--◊ Michelle (Mitch) || Jade || Becker ◊--
I was in full shock, although I knew I was still crying. My mind and ears were numb to everything. I swore I heard my phone go off, but I didn't budge to even glance at it.
Why me? Why, out of all people, did this happen to me? What did I do to deserve this? I don't deserve this...
I finally moved my head slightly to the left, and looked at the clock on the wall.
The numbers were blurred from the tears that filled my eyes, but I could tell that it was barely four o'clock. My mother wouldn't be home until eight thirty.
I tried to shake away the thoughts from my head. All I could think was that I was going to die.
I had heard stories about people who had had leukemia, and most of the time, they didn't make it past a couple years. I was going to be one of those people.
I felt like I couldn't breathe.
My sobs turned into a full out bawl. I grabbed the pillow next to me and squeezed it, screaming into it.
I was going to die.
No worries!