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"sometimes we take action, sometimes we take pills."
- Fall Out Boy, Hum Hallelujah

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ooc- one question, do I have to make a character for the model or do I just wing it? And is that okay, my form in paragraph form?

ic- "My name is Christopher James Lennox and I am 18 years old. I am scared of losing someone that I love. I recently broke up with my old girlfriend and it made me very depressed. I found the girl I'm dating now and the pain seemed like it faded away but Anastasia is still in the back of my mind.

Nicknames would be Chris and Chrissie. I don't really have a long history but you should still know anyway.

My mother is slightly paranoid since my father left us when I was around seven. I have two siblings, a sister names Chloe and a brother named Sam. Chloe is one year younger then I am and Sam is two years older then me. What else do you need to know? Well, I have no boyfriend, one girlfriend. Oh also I am scared of small spaces like elevators. I will never go in an elevator."

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"sometimes we take action, sometimes we take pills."
- Fall Out Boy, Hum Hallelujah

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ooc- thanks and okay, I'll let you post first

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"sometimes we take action, sometimes we take pills."
- Fall Out Boy, Hum Hallelujah

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ooc- sorry for the late reply I had another project to do, I don't understand why they give you five projects to due at once and I love your profile picture/gif, it's so cute!

ic- I walked into the lunch room with my new girlfriend, Emma. She had beautiful brown hair, down to her waist. Her eyes were as green as you could get. She seemed perfect to me. I looked at her and smiled then wrapped my arm around her waist. She then made a remark about someone falling the other day, not from school just some kid which I had found hilarious. I started to laugh so hard my side started to hurt.

We got almost halfway across the lunch room and then my gaze wafted over to my old girlfriend Anastasia. MY first reaction is to stare. I thought I saw Haven's eyes go over to me. I mean I knew them for a while, its not like I hated them all now. I just thought it wasn't going to work out with us. I tried not to sound mean but I've noticed that Anastasia has been coming in late almost everyday. It does worry me, I'm not the heartless man she may think I am. My second reaction is guilt. Why did I break up with her anyway? She's pretty, funny, everything I wanted in a girl. Something in the pit of my stomach just told me to do it. Then my third reaction came. Anger. Why was she so depressed over this? You got to move on. That's exactly what I did. If I didn't I don't know what I would be right now. I get she loved me and all but you just have to let it go.

This all floods over me for a brief moment then I look over at Emma whose still laughing. I plastered a fake smile on my face to keep her laughing and then we walked to it. The table which I was always scared of. The popular table. Why did we have to sit there? I hated them. All they talked about was sports which I absolutely hated. I guess it wasn't...so bad. I look back over my shoulder at Anastasia's table with Haven, Ever, and Miles. I start to remember the times we've had. All five of us. Then my thoughts start to go towards Anastasia and I. I don't allow it to happen so I just look back and sit down, listening to the many conversations.

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"sometimes we take action, sometimes we take pills."
- Fall Out Boy, Hum Hallelujah

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ooc- OMG SUPERNATURAL! It looks like I found another person who likes Supernatural too

ic- I look over at them again when I hear them laughing then I hear Haven and so does Emma. That wasn't such a good thing. She stood up, ready to go probably beat the crap out of them. I stand up as well and grab onto her arm, whisper that they're not worth it. She sits down again and I sigh in relief. I look back over at the group of four and give them a slight dirty look, but mostly all you could see was disgust. Why did they have to do that? Was it necessary?

ooc- sorry it was so short, I'll make it longer when I come home from school

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"sometimes we take action, sometimes we take pills."
- Fall Out Boy, Hum Hallelujah

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{sorry for making it so short last time and sorry for replying late, I had some projects to do}

I glanced over at Anastasia's table and saw that no one was there anymore. My eyes grow wide for a second and then I realize that they are all walking towards the lunch room doors. I stand up for a second and Emma looks at me like I'm crazy then she says, quite casually, "you haven't finished your lunch yet." I look back and barely nod.

I sit back down just to get up again. I explain to the group that I have to go, something about literature. I then begin to walk towards the doors, where the four are. I then start to run as I exit the lunch room and start to get closer to classrooms. "Hey guys!" I yell as I try to ketch up.

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"sometimes we take action, sometimes we take pills."
- Fall Out Boy, Hum Hallelujah

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{its alright}

I finally make it to them and I feel like my heart it beating out of my chest. I haven't talked to them in what feels like forever. "You probably expect me to be all like 'I miss you I was wrong I'm so so so sorry. Forgive me!' Well, I'm not going to be like that but I will tell you something." I don't exactly like how I sounded because it felt like my voice had a beat like every word beat as my heart slowed down. I then continued, "I understand you think I'm an idiot and I get it. Your sad that I broke up with you but I didn't want it to be harder later on. Something in the pit of my stomach told me to just-" I stop, realizing what I'm about to say might make her more sad, but I say it anyways.

"Somewhere inside I knew it would be harder if I waited. I didn't want us to end when we started getting serious. I do love you but I just feel like we wouldn't have made it. Do you understand? Now I get it, you don't like Emma. None of you do but I do so can you lighten up? This is hard for me too you know." I have finally said it. My chest feels lighter and my heart doesn't beat as fast and I don't feel like I can hear big booms in my ears from it.

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"sometimes we take action, sometimes we take pills."
- Fall Out Boy, Hum Hallelujah

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I flinch as Haven starts yelling frantically at me. I try to add something but each time I'm cut off. Finally after she's done I turn to Anastasia for help or backup, as I used to when we were still together. "So you think I'm stupid? Are you going to let her talk for you?!" I shout, trying not to freak out too much.

{sorry for replying late, I've been busy with school and homework}

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