size=36pt]- stitchwork harrow ♔[/size]
    she-cat • 12 moons • sunclan • no powers • attack in DodgerBlue • ♔
    speaking • thinking • singing • being narrated
    let my words be life
    i don't wanna say a word
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    She felt horrible. Here she was, causing huge drama. Yay. I-I really am. I was trying to make myself believe I have nothing.... when I have so much." Her voice broke at the last part.
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    [color=black]Dark out her head down letting her ears flop down with her. She felt a bit bad since Stitchwork shouldn't have to feel ashamed of herself. 'It's not your fault Stitchwork. You needed to be in the situation. I know it sounds really bad, but without it than you wouldn't have ever been given the chance to be reminded who's here for you,' she explained trying not to be a fricken jerk, but someone who was only trying to reassure there friend. A simple Sunclanner who didn't want the other to feel like crud.[/fancypost]


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    "Really?" Stitchy whispered


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    [color=black]'Yea. When you are stuck in a ditch sometimes when you do something out of the ordinary your friends can help you climb out!' she explained a bit more hoping that she wouldn't offend Stichwork in anyway. The last thing she did was give her friend a small smile of caring and all of that stuff.[/fancypost]


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    [size=36pt]- stitchwork harrow ♔[/size]
    she-cat • 20 moons • sunclan • no powers • attack in DodgerBlue • ♔
    speaking • thinking • singing • being narrated
    let my words be life
    i don't wanna say a word
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    She smiled softly.




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