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    I turn and look at her I smile. "What would you like to do?" I said while turning to look back at my brother.
    I just decided to ignore the fact that he was with Bluebreeze I chuckled. I knew I was going to happen eventually.

    I smile,"Go hunting?" I really wanted to see Blazestar, but he had to be happy just like I had to be. Something wasn't right though.

    "I'm little sore but okay.." I began to walk to where all the rabbits mostly were. I would glance at Silverlily to make sure she was following. I could hear My brother and Bluebreeze talking "Get a den you two!" I muttered under my breath.

    I quickly kill a rabbit, it had been so long since I had gotten the feeling of satisfaction of freah kill. I purr, but it fades when I hear Blazestar. I perk my ears, why was I so jealous? I pushed the thought away letting my curiosity get the best of me.

    I find a rabbit and I kill it with one swift bite to the neck. I walk over to Silverlily with the rabbit in my jaws "Everything okay?" I said brushing up against her.


    Blazestar~ I looked at Bluebreeze I laughed because she was actually blushing "What!?" "Your blushing" "I am not!" She hissed and looked away I licked her cheek "Yes you are Dont be stubborn" "Whatever she rolled her eyes.."

    I bite my lip to swallow down tears, I could be replaced. That feeling is something I never want to feel, I turn to Duskfall,"Fine." I put on a fake smile. I wasn't, I was everything but fine.

    I watched as my brother and Bluebreeze began walking to camp they were laughing about something. I shrugged and looked at Silverlily "You know you can tell me anything I'm here for you.." I could tell something was bothering her but what?


    Blazestar~ I wanted to turn around and be with Silverlily but I have to move on she is his mate and she is carrying his kits. Bluebreeze licked my cheek I licked hers she was shocked "Race you back" I shouted as I was running up the hill to camp she was right on my tail.

    I glance over at Duskfall, should I really tell him? I don't look at him,"Duskfall, if I tell you then you'll hate me. I'd rather keep it to myself." I lick his cheek,"Don't worry. I am really okay." I turn to the camp, looking towards Blazestar. I lost him, forever. I'm replaced.

    I followed her gaze my eyes locked on my brother. I laughed "You like my brother.. I'm such an idiot this wouldn't be the first time..it's okay I'm not mad" I smiled and picked the rabbit up and began walking to camp my brother walked over to me I put the rabbit down "Are you two an item now?" "No.." He said while looking at me "Ive got my eyes set on someone else.." "Yea I know.." "Wha? How?" "She likes you to it was pretty easy to figure out but I'm totally okay with it I mean I love her with all my heart but there is no point in fighting for her.. If we so she will end up losing one of us and that will hurt her and I don't want to see her hurt and I don't want her to feel like she has to choose between the two of us.." After that I picked up the rabbit and walked to camp Blazestar watched me go then he walked over to Silverlily.

    I couldn't choose, I had to stay with one of them. My eyes were clouded,"I can't choose between the both of you." I begin to cry,"I love you both to much to choose." I look at Duskfall,"You know I can't leave you." I look Blazestar,"You have someone so much more better than me. Bluebreeze, she's better. Prettier, smarter, everything that I wish to be. I want the best for you." I meow a tear falling.

    The words she had just said hit me like a bag of rocks. I couldn't move I tried to speak but couldn't she just told me she didn't want me. My heart felt like it was being shattered in a million pieces. I finally pulled it together "It's fine I understand..." I moved to her side "I'm not looking for smart and pretty.. I just wanted to make you happy I wanted to be with you... But it's fine" I wiped her tears with my tail I licked her cheek. "Don't cry over me you already have a wonderful mate" I smiled.

    I sniffle whispering in his ear,"I need to see you later tonight." I meow, I turn to Duskfall smiling. I then turn to Blazestar, pecking his cheek and heading to my den without another word.

    I watched her go Duskfall followed her. I walked to my den I sighed. I laid down and decided to go to sleep until it was time to meet her.

    When I knew it was time to meet him, the camp was asleep. I step out of my den, looking out at Duskfall one more time, a pain in my eyes. I wait at the camp entrance, hoping I wouldn't wake anyone.

    I walked out of my den silently I saw her waiting at the camp entrance. I walked brushed against her side. "So where are we going?" I whispered.

    I looked at him for a long time, then smiled rubbing back. I reply," We are just going for a walk to talk about things." I turn to the entrance padding out of the camp.

    I look at the ground,"You can't tell Duskfall," I look at him,"I'm not pregnant." My stare into his eyes, worried about how he would take it.

    My eyes grew wide "Wow.. Um... That's some news.." I sighed. I padded over to her side and sat down. "It's okay I won't tell him your secrets safe with me" I whispered in her ear.

    I nuzzle myself under his chin, purring. I whisper,"You still love me right?" I ask, maybe he could cover up for me. Maybe he could be the father of my kits.