How can I love you (BXb pafb) when you've hurt me.

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    "Oh well my mother taught me how to draw, I miss her a lot" he said, his eyes seemed to get clouded for a moment until he shoved all of those feeling back down....just how he always had. He looked at Eddie again, does he still hate me he wondered?

    Eddy like crying alone since he was used to it. He never really had to hold his feelings down. He took out his journal then flipped through the pages. The first page had a drawing of a video game character. "Before my friend died, this was the drawing he made for me. I started to draw one back for him one but...it was too late." A tear went down his cheek. He closed his eyes letting the tears flow down his cheek.

    "I'm so sorry, I feel like that biggest jerk that ever walked the face of the earth, I should jus go crawl under a rock and just stay there for a good ten years" he said looking down. He liked Eddie but Eddie just thought he was a jerk, right? He was thinking to himself. A single tear ran down his cheek. He almost never cried.

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    Eddy wiped his eyes. He looked up at him. "Why are you being so nice to me?" He asked.

    "Because I know exactly how you feel and nobody should have to be made fun of God that" he said quietly then added "and because....I...um...well...like...you" he said almost whispering.

    He rubbed his eyes. "You bully me because you're insecure. You think people are going to make fun of you just because you're gay. And so you make me feel like *. You make me sick." Eddy glared at him.

    "If that's you're opinion then I will accept it" he said, his dark brown eyes briefly flashing with hurt. He got up and left Eddie sitting there and walked back into the school.

    Eddy rolled his eyes then continued to draw. As he drew, he started to think about what he had said. He suddenly felt bad for Brennen.

    Brennen went to his locker and went to grab his back pack and home work. The final bell had rung and he was about to head home when a binder fell out of his locker and sprayed papers every were, he bent down to start picking them up.

    Brennen didn't expect any help or pity or forgiveness ever in his life from Eddie so he just ignored him as well not wanting him to hate him more. He gathered up his papers and started walking down the hall.