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    I back up a little, looking down. I stare at my paws as I talk,"Duskfall, do you still love me? Are we still taking a break?" I don't think I could manage being away from him much longer, I wouldn't be able to take it.

    I didn't want to answer her. I felt that I shouldn't be with her I didn't really want to be. "I still love you hut I don't know if things could ever go back to normal... Your pregnant with someone kits that aren't mine.. You went behind my back without telling me and you tried to cover it up... But through all of this I still somehow love you.."

    I look up at him,"You don't really want to be with me anymore do you?" It hurt everything was coming back. He loves me but it doesn't long for me. I say,"Duskfall, not all of our kits died. I don't even know if Blazestar got me pregnant. I do know that not every kit was gone. Blazestar didn't go all the way, he couldn't have gotten all of his DNA in." Maybe I was lying, but something told me I wasn't.

    "It dosent matter you still did it.." I said "But I still love you" I licked her cheek. Was I a fool for loving her? Was I a fool for wanting her again? It didn't matter now I was back with her now it was too late to go back. This is what I choose to do so ill go through with it .

    I close my eyes, pressing my nose to him. For a second I wish I could go back, to forget about the world. Forget about everything but him, because I wanted him. I whisper,"I love you, I always will. I can promise you that." I smile letting out a soft purr.

    I sat down and brushed against her I pushed her down. But I thought better of doing that here not with all these cats around and she was already knocked up. I decided to just stay where I was "I love you to..."

    When he pushes me down, I can't help but get a little wet. I purr louder,"I love you more." I tease, lifting my tail under his chin.

    I licked her cheek then twined my tail with hers. I leaned into her side I wanted her bad but I had to keep myself I'm check. I purred and pressed my body closer to hers.

    I press closer, my whole body was screaming for him. I guess I forgot what it felt like to be touched by him. I sigh his name into his ear, purring softly. He had to want me back by now, I was doing everything right. Maybe I was letting my wetness get the best of me.

    "I don't think this is a good time..." I whispered in her ear "Not the right place either..." I said in a low voice. I had to keep my feelings in check or I would do something rash. I wanted her badly but I knew I couldn't have her not at the moment.

    I knew I had to keep everything inside, I hated it. I press my nose to his,"I know. Sorry." I whisper, closing my eyes and breathing in each breath we shared.

    "No it's my fault don't apologize." I smiled then I stood up I figured I could go back to the den we shared. I walked through the entrance I sat down. I didn't know why I was doing that I needed to keep my feelings in check. I needed to stop wanting her unless she wanted me did she want me? I asked myself she probably did but I stopped her.

    For a second, I hesitate to follow and look to Blazestar's den. I had forgotten about him for awhile, and there was an ache that only he could fill. I shake my head, I did the wrong not Duskfall. Duskfall doesn't deserve a broken heart. I enter out den smiling,"I don't think I'll be able to live without you anymore." I shake my head,"That feeling is something I never want to feel again."

    I was on my way to see Silverlily when I heard her say that. But how can I be mad when she's my brother mate. I decided to take a walk which turned out to be with Bluebreeze.


    Duskfall~ "Really now? I missed you too.." I said bad I licked her cheek and went over to her side. I couldn't help myself I loved to be near her to be close to her. I brushed against her teasingly I leaned over to her ear "Do you want me?" I said in a low voice.

    I purr rubbing against him,"Badly." I whisper in his ear.


    Low muse.

    "Fine" me and brother both said at the same time. I glared at him but his eyes were on her filled with lust and want. "I'm going for a walk.." I said then left quickly I needed to clear my head.

    I didn't want Duskfall to leave, because I knew things wouldn't be to well if Blazestar stayed. I saw the way he was looking, for a moment my eyes flicker over his and I feel that wanting again. But I look away as Duskfall leaves,"Why are you staring at me like that?"

    I was a good amount of distance away from camp. I sat down and sighed what was I going to doo wasn't going to fight him for her. I'm better than that.. Well maybe I'll just let things be. I really don't mind sharing her but it is what it is. I said I looked down at my reflection I saw my eyes they were a different kind of blow the kind that glows at night. I admired them something stirred inside me it felt like it was hatred or rage but I ignored it. Staring at my reflection.


    Blazestar~ I looked away and staired at the ground. "I'm sorry... I just... Oh forget it.." I said as I stood up and began to walk away. What was I doing? Was I hoping she would fall for me instead of him? No matter how hard I tryied to get over her the feeling never goes away it always seems to stay leaving me like this. Leaving me to find a way to get over her when I know I just can't....

    I stop him, facing him as I stare into his eyes. I say softly,"Blazestar, you had to see this coming. You know this," I look down,"I still love you." I whisper.

    I did see it coming but I didn't care. "Why can't we both have you? Because if you chose one brother the other will be upset and depressed.. He my act strong and feel as though it didn't affect him but it did. He may be cocky and arragant but can't you see he is willing to share you because he loves you" I said breathing heavy tears were beginning to form in my eyes this was the first time that I have ever cried. The first time where I actually loved someone back just as much as they loved me the first time for so many things that I shared with her and only her.