so you decided to show up at last {privateee}

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    [justify][color=orange][sub]He decided to show up after a long absence, after abandoning her and their kits. And now he wanted to talk, and about what is what she was curious about. "You wanted to talk. So talk," she said curtly.

    [align=center][font=georgia]DamagedHeart decided to come out clean with everything. "I know I don't have a great excuse and you probably won't forgive me. But, I had to leave. I was worried about some friends that I had in the past and had to go and see them. Though they ended up needing me to stay due to their leader passing and their deputy had turned on them. Most died. And I saw my old friend, SongWhisper, she was expecting kits with the deputy and she was scared. I had to get her out of there." He looked down and sighed in sorrow, "I thought about you and our kits every day and wished I had never left."
    The Tom took a long breath with a short sigh. "If you want me to leave, I will. I don't want to cause trouble with anyone." The tom began to rise, a stiffness replaced his once swift movements. Age had caught up with the once~wild cat. His whiskers were are white as snow and his muzzle began to gray. His eyes also seemed duller and some white spots replaced his black stripes and deep brown body. The fur around his paw pads made him look like he was walking on snow and his claws looked dull.
    Between DamagedHeart and Moonstar it looked as if a young cat was talking to it's aging elder. "I just wanted to make sure you were alright Moon. I still love and cherish everything between us."

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    [justify][color=orange][sub]She listened to him in silence and only blinked when he was finished with this long explanation. "You do understand that your loyalties are supposed to lay with the clan and the clan alone, personal bonds with the outside clans are cut and only can they be mended slightly is through alliance," she said at first, using formality to cover her obvious hurt. "I understand you wet worried, but you should have never left without leaving a message or telling me yourself. I would have understood." She sighed and took a step back as she lashed her wine-red tail. "Lunareclipse hates you, you know that right? She thinks you're just a dropout dad and doesn't want anything to do with you." This was all so difficult, and was beginning to give her a migraine.

    DamagedHeart stepped back, baffeled but nodded in understanding. He sighed and responded, "I know my duties to the clan. But I know the most impotant duty is being a father." He slip his ears back and said to her with old power in his voice. "I will never abandon you all again. You are my family. I should have stayed, I should have been here with you. And even if that is just words, I would give my tail to go back and change that all."

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    [justify][color=orange][sub]She let out an exasperated sigh and pinned her ears back. "You'll have to work hard to get my trust back. You know that right?" she said, "I have more children, three moon old caracats because a tom took advantage of me one day moons ago. I need to focus on that and my clan. Show me I can trust you again."

    [align=center][font=georgia]DamagedHeart's eyes widened at hearing that. He growled softly at someone touching his love. Then he chose to bring it down a few notches he nodded, "Yes Moonatar... What should i start with?" The tom sounded like an apprentice, awaiting for it's mentor's either harshness or wisdom. Then dark tabby brought his head a little higher, "And, maybe I can see the new cubs? And of course, Lunareclipse."

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    [justify][color=orange][sub]"Of you can find them, you can speak to them," Moonstar said, "But don't try to be their father. Because I don't want their thoughts altered about who their father is." She knew it was harsh, but she wanted to get the point through. "And for trust, I just want to see you around. I don't want anything to start again when you may just disappear."

    DamagedHearts ears pinned to the back of his head at the harshness. But he understood what she meant. The tom nodded and looked away, it was hard for him to hear the one cat who used to lay beside him and dream now treat him like a rat, though he acted like one. With a nod he stood and turned away with a sigh, "I will go help the elders then." The tom did not feel the need to go see kits.

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    [justify][color=orange][sub]"I didn't prohibit you from seeing them," Moonstar murmured, "I only said don't act like their father. Just act like a warrior and make them smile." She turned away and sat down, her back facing her once-beloved as she stated into the distance.


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    DamagedHeart laid his ears as far back as they would go, "What is the point then. I've only ever seen cubs birthed from you. And they were half mine." The tom growled lowly as he walked away, no longer feeling the need to speak as darkness fell over his mind and heart.

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    [justify][color=orange][sub]She reached out a paw and opened her mouth to call him back, but didn't. She sighed and looked away. He needed to earn her trust back, and turning into a cold, selfish bastard wasn't going to get him anywhere.


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