how old is you soul [private, Rhy]

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    CERULEAN ![/fancypost]
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    "I'm worried about you." She barked, nudging her gently with her snout. Still not a lie.[/fancypost]


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    Oh great. She was worried. Well that was quite the thing. Rhy swallowed nervously. "Oh?" She asked innocently, her ears flicking quietly. "Why?"
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    "Well, I think you need to come to my cabin so I can give you some sweets. Maybe a nice sossed talad, even." Well, it was tossed salad, but she'd never really been exposed to such a thing besides knowing it was plants thrown together in a bowl. "The point is, you gotta start eating more, Rhy. What's made you stop? Anything in particular?"[/fancypost]


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    "Stop?" She said, and her tone betrayed her anxiety over the situation. Her ears flattened slightly against her head. "I haven't -- I mean, I don't get so hungry so much." She said. "And it's not like I need much anyway, I'm not doing anything." The thin calico added. She wasn't going to talk about her several fainting spells or heart arrhythmias.
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    "Rhymekit, you're moving mountains." The canine said, perfectly serious. It was true- She was. "And you're going to get pulled in to not eating. Why have you cut back so much, what triggered it?" The canine's tone was not harsh, or reprimanding, not even reproachful, just sad and worried. All those feelings of grief weren't helping.[/fancypost]


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    Her muscles tensed slightly and she pulled away from Cerulean -- both in physical contact as well as in her mind, separating, guarding herself. Her tiny nostrils flared slightly. "I am eating. I think I just have a fast--" What was that word Gwen had used? "Metabolism." The small calico said, trying to sound off hand in her commentary. Believe it. Believe it. She thought to herself.
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    "So do I, yet I can't count my ribs," The canid barked, nudging her in her cage. If she weren't dosed up on a bunch of expelled emotions, maybe her reaction would be different. But she wasn't gonna let it go.[/fancypost]


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    "Well maybe mine's just faster." Rhy suggested, wishing Cerulean would stop talking about it now. Never mind that she was starving herself, she didn't want to talk about the stupid reasons why. Cerulean would just tell her she was wrong and make. Big deal out of it. If there was no deal being made then she could go on in peace.
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    "Rhy, I know you don't want to talk about it. As well as you're blocking your thoughts, that's rolling off you pretty well. But Rhy, just hear me out." There was pain in her eyes now, with memories she had learned to forget about. She wasn't strong at all like that, all the horrid events of her life always tagged along with her, but she just distracted herself. She had never faced them. "You're the closest thing I have to family, right now." That was kind of pathetic, especially considering she didn't seriously know Rhymekit. "The rest are all gone. It would break me to lose you, and I don't think- I don't think I could recover from losing you, too. I would do anything to make you happy, and I know how silly that sounds. I really don't want you to starve yourself into nothingness, to the point your body starts rejecting food." She knew how that had felt, as her first few days of being accepted she lied around next to a pond with people bringing her mice and other meals. "You're a really cool kid, Rhyme." Well, as awkward and as uncalled for as her little speech was, it helped with the pseudo-emotions of grief and sadness she had gotten shoved into her being.[/fancypost]


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    Rhymekit blinked. Heartfelt speech. She didn't want to let it get to her, but it did a little anyway. She liked Cerulean too, preferred her to Rhy's own mother, so yes, she was above family for the thin calico kitten. "Im not trying to die." She said, surprised. But then she thought about it -- was she, just a little? Just a little, maybe. It wasn't something she was really conscious of, but if she died she didn't think she would mind too much. And everyone else would move on through time easily enough, forget her soon enough.
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    "Then what are you trying to accomplish? That's all I really wonder." If she could find the reason for the rhyme, Cerulean could try and move from there.


    no pun intended xD[/fancypost]


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    Puns should always be intended. The thin child looked at her paws. "I - I just don't want to be a burden." She said in a halting manner. Cerulean wouldn't understand, she didn't think. Not someone so useful. Her . . . well everyone she knew was more useful than her. She was just pieces.
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    "Because of your legs, and you don't want people to have to help you. Right?" The canid mused.[/fancypost]


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    "Yeah." She said quietly, her ears flicking against her head. Of course. It was why she was useless, why they couldn't even promote her to bodyguard so there was was the child advisor, stressed out under the pressure of the job, hoping she could manage it.
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