Journery: Starbound {Sign Up Thread]

She is independent, friendly, humorous, sensitive, caring and kind. She comes off as naive and rather clueless most of the time though. She tends to zone out with her mouth open and loses track of what she was thinking or dreaming about. She has an over-active imagination and gets carried away thinking of implausible scenarios a lot. She is perceptive when it comes to people's mental and emotional state as she is able to tell what kind of driving force is pushing someone. All in all she is a pretty good person just a bit on the ditzy side.

She has a very magnanimous, polite and gentle personality and always tries to help or comfort her friends even when she has no idea how to help. She is caring and understanding and sometimes acts as the mediator when her friends fight, and her understanding and insight sometimes makes her the agony aunt figure for people who are troubled. She cares deeply for her friends, and does not seem fond of things that might make them upset. She often worries about her friends if they are in danger, and is upset when the people she cares about are hurt.

She is 'very co-operative and has a lot of space to accept people. Because of her accepting nature, she can see the good in people who, at first glance, do not seem to have anything likeable about them. She deeply cares for her friends and prefers to avoid unnecessary conflict, usually being the one who diffuses any arguments between people, making her a dependable and trustworthy friend. Her patience often makes her the only calm one in situations when everyone else has lost their temper. It's rather easy for her to tale charge this way when everything is falling apart.

She is also generous and kindhearted, up until the point that some people even take advantage of her. Her tendency to trust people at all times also hinders her once in a while. She also has a habit of apologizing, even when it isn't her own fault. One of the most mature and flexible characters, she is very amicable and gets along well with her peers and can be very understanding of their feelings.

She also takes pretty much anything in stride. As a result, she never gets frightened or upset and is always flexible and accepting to new situations, no matter how frightening they can be. She seems aware of her forgetfulness and tendency to space out at times, but she says that because of this, she is not afraid of anything. She manages to stand up to others without even flinching. Although appearing to be slightly weak and vulnerable in a confrontation, if her friends are in danger, She is quickly serious and almost becomes a different person. She says she can never forgive anyone who dares lay a hand on her friends. She does not seem to think much about things in the future or the past, often living in the present.

She is extremely loving, a nurturer and protector. She'll do whatever is asked of her if she knows it will help those she cares for. She'll take on burden after burden just to her friends smile once. She can be easily distracted from time time when it comes to regarding herself but remains on task when it comes to others. She certainly wouldn't mind a family of her own one day she'd love them as much as she loves her crew but until then is contain with the life she has. She has issues with being clinging and touches and doesn't really understand what personally space is. She's quick to hug you when your down and stand at your side when something is bothering you.

She had no memory of her past life just bits and pieces. She awoke in a dull looking room coated in white, the walls the bed and even the windows were white. She found that she had a long pink tail and cat like pink ears on top of her head, though she didn't remember who she was she knew those weren't suppose to be there. She flipped out under the confusion and stress, a flicker of light that slowly formed into a large blue ball formed on the palms of her hands fearful that they'd do harm to her she waved her arms hoping to banish the blue orbs but instead sent them hurdling into the walls. She was amazed at the shattering sound that echoed around the small room as the wall burst into small pieces crumbling under the impact. Beyond the walls and the small room she found the outside world and a light colored floating ball in the sky. The moon enchanting light drowned out the alarms that screamed behind her. She didn't even notice the humans that came pounding into the room as she left them all behind. Once outside her journey for her memory and her adventure began.

She wander place to place getting along with everyone she met and making a lot of friends. As she met with others she learned what a family was. There was a wife and husband along with a child or children. A family could have many members or just a few but most of all the family lived each other. She quickly yearned for her memory as she lived along side others. Some of the beings she lived beside were human other were like herself. To her it didn't really matter it was easy enough to hide her ears and tail when needed. She found quickly that she was thought very highly of within the world of the humans when she ears and tail of gijinka.

As her fascination with the learning more about a family she found herself picking certain humans out to study. She often followed that human to their living quarts and watched how he or she interacted with those who lived with them. It took her the longest time to figure out that a war was going on while she idly lived her life hidden in the shadows. One day while on her way to trai yet another human to its home she met the young Gijinka, Sparky. A young pichu with a sparky attitude it took a bit of friendly words and some stolen food for her to befriend him but it ended in her favor.

She gave up her hobby of watching humans and hung in alleyways with the six year old boy. He explained to her about the war and his quest to get to the some Orpha place. She didn't really understand why this was important but choice to help him for he was the close thing she could call her own. She stayed with him for six months watching over him and dodging the ones who wished to take him from her. In those six months she found pictures of her placed on the buildings and electron devices the humans had. Sparky explained to her that someone was looking for her since she had no idea why they were up. She had hoped that whoever it was was her family or someone who might have a clue to who she was and where she belonged.

It didn't take her long to find who was looking for her. A few weeks after the pictures were put up she met the one she knew as the Nightmare. He came at first in her dreams dressed in black with an aura of pure darkness. He reminded her of her in a way but was different somehow. He haunted her dreams always sending fear straight through her body. The day she met him outside of her dreams was also the day she lost her dear friend but gained another. The Nightmare found on a night where the moon did not shine. Blood dotted his black cloak and her young friend laid in a mangle heap be flow his feet.

When spoke it was in her head, a gijinka he was a psych as well. He told her it was time to go back. She was too stunned to answer to busy staring at Sparky's body. She might fought had she been able to move it was only when he was close enough she could see the black of his irises did she act. She teleported, not far just directly behind him and ran. The chase was on as her legs carried her off she could hear him silently trailing after her. She has been running ever since than trying to escape this nightmare.

Gentle and a bit of a warry-wort, but manages to always keep composure. She watches over everyone in her family, but is usually very quite about it. She is described as a "cool, somewhat mysterious" character by her others. She is also very mature and laid-back most of the time. When she talks, she is well-mannered, but to the point. She's so blunt sometimes, it hurts. she has demonstrated that she is perceptive when it comes to people's mental and emotional state, especially in regards to weaker members, as she is able to tell what kind of driving force is pushing someone.

Despise her easy going personality she can be quite cheery and happy, sometimes even childish, She does not mask her emotions when around her family members and will throw fits when frustrated or angered. However she is able to rebound quickly and rarely allows herself to remain stuck. Even when in dangerous situations, she is able to keep a clear head and actually smiles when she is in danger. Despite this she can be equally ruthless and determined, making her a very dangerous opponent as she will not hesitate to use various means, including deadly force, to achieve her objectives. However a single action or statement by an opponent can motivate her to display mercy towards them depending on the circumstances, as she has occasionally been willing to spare them.

Stubborn, short-tempered,strong-willed and impulsive. He attempts to maintain a detached and "cool" image,despite claiming not to care about what other people think about him. He generally keeps his face set in a permanent scowl, with his eyebrows drawn together. His outspoken, hot-headed demeanor is a trait he himself acknowledged, and that if somebody picks a fight with him, he cannot help fighting back. He can be genuinely compassionate and empathetic about others but is often disrespectful when talking to those older than himself. When it comes to fighting, He has a complex sense of honor; he regularly seeks to exact revenge for the actions of his opponent.

He often taunts and belittles his opponents when fighting, sometimes even attacking without warning. He has a strong desire to win his fights in what he views as a legitimate manner. He resolve in battle can waver at times, which can impede his fighting prowess and goes into a state of depression and self-loathing when he loses a major battle or lets a friend down. He despises those who mistreat their allies in any way, even if they are his own enemies. He can also express anger towards those who go as far as attacking their own allies, expressing that he cannot forgive those who murder their own comrades. But besides that he's a pretty decent guy and enjoys spending time with those he loves. He has a huge protective streak when it comes to protecting the weak.

I wear several different masks can you find my real face? I wear a mask of cold personality. Even in situations in which are emotion-evoking, I doesn't appear moved in the least. Additionally, I am oddly silent and serious. I seem to only chat when the need arises, rarely speaking simply for the sake of it. In the event that I do talk out of ordinary circumstances, it is about something in which I believes is necessary for someone to know, or to correct somebody where needed. The main reason for my introverted personality is thevresult of me having grown used to silence. My cold demeanor allows me to stay completely calm and in control in most situations. However, I am highly perceptive, cunning, and analytical. I claim I do not believe in emotions, which I refer to as the "heart," reasoning that if my eye cannot see them, they do not exist.

These words, and much of my overall behavior, reflect the concepts of materialism, which connects to my aspect of death. I know no cares about nothing but themselves and I'm alright with that. I am unusable and don't have any friends, there are the gijinka I live with and fight along side, but nothing more. I don't feel like I have any value which is my fault I know because I close myself and so on I've heard it all before. This feeling of not being needed has made simply thing that my life isn't really that important. No, I am not suicidal nor will I ever be though I know I won't hesitate to take any kind of blow, deadly or not, for someone I think has something or someone worth living for. I am not brave I am a utter coward in truth that I do know I am hiding cause I can't or don't want to face what I won't understand. But than again this is me.

: I was born and raised in a lab filled with filthy human, I awoke on table restrained rather tightly. I have no clue to how I was born and I don't think I have any type of family. The first time I opened my eyes I broke the restrains holding me down with no trouble at all. My creators say that my psych abilities surpass even the strongest of my kind. I had awoke in a panic killing the men trying to hold me down with wave of my hand. It turned the lab into a bloodbath, slaughtering anything that moved I had not meant but it was more instinct then defensive measures. I moved around the lab in search of a way to get out every corner I turned there was someone with some kind of weapon pointed at me and a swift death was deliver to them. It wasn't until I found her chamber did I come out of my rage.

A glass panel stood in front of me blocking me from enter the room. The label was written on top of window but I didn't care to look at it. In the on a bed there slept a girl or so I had though she was girl. She was dressed in a bright outfit her ears and tails were similar to my own and something about her drew my attention. Shattering the glass and entering the room was mere child's play as soon as I set foot into the room my anger and frustration was gone it was replaced by pure curiosity. The sleeping figure had the small and fragile frame of a mere child she wouldn't even come up to my shoulder in height. She possessed the curves and chest of a full grown female gijinka which caused me study more acutely that I didn't even notice the human standing in the corner of the room.

"Do you like her?" I twisted my body a swell of psych energy in the palms of my hands. The man was well dressed and held a different kind of confidence that the other humans lacked. He countinued speaking when I had no answer for him. "She's like you in many ways and not, the original." That caught my curiosity so well that I couldn't help but ask a question. Origanal? I had a mouth though had yet to learn how to use my telekineses worked easier then talking. "They call her a subject though I prefer the name she came here with Ayaka, you my friend are a copy of her a sort of clone." My eyes returned to the sleeping woman with a frown still lost to what was being told to me. When the human got up from where he was leaning I quickly because defense again not sure what he was going to do. He simply held up his hand in a surrendering gesture. "Easy, I don't want anymore trouble just help you. You powers are far stronger than I would of ever guessed it would seem that I need more staff members now since you've killed a great chunk of them." That caught me off guard. Who are you? The man laughted at my words and answered with a single name. "Giovanni."

From than on I was permitted to see Ayaka so long as I cooperated with my creators and learned to harness my powers. There were days that she was asleep and days she was awake. When she was up she I always had to reintroduce myself the drugs they had her on kept her memory wiped clean. They never gave me any medication I had no idea why though. Ayaka was easy to be around she kept me calm and liked to talk about the oddest of things. She never looked at me with those eyes my creators had, that fear and disgust. I normally sat in the corner as she floated around the room amusing herself with her childish antics. Whenever I asked her how she got here she chuckled and shrugged her shoulders, she had no clue of her past like me and knew little about the place she was in. I didn't care much as long as she stuck around she was the closest thing to, as the humans called them, a friend that I had. She filled an empty void in my chest.

The day she vanished from the lab was the day I lost it and destroyed the lab. I might of killed Giovanni as well had the human not been so cunning with his words. He promised to make me the strongest living being ever born he promised that if I countinued to work for him he'd allow to me go out and find my 'friend'. Being as naive as I was I hadn't thought that I could just go and find her myself. My time with gijinka made me foolish and weak. I took the human's offer and came with him to his new lab. The test and training they put me through made from stronger and smarter than I had ever imagined. I improved physically, emotionally, and mental. Ayaka became a distance memory by the time I was through I was another simpal pawn in the human's game.

Several months had passed before I was given the task of hunting down the mew gijinka, I had to find and bring her back the humans weren't done studying her. Tracking her down and slaughtering anyone who got in my way was easy enough. I held no regret killing the young gijinka who stood in my way, I was a cold blood killer. My resolution falter though and my creaked when I finally came face to face with her again. The look she gave held no warmth or friendliness as it had so long ago. To this day I have no idea why I hesitated and let her slip from grasp she fled from me and I let her go.