"I-I'm So Sorry..."

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  • Maxine, I would let go but I was scared to. I slowly let got, a bit wobbly. Don't fall, don't fall, I thought. I was ready to hold onto Dakobi. "How about Ice Cream for breakfast?" Dad asked us. I perked up. "Ice cream?" I asked, just to make sure. As I turned around to face dad, I lost balance. I started to fall backward wonton the coffee table but being smart, I did a slight turn in the air then saw the floor. Hunter was still chanting the same thing over and over, witch was now getting me counfsed. So may things were in my head! My voice screaming, hunters voice, my tow other voices, dad's voice, why do I have so many voices in my head! I could hear everyone now!

  • "No thanks, Mr.... Maxine's Dad," Dakobi politely refused because he didn't want to feel fat. He noticed Maxine's... 'episode' as he decided to call it. He rushed over to her side and held her up. "What's wrong, Maxine?" Dakobi asked with a concerned tone. He kept it quiet because he didn't want anyone to be alarmed. "Are you okay? What the (he ll) is wrong with me? Of course you aren't. What's going on?" Dakobi forced her to wrap her arm around his neck to keep her steady.

  • Maxine- "My head hurts so bad, I can't think, to many voices," I replied. I literally count not think anymore, I was overwhelmed by all the voices. It felt like the entire world was in my head. "It's like the whole world is talking to me," I added. I layed my head on his shoulder, I can't do anything, at least it felt that way, I think. I don't know anymore! I don't know! Hunter stopped changing, btu I can still hear his voice. What is this magic!? I then heard another voice, it sounded like me, but more... Evil. It sent a cold chill down my spaniel making me shiver slightly. I heard good and bad voice, things ABOTU death, things ABOTU money, things about the stars, I can't take it anymore! But I don't know what to do.

  • (Check your spelling before you post please!! I'm not trying to complain, but you're making a lot of mistakes! I'm sorry... I'm not trying to be mean...)


    "Come on," Dakobi said and took her back to her room and lied her down on her bed. He decided to lay beside her. "Sorry if you don't want me here, but I'm trying my hardest to help. I have voices too," he admitted, snaking his arm around her waist. He kissed her head and forced her to lie down. "The voices, don't let them take over," he whispered to her. "They're just toying with your emotions, trying to tear you apart Don't let them take over. You're stronger than them. Just ignore all the bad ones. If they start taking over, listen to some music, like Pierce The Veil. They help calm me down. If you can't listen to music, just think of music. I swear, it should really help... Maxine, take a nap. I'll go if you want me to, but I'll stay if you want. You decide. Just.. You need to sleep to take away from your headache." Dakobi handed Maxine his Absol. "Hold Absol. He helps with everything. At least, he does for me."

  • (DAMN YOU AUTO CORRECT!! Excuse me, I'm sorry for my stupid auto correct, it shows how long I been spelling very bad on my iPad)


    Maxine- I took the Absol and petted it, like a cat sort of. I could hear his voice over the others. It was so calming some how. "Don't, leave," I said. "Don't leave," I repeated. I then thought of a song, the voices, no, nope, Music. I couldn't think of any song so I decided to try and hear one of my songs. I closed my eyes and thought. I heard the soft strumming of the guitar, I heard my voice humming alone with it, ah, one of my lullabies I play. I smiled then rolled over towards Dakobi then grabbed hold of his arm, still Hold Absol. As the lullaby plaited I heard another guitar song. I knew I was was called I won't Give Up or something like that, I played it on an app. I tuned that in, tuning the other one out, this is the perfect song. My mind was clear, the only thing I was thinking was about the song.

  • "Okei, I'll stay for you. If I fall asleep and you need me, wake me. I won't mind." Dakobi pulled her close to him but not too close because he didn't wanna smother her. He rubbed her back and kissed her head, hoping she'd be okay. He lied there with until she fell asleep and even after that. He stayed. He studied the calm rising and fall of her chest. He wondered if he slept like that too. He eventually fell asleep right beside her, and he didn't let her go. He kept his arms protectively around her.

  • Hunter- I walked in the saw the two. I laughed softly then borrowed of of Maxine's guitar. I closed the door quietly then walked down stairs. "Both fast asleep dad," I said. He nodded. "They need rest," Dad said. I walked outside then to one of my friends house. I wasn't exactly in a bad bout you could say I was.


    Ryan Blackwell(aka Dad)- I was finally alone in this house. I sat down on the couch then turned on the tv to my favorite show. I made sure it wasn't too loud but not too quite. I was so happy, this was the best day ever.


    Maxine in dream land again- I saw a creeper then the waffle. The. Compiled to make a creeper waffle! The worst know enemy alive. I was backing into a corner, there was no chance for me to live, above it, it started to rain needles, it was strapping me, soon, it turned into blood rain. The creeper waffle smiled evil and gave a sinister laugh. I screamed for help but no words came out,


    Maxine- I woke up, sweating, panic flooded me. When I saw I was in my room, I relaxed. Just a dream, nothing more than a dream I thought.

  • Dakobi awoke while Maxine was freaking out. "Calm down, Maxine," Dakobi reassured her safety while rubbing her back in a gentle manner. "You're fine. Do you feel better?" Dakobi kissed her forehead and hugged her as best he could while also trying not to hurt himself. "Did they stop?" Dakobi asked, asking about the voices.

  • Maxine- I nodded, "Yeah, they did," I replied softly. I still remember my dream clear, and the pain of those needles. My heart was sill racing but I felt calm, my head didn't hurt that bad, only hurt because of my dream. "I may sound stupid but is it raining blood or needles?" I asked. I was just making sure I wasn't dreaming, you never know. Lucid dreaming, that was possible. Now thinking about it, how do people even do that? It seems neat. It sounds cool. Must take pratice.

  • "No, it's not raining anything." Dakobi laughed at Maxine's randomness. "I'm glad you're feeling better." Dakobi stroked her hair, and he sat up, bringing her with him. He wrapped his arms around her neck. "You need something to eat?" Dakobi whispered, not breaking the hug. "You were only asleep for an hour or so..."

  • Maxine: YAY! NO NEEDLES! "I don't know if I can eat, in my dream, well, more of a night mare, a waffle and a creeper combined and mad a creeper waffle," I said, slightly laughing. "But I am hungry, but wait, what if my food turns into a creeper!" I said. I couldn't help but laugh at my stupidness. The out of the corner of my eyes, I saw one of my guitars missing. It was the one Hunter always tired to steal. I didn't say anything about it. I just ignored it. He can have it now, I don't even use it any more. He can have it now.

  • Dakobi laughed at her. "You're food won't turn into a creeper waffle, and if it does, it'll have to fight me before it hurts you." Dakobi picked her up despite the pain, and he carried her into the kitchen. "Find food for you. I don't have a clue where anything is, so I can't make it for you. Find you food while I sit here and twiddle my thumbs for a few minutes." Dakobi put Maxine down and allowed her to find food.

  • Maxine: I went to our fridge witch was also freeze. It was half and half, I opened up the freeze then pulled out some ice cream and frozen candy and a froze waffle. I then closed it while oping the fridge. I pull out some chocolate syrup. I then put the waffle in the toaster whisk finding my self a plate and an ice cream scooper, Dad was asleep. My waffle popped up and I put it on the plate. I opened up the ice cream and scooped sine into of the waffle. I then added the candy and chocolate syrup. I then went to the table and sat down with a fork and my food.

  • "Your taste in food is aweshum! I lurv it! But if I ate that.. I'd get so much fatter than I am, and I'd have a stomachache.." Dakobi watched as she ate, and he already felt fat. And he wasn't even eating! Dakobi closed his eyes so he wouldn't have to see be sick. It wasn't really the food. It was just the way he saw himself. He hated himself..

  • Maxine- I tired not to chock on my food as he said that. I finished my bite before speaking. ,"You fat? I don't think so, you are in SOOO much better shape then me! I eat like this everyday, sadly, and I eat way to much pizza too," I said, saying the last part softly, not wanting my dad to hear. I finished, seeing I only had one bite left then cleaned up my mess. "Also, I learned this from my sad when I was sick one day," I added. "He said he did it in college, I never knew he ate a thing like this! Cause today, he is always eating health, always telling me and my brother what is healthy and what isn't, he is basically the Eat This Not that book in a human!" I laughed.

  • Dakobi kept his eyes closed, but he continued to listen to Maxine. He chuckled at what Maxine said about his weight. "Maxi, you can't really tell whether I'm fat or not through these bruises and cuts," Dakobi mumbled. "Speaking of which, can I get a shirt? Preferably long sleeved... I feel like I'm being judged when people see these... And that's why I didn't tell your mom where any of these came from..."

  • Maxine: I would argue but I keep my mouth shut. A shirt, who's can I steal? I mean, mine, defiantly not, that was out, but I do wear boys shirt. "Yeah, I'll get you one, I'll be back in a second." I ran into the first room I can room. Cole's room. I looked though his stuff, he as oh long sleeve tee shirt. Weird.i wen to the next room. Tommy's room. I wen though his. All of his shirts were way to big. I skipped hunters room then went into mine. I pulled out a box that said Boy Clothing then pulled one out. The only long sleeve shirt I have was black, oh well, it will do. I took one the. Ran downstairs. I wouldn't tell him it's mine, ill just keep that to myself, I went back it I the kitchen then handed him the shirt. "Here you go," I said, trying not to sound out of breath.

  • "Thank you.. I'm sorry, by the way," Dakobi flashed a smile towards her as he slipped the shirt over his head and onto his body. "I'm sorry that I'm here... I'm not really wanted here, I can tell. I'm not really wanted anywhere. People hate me so much, you just don't understand. Sometimes, I don't even understand," Dakobi closed his eyes as he said this. "Then I think about how I hate me too.. and then it makes sense.." Dakobi sniffled, signalling that he was on the verge of tears. He didn't want Maxine to see him cry, but he was having trouble keeping his tears in.

  • Maxine- "Their is no need to be sorry, I was the one who brought you her, sort of," I said. Last in was still blurry btu I still remember bits of it. I then knew he need his Absol. I ran up stairs as fast as my legs could carry me then into my room again. I grabbed Absol from the bed then ran back into the kitchen. Why do I run? I stopped and handed it to him, I could fall btu I decided not to. I grabbed a chair the laid down on it. It hurts my back but what ever. I thought about what he said. "I may not understand, true, but I'm trying my best to," I said. I heard the door open, I could hear hunter walk I . "Dad, get up," he said. I heard my dad jump up. "What! What? Oh, uh..." I felt the. Look rush to my head, it was an odd feeling. I would say hi but I can't, at the moment at least.

  • Dakobi held Absol close to his chest and blinked away tears. "I'm sorry," he muttered. "And thank you, Maxine." Dakobi walked over to her and lied his hand on her shoulder. "You okay?" Dakobi questioned, attempting to help her stay up. "What's wrong...?" Dakobi was trying to figure out what was wrong with her without hurting her.