i know i can't hear{private}but i definitely can feel

firepaw was singing a song. if she could hear herself, she would know her voice was not good, not bad. plopped right down in the middle. but nonetheless, she sang. singing helped her relax, even if she could not hear she knew that she was saying something that others could hear.

" sometimes I think I don't fit in, others can hear and I am different. I'd love to find a cheery twin, a friend with whom I'd smile and grin. " then her voice cracked and she sighed. what other lyrics could be discovered?

then it hit her. " helping people would be so cool, we'd give them shelter and food. " than Firepaw saw limber land saying something and she turned. smiling sadly, she spoke. " can you repeat that? I am deaf. "

nice voice. that's what she caught. firepaw blushed. " I can read lips better if it's repeated. and thank you. I don't know why it is, but I guess people think it is. "

{I need a hashtag ugh}

that's cool? not really. depressing, more or less. she just nodded. " I suppose. "

{XD i'll tweak em up a bit, maybe fireflyinthesky? and also, even though she's training t be a warrior now, would you mind if she becomes a medicine cat apprentice?}

how are you. hmm. terrible, sad, weirded out, depressed, awkward. but of course, she had to choose one of those. " depressed. " firepaw said

{yin is also fine with it, so all I need is mug of tea's permission and we're good!}

" being deaf is hard. " the cream tabby explained, sighing. " do the clouds make sounds? the earth? the stars? i'll never know. and I barely understand people ifthey don't have telepathy. " all she heard was why. that was it. why. why did she have to be deaf?

" proud of what? being different? it's not fun. " firepaw pointed out.
{do you know what abron's user is? XD}

all she understood was the boring and special, but she could guess. " being special is being popular, fun, a great friend, or a respected leader. I'm just some dumb useless apprentice. I'm also very bad at being a warrior because I can't hear anything people say! "

she couldn't read that,s o she sighed. " I'm better at being a medicine cat. "

her apprentice? her ears perked up. " a medicine apptentice? "