Once not too long ago? She had been very well known as cold, ruthless, stoic, protective, so many thing's and the fall of her first home had done nothing to her image. Expect? On the inside it had done much more than anyone saw, Jiyu had never thought she'd let herself love in the first place much less lose love again. So many time's, she had so much ease over looking it! However recently something had happened that made the act impossible.
Logically? She knew something was horribly wrong with her, the same thought's that she once had when she took those herb's to end herself were once more returning. Now? She at least knew to crawl into one of the Medicine Den nest's, because she knew something was wrong and if left untreated it would kill her in time. Could they fix this thought? She felt as if she wasn't even breathing! So she just lay there, looking as if she was already dead, nothing abnormal, expect the fact she avoided the medicine den with passion.
