YOUR WORDS IN MY HEAD, [open.] KNIVES IN MY HEART

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    Elusive was doing something he normally didn't do; sit and think about his past. He always thought,it was one of his favorite things to do,but he never thought about his past. About Darkclan and his family. He never really talked about them to anyone. Why would he? They never talked to him and basically treated him like *. Well,everyone did. No one acknowledged him or simply looked his way. He was like a ghost. But,he always had to think,what would his life be like if he had stayed? He wouldn't have met Hang or Crow,or anyone else in Blizzardclan. He would be on the other side of the battlefield. He would have never met all the wonderful and amazing animals in Blizzardclan. He would be killing them instead of befriending them. It was shocking. Resting his head on his paws,his gray eyes gazed forward,unfocused as he was lost in his thoughts.
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    Fifteen Moons
    Extreme
    Eleven Powers
    No Kill
    No Capture
    No Major Injuries
    Attack in [color=#9A86DC]#9A86DC    [/fancypost][/fancypost]
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    Mosaicsun, on the other paw, thought about her past a lot. Too much. Too much to be healthy and too much to be happy. Her past was full of pain and it seemed that she could only ever focus on the parts of her life where she'd been hurt. When she'd hurt others. She sometimes wondered if things would have gone differently if she'd been kinder to her sister, been a better sibling. If she hadn't been so judgemental when it came to her father's new mate. If she had cared for her kits properly, shown them the love they'd deserved. Maybe her sister would be alive, her half-sister wouldn't be an orphan and her kits wouldn't be dead. Or perhaps it would have come out just the same, not sparing her any of the pain and not saving her loved ones. Who knew?


    Spotting Elusive, she thought for a moment before padding over. She might as well try to ease herself back into Clan life through socialising, especially since it wasn't a group situation right now. Sitting down beside him, she mewed softly, "Hello Elusive. How are you?" Watson was currently laying in her nest, the lazy squirrel not wanting to get up yet even when she'd managed it.


    #blizzardclanmosaic
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    With tucker draped across her shoulders, Midas padded over to the duo. She didn't think about her past [i]that much. Scratch that. She was one to constantly reminisce on things. She flashed them both a warm smile. "Hello you two!" she said cheerfully.

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    Raising his head, the serval blinked his gray eyes and focused them on the cats ahead of him. "Hello Mosaic and Midas! I'm doing fine I suppose,just thinking about the past." he said with a shrug. He didn't want to tell his life story and bore them with the details so he just let it hand. "What about you guys?"
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    Fifteen Moons
    Extreme
    Eleven Powers
    No Kill
    No Capture
    No Major Injuries
    Attack in [color=#9A86DC]#9A86DC    [/fancypost][/fancypost]
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    "I'm doing just fine." She mewed. In all honesty, Midas was feeling a bit down, but she didn't want to let on that she was. She wanted them to think everything was a-okay.

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    and then there was lavender. he didn't know a thing about his past, mainly because he had some crazy amnesia.
    he padded over, smiling weakly. "m-mind if i join in on you guys?" he asked, attempting to intensify his grin, but with no luck. man, was he one awkward guy. sometimes he didn't even notice, though. he was probably used to it.


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    Oh, I'm still depressed and recently had a mental breakdown, but other than that I'm good. Of course, she wasn't going to say that. Conceal, don't feel, etc. Force a smile - there you go, faint smile playing at her lips - and quickly think of a generic response - got one - then reply in a calm, controlled tone, "I'm fine, thank you." There we go! Just like your life isn't falling apart, all of your loved ones aren't dead and you don't see yourself as a mistake and nothing more. Job done.
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    "Hey lavender. I certainly don't mind." midas purred.

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    Nodding to Lavender he turned to Masie and Midas. "That's good to hear,how about you Lavender?" the serval said turning to the newcomer.
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    Fifteen Moons
    Extreme
    Eleven Powers
    No Kill
    No Capture
    No Major Injuries
    Attack in [color=#9A86DC]#9A86DC    [/fancypost][/fancypost]
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    glad to be accepted, lavender moved a bit closer to the group. "i've been doing good..." he answered, then suddenly becoming lost in thought. wow. he was happy. it never was like this before, was it? everything was so confusing then. it was all a haze. he was scared. but it's okay now, right? right.

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    Midwinter walked over silently, a glazed look in her eyes. "Hello Elusive," she murmured quietly with a faint ghost of a smile twisted across her lips like a cry of pain.




    //private thread. no excuses. i will make.




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    [color=white][abbr=hangingtree - blizzard clan - paladin - extremely hard - tortoiseshell domestic cat, white tiger, lesser spotted eagle, black bunny with white chest - ex dragonslayer of the elite - carries around a red tabby stuffed animal name "rue" - the sight - multiple possessions - emotion manipulation - ability to absorb spirits {1} - ability to change eye color - ability to change pelt color - invisibility]roll over for tags[/abbr]

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    [ Alright :3 ]


    Turning to Hang, er midwinter, he smiled and nodded to her. "Hello Han- Midwinter." he said correcting himself.
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    Fifteen Moons
    Extreme
    Eleven Powers
    No Kill
    No Capture
    No Major Injuries
    Attack in [color=#9A86DC]#9A86DC    [/fancypost][/fancypost]
    [fancypost bgcolor=white; border: none; width: 160px; height: 10px; padding: 2px 0; box-shadow: 0px 0px 5px 6px white; margin-right: -25px; opacity: 0.5; font-family: berlin sans fb; color: black; font-size: 10px; margin-top: 25px; text-align: right; line-height: 10px]Template by ❝ punki ❞ at [color=silver]Gemmitrism[/fancypost][/fancypost]