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    I smiled at Thundra. "She's as energetic as ever. How old is she now?" I asked as if she was a baby. "I don't want to be a bother. I'll find out when Belinda set the plane ride back and I'll leave then." I said as if that mattered. It hurt to think I would leave Aurora again. "If I could I'd love to just start fresh." I said with a sigh.

    "Cat years....45 or so, human years 7." I answer, striding across the room, now standing directly in front of him, "Stay here. I wouldn't mind it, honestly. Dawn and Max both adore you...and I miss you." I lean down, picking up Thundra.

    I thought about it. I could just forget ever going back and live in England. I'd... Then I cleared my thoughts. "I don't want to impose any. This is your home after all." I said. Suddenly I had the idea to ask her out again but it would look bad on me. I had just been dumped and I'd be moving right on. "Where is Max anyway?"

    "Probably in his room," I reply then sigh, "Then what are you going to do? From what I've heard it appears she basically kicked you out. Just answer me this, what do you have to return to?"

    I considered her question. What did I have to return to. odds are she was going to send me home early. Most likely to clear my stuff out of her house. That meant I'd have to find a place to live which seeing as how I had no friends or family back home made that rather hard to do. "Nothing. That leaves me with nothing." I said the full reality hitting me far worse then the actual break up.

    I sighed again, I really hated being blunt, "Therefore, what do you have to lose?" I release Thundra and hug him, arms weaving gently around his waist.

    I nodded. to her blunt suggestion. "I guess so. I'll tell Belinda to cancel the plane thing then. I'll head for the city and look for a job tomorrow." I said cheering a little. "You don't mind if I stay here until I find a new apartment?"

    I laugh softly, "It'll be just like before, yay!" But after a second I turned sober, "And Carly?"

    In all the excitement I had forgot about her. I didn't answer right away. I texted Belinda. "I just told Belinda we should talk about Carly. I imagine we both want to keep her so we'll end up going to court fot her." I said with a sigh. "But yeah. Maybe you can even do a painting like old times. Alex pass me a brush." I repeated with a smile.

    I frown at first, "It's not fair... You can't just spring a break up on someone... especially if you have kids....That's just not how it works, even if the relationship wasn't at all what it used to be. A break up is something that happens in a little under fife words, longer if a explanation is given, and it also takes time to figure it out... " I shake my had, sighing softly, "Enough with my lecturing, can I get you anything"

    I thought about it. Wine would be nice but booze wouldn't help here. "I could do with a cup of coffee. Just show me to the maker and I'll make it my self." I said with a smile. Then my phone went off with Belinda's text. I read it. "Oh. Um..." I paced. "I need to go right now. Belinda says I can keep Carly."

    "Yea-" After I heard this I knitted my eyebrows, I was sooo tempted to ask if I could go with... But that'd probably do more harm than good. 'Okay." But more than anything I wanted to go off about how upset that made me for some unknown reason.

    "I'll be right back. I said and headed for the door. "I'm sorry it's so short notice. I didn't expect her to let me have her." I said and didn't wait as I raced out to my car. 'Please don't be mad.' I thought.

    I frown softly, he read the emotions correctly but perceived them wrong.... In truth I wan't upset about having a small child running around, if anything I was excited, but this night was moving in a blur and Belinda was just letting Alex have her, though I rather this for Alex then a court battle I'd never be able to give up my child....

    I arrived to find Belinda already at the driveway with all the stuff we had brought for Carly. "I thought you would want to keep her." I said getting out to load the car. "I thought about it but mom said she's better off with you. She may not like you but she sees how you care for her and it's far better then I could ever do. Just please let me see her once and a while. I'd like to watch my baby grow some too." she said with a smile. I nodded. I thought of telling her that I might just stay in London but that wouldn't be a good idea. "I talked to the airport. They said they can't move the date once it's set. So we have to leave together." I bit my lip. How could I tell her. Should Aurora do it instead? Finally the car was packed and Carly loaded. "Good bye my love and Alex. See you some time." she called and I drove away. On my way back now.

    I paced, slow even circles in a nearly empty room next to the library, a fire was going as a steady wind blowing the leaves and trees astray. I sigh softly and gaze out the window,before smiling and disappearing to find Max and intertain myself for the next ten minutes.

    I pulled into the driveway. Carly began to cry. "Oh it's OK dear. Relax. Your fine." I said with a smile and picked her out of her seat. I began to rock her. 'It's OK your with daddy.' I ignored the rest of the stuff in the car and headed towards the house.

    Me and Max pull open the door, "Alex, it's been forever. "He greeted softly while I weaseled past Max, running up to Alex and Carly, cooing all the while.

    "I know right. Oh Max this is my daughter Carly." I said moving a little so he could see her past Aurora. "She already met Aurora. We'll be staying here for some time." I said with a smile. "I'm very sorry to just impose like this."

    Max smiled softly gently running a pale finger down Carly's cheek, "She's darling, me and Catiana didn't work out she took the kids with no visitation...... And I don't mind." I smiled, "May I hold her please?"