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an insane soul is still a soul(open)
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Mosaicsun ate infrequently. She rarely had an appetite and only ate when she had to or else she'd become malnourished. This wasn't a short-term thing, but something that had happened her whole life. It was the way she worked. Of course, her depression was different. She'd been depressed since her father's death, which had been a while ago now. It was funny how at one point, she'd started to look down from the tree and wonder how hard she'd have to hit the ground for an insta-kill. She sometimes lay back and remembered how many of her friends were angels and how many times she'd yearned for the dead rather than the living. How many times had she concealed her tears until nightfall when nobody could see her? And how many times had they fallen anyway and she'd wiped them away before anyone could see? Just recently she'd had a breakdown. She could remember it, crystal-clear in her mind. Realising she was only a mistake, a walking time bomb that hurt those around her. Crying and sobbing, an ugly mess on the inside and out. Crow holding her, telling her that she was perfect. Arguing as she tried to make him understand. Him arguing back. And then him just holding her until she'd stopped sobbing.Nightmares were fairly common for her nowadays. She'd gone her whole life without any until the SunClan raid, where she'd started having dreams of them torturing Sherlock and him forgetting her. Recently she'd dreamt of dark shadows closing in on her, concealing her sight and hearing, stopping her from moving. Sometimes, if the dream went on too long, it got into her lungs and she choked.
At the sight of Bernadette crying, she set her jaw and padded over with a blank expression, not allowing herself to show anything on her side. At her mew, the deputy sat down, ears twitching, and mewed softly, "Aren't we all?" Crow wasn't. Crow held her when she cried and tried to tell her that she was beautiful and wonderful and perfect and everything she wasn't. He was a liar but he was kind. Awkward but sweet.
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[hr][hr]Midas didn't believe anyone was a horrible person. Some people did bad things, but she also believed that even the evilest of people had a silver of kindness somewhere deep inside. She padded over to her clanmates, a look of concern in her eyes. "You're not a horrible person." She said. "Tell me, what would make you say that?"
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Blizzardclan • Pup • 5 moons • Easy • No kill/injury • PM to capture
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Imber watched the depression party from some undergrowth. "Why is she sad?" she whispered to herself her tiny tail between her legs.
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"Why do you do it then, if it makes you feel bad?" midas asked, cocking her head to the side. She wasn't about to judge. She didn't have a right to. She didn't quite understand the logic behind doing something that made you feel bad though. Obviously this made her feel bad.
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[size=36pt]- Imber niue mixtus[/size]
Blizzardclan • Pup • 5 moons • Easy • No kill/injury • PM to capture
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She stepped forward now in complete sight of the cats "Who are you, why are you so sad?" She asked her tail still. Her emotions sensing abilities were oddly advanced for her breed.
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Blizzardclan • Pup • 5 moons • Easy • No kill/injury • PM to capture
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Imber shivered when she said 'Killed' she whimpered and stepped back crouching in the undergrowth "W-will you kill me for eavesdropping?" she asked worridly
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Blizzardclan • Pup • 5 moons • Easy • No kill/injury • PM to capture
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"H-hope..." she whimpered backing into the bushes.
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Blizzardclan • Pup • 5 moons • Easy • No kill/injury • PM to capture
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"How can you not control... Killing others?" She asked timidly.
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