I am alive, but i don`t feel alive, only empty (private)

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    [glow=white,2,300] Icekit [/glow]
    ➸ Windclan ➸ Male ➸ 4 Moons ➸ Easy ➸ No kill/Ask for capture➸ No powers ➸
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    Icekit was somewhere in camp and was deep in his own thoughts. He could not let it slide of his mind. Where was Swankit?. He had not seen her around for a while and was wondering where she could be. Icekit did not know that Swankit not existed anymore. This terrible news had not reached his ears. He had been to busy with his own personal things to notice anything until now.




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    WindClan - Kitten - 3 moons


    never been so calm
    never been so tame


    Battlekit was in a bad mood. Unsurprising, really, when you considered what had happened to him. Everything was fucked up, that was for sure. He limped past the nursery, not looking in. That place held bad memories, like the shock of the scar running up the side of his lanky form. Like his sister still being alive. He didn't pay attention to where he was going, because he wasn't really headed anywhere but away. So he ran right into Icekit.


    never been so crazy
    never been so insane


    born in blood


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    [glow=white,2,300] Icekit [/glow]
    ➸ Windclan ➸ Male ➸ 4 Moons ➸ Easy ➸ No kill/Ask for capture➸ No powers ➸
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    Being run into the white kitten fall over to the ground. Suprised by what just had happend Icekit slowly stood back up and glanced over at the one who had run into him with slightly narrowed eyes. " watch where you are going he muttered and gave a flink of his tail.




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    [size=6pt]© dreαᴍíe[/size] #dreamiedidit
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    WindClan - Kitten - 3 moons


    never been so calm
    never been so tame


    Now most cats would at least be apologetic, but Battlekit wasn't in the mood. For anything. Possibly ever. After all, he was suddenly an orphan and it made him rather sullen. "Watch where you're sitting." He replied, tail lashing aggressively. He took a few steps back and looked at the stupid kitten's perfectly white fur. Maybe it would look better with touches of red. Like his late sister's pelt had been the last and final time he'd ever see it. His dad's too. Icekit looked like his sister and his father both at the same time.


    never been so crazy
    never been so insane


    born in blood


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    [glow=white,2,300] Icekit [/glow]
    ➸ Windclan ➸ Male ➸ 4 Moons ➸ Easy ➸ No kill/Ask for capture➸ No powers ➸
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    Icekit felt annoyence boult in him and gave an other annoyed flink of his tail. The last thinge this kit could do was apologize for running into him. Narrowing his eyes even more he watch the kit carefully and thought he recognized him from somewhere. Suddenly he rememberd him. This was Battlekit. He had meet him at last one time before when that riverclan kit had been on a visit here. Battlekit also was Swankit brother so he most know where she was, right?. " where is Swankit? " he asked out of nowhere. Many cats would ask questions like this more polity or at last ask them in a better way then this kit just had. But honestly, Icekit was not a cat like that. if he wanted to know something he asked it out bluntly not caring or thinking about the other cat feelings.




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    WindClan - Kitten - 3 moons


    never been so calm
    never been so tame


    Battlekit's posture went rigid and he felt for a second like he couldn't breathe. He didn't want to talk about Swankit, because somehow he should have done something, should have been able to save her somehow. But he hadn't. He couldn't. His blue eyes filled with a sense of dread, of having to say the words over again. It made it so much more real, and real was bad. Reality was bad.


    Battlekit considered brushing the fellow child off, simply saying she wasn't here, obviously, and walking on. But the lynx point felt like he recognized Icekit, now that he thought a bit more about it. He thought he'd seen the two of them close up together. Icekit. Was that what Swankit had been trying to say that one time?


    So he deserved an explanation, even if Battlekit didn't want to give it. "She's dead. My mother killed her. And my father."


    never been so crazy
    never been so insane


    born in blood


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    [glow=white,2,300] Icekit [/glow]
    ➸ Windclan ➸ Male ➸ 4 Moons ➸ Easy ➸ No kill/Ask for capture➸ No powers ➸
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    Icekit that usual not showed any emotinal in his eyes, always bering a unreadable expression on his face now stood thier with his eyes wided in shook not beliving what his own ears just had been told. It was impossible. It was a lie, it most be!. But the other kit did not look like he was lying. Why would he lie about his own sister?. This was a such shook for this kit and he did not know how to react. First Ashenkit then Gunshower and now... Swankit?. It seemed like everyone that he begin to get close to just disappered in one way or an other. The kit felt his own breathing failed him for a second, not being able to breath normal. Sliding out his claws on the cold ground he let them dig into the dirt under his paws. " i see... That was all that come out from his mouth.




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    [size=6pt]© dreαᴍíe[/size] #dreamiedidit
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    WindClan - Kitten - 3 moons


    never been so calm
    never been so tame


    "You see?" The lynx point mimicked incredulously. He says his father and sister were murdered before his eyes and all he had to say about it was "I see?" Icekit was pissing him off right there, and that took some talent these days. He felt so empty. So hollow. A shallow shell of himself, and yet it reminded him he'd just never been there before. He felt this proved that no one else had cared about Swankit, like he'd been her only friend, only companion. Because no other cat had wanted to take time to understand her -- and yet Battlekit hadn't done a great job himself. He'd failed her.


    Icekit had been the one to teach her to talk, if only a little. And it made the WindClan kitten feel terrible.


    never been so crazy
    never been so insane


    born in blood


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    ➸ Windclan ➸ Male ➸ 4 Moons ➸ Easy ➸ No kill/Ask for capture➸ No powers ➸
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    " i-i... " His words failed him. What was he suppose to do?. What was he suppose to say?. He could`t think straight. The only thinge he could think about was the last time he had seen Swankit. The nice and inocent kit she had been. The warm and friendly smile she had given him and any cat that past her. Even thought she not had been able to talk because she was deaf she had still tried her hardest to understand what others cats told her. Damm it. Even thought he had told himself not to get himself any friends after Ashenkit suddenly disappearence, he had totally failed with that. Now realizing he had been closer to the kit when he had first thought. He did not know when it had happend but maybe he had thought about Swankit as his friend all along. Icekit had been such a jerk. Damm it, damm it. It hurt, it hurt so bad. "she didn`t deserve it " the white kitten suddenly spoked and bite his own tounge in frustration. Damm it!. Why did this have to happend!. Was this a curse he had?. That everyone he was close to in one or an other way to just disappear, to gone up like smoke, turning to nothing. " SHE DIDN`T DESERVE IT!! " Digging his claws deeper into the ground he paused for a moment to try to calm himself down. This was not like him to react like this, to act like this. He needed to pull himself together. Glancing up to meet Battlekit eyes his green eyes was narrowed but deathly seriously. [/b]" I am sorry for your lost, Swankit or your father did not *ing deserve this! "[/b] This words took all his strenght and his gaze fall immediately to his paws again and his expression went complelty blank.




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    WindClan - Kitten - 3 moons


    never been so calm
    never been so tame


    Finally. Finally. He watched the tom with a certain level of vicariousness. He could feel the things he was supposed to, Icekit could express it, could shout the injustice to the world, and he was just sitting there like an unfeeling lump. Battlekit couldn't even cry. Oh he'd cried right there, in the moment, when his paw was all twisted and he was sitting in his sister's blood. He'd had no trouble crying then. But ever since he'd been brought back, he'd felt this terrible sense of emptiness that he couldn't shake.


    She didn't deserve it. It was exactly right. She was innocent. As innocent as her pure white fur. And Battlekit wasn't the same way. Oddly enough, that was why he thought he'd been spared. Because he was evil. The two of them, they had been like the devil and the angel, and the angel had died. There was only a cold-hearted devil left behind. "I know."


    never been so crazy
    never been so insane


    born in blood


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    ➸ Windclan ➸ Male ➸ 4 Moons ➸ Easy ➸ No kill/Ask for capture➸ No powers ➸
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    This side of him. This side of him had never anyone seen before. Battlekit was the first one to see this side of him, this hurt broken and miserable self of him. His true feelings. Always bering a mask hiding his true feelings behind it. Never letting anyone see it. Probably it was this kit first and last time seeing the white kitten like this. He shut himself down, from everyone from the life itself. Closing his eyes for a moment he sat down and opend them slowly, still bering the same blank expression on his face. " so what are you planning to do now? "




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    [size=6pt]© dreαᴍíe[/size] #dreamiedidit
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    WindClan - Kitten - 3 moons


    never been so calm
    never been so tame


    What are you planning to do now? An interesting question, an odd detail. What did you do when someone died? There was nothing, they were simply gone. To say you would fetch them back from the abyss -- was impossible. Death was death and there was nothing you could do about it.


    But he had an answer, because it wasn't just a death -- it was the taking of a life. It was murder. There was someone responsible. "I'm going to find her. And kill her." Battlekit said, looking fiercely at the white kitten who looked terribly too close to his father and sister.


    never been so crazy
    never been so insane


    born in blood


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    [glow=white,2,300] Icekit [/glow]
    ➸ Windclan ➸ Male ➸ 4 Moons ➸ Easy ➸ No kill/Ask for capture➸ No powers ➸
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    " if so we have the same goal, i am going to found that fucking bitch and kill her, not now, not tomorrow but when i have get older and stronger " His words was simple like this was natrual to do. He didn`t care about justice anymore he would let that bitch get what she deserved. He would revange Swankit and making her pay for her death. Thier mother who had done this had just done a bit mistake and now get this kit on her tracks to.







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    [size=6pt]© dreαᴍíe[/size] #dreamiedidit
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    WindClan - Kitten - 3 moons


    never been so calm
    never been so tame


    Battlekit nodded curtly, interested in his new companion. They would have not been friends under normal circumstances, and they weren't even friends now. They were partners in crime. Sinister partners. Murderers themselves, at heart. The stilted rejection he'd faced in the den had set him quietly with fury. Who were these cats who didn't believe in justice? They called it murder, but he didn't see it that way. It was an eye for an eye, and he would never be able to do Serenewhistle the same damage she'd done to him.


    It hurt to look at Icekit. He had the look of his father; the green eyes that reminded him of Cottonmouth's friendly smile and warmth. But he was small and serious, like Swankit. And of course, they all shared the white pelt. But her bright blue eyes were gone forever.


    [It's fine, gives him the chance to maybe have a friend comrade who understands him more than most.]


    never been so crazy
    never been so insane


    born in blood


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    [glow=white,2,300] Icekit [/glow]
    ➸ Windclan ➸ Male ➸ 4 Moons ➸ Easy ➸ No kill/Ask for capture➸ No powers ➸
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    The white kitten was satisfied with that. Satisfied Battlekit not was one who wanted to take revange on her alone, by himself. He knew what he was going to do was wrong, he knew that deep inside. But who cares?. Seriously he had no one in this clan anyway that he considerd his friend so why should he care?. He had nothing to lose. Everyone he had once hold dear was gone. His brother who had been the most closest to him was far gone. Seeming to have gone up in the smoke leaving him here alone. Both Ashenkit,Gunshower and Swankit was nice and inocent cats that had faced an unfair fate that they not even deserved. Why them?, why not him instead?. Life was unfair and crual. And he simple did not care anymore. He would take all his energi, all his time to get stronger and get revange on this cat that dared to kill inocent ones. And what was he going to do after he had got his revange?. How knows, and he did not care at this point. Icekit was going to take justice in his own hands, doing it on his way.




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    [size=6pt]© dreαᴍíe[/size] #dreamiedidit
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    WindClan - Kitten - 3 moons


    never been so calm
    never been so tame


    The lynx point regarded his fellow -- since they were in a fellowship now, weren't they? The fellowship of revenge. There wasn't much to say or do, not at this point. They had to grow up so they could take care of this themselves. So he could be the force to rise up and oppose wrongdoers.


    Who was he kidding? Battlekit wanted to pretend his intentions were righteous, and maybe in this particular case, an argument could be made as such. But Battlekit felt like there was a drain in his heart, one that could only be stopped up for a while, one that required drastic action. The kitten continued to gaze at Icekit, as if to determine his worth. He needed to know more about his companion. "What happened to your family?" He asked, assuming they were gone, seeing as he'd never seen Icekit with his parents or siblings in tow.


    never been so crazy
    never been so insane


    born in blood


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    [glow=white,2,300] Icekit [/glow]
    ➸ Windclan ➸ Male ➸ 4 Moons ➸ Easy ➸ No kill/Ask for capture➸ No powers ➸
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    This question was new for him. No one had asked him about his own family before and he had wished no one would ever ask him about it either. It was to personal for him. He wanted to forget about it. His parents who had never been thier for him or his brother. Never would this young tom forgive them. Never!. Icekit was now with two decisions in his mind. If he should teel this kit in front of him his past that no one else in the clan seemed to knew about or just lie. Lie, it was just so simple to put up a lie. He had always been good with it. Everyone might think he was a very honest cat but in fact it was many things the clan not even knew about him. Things he would never teel them about. Studied the kit in front of him he looked at him carefully and was wondering why he wanted to know about his past. It was not importend, was it?. Whatever, if he wanted to know then fine. " They abandoned me, they left both me and Ashenkit to die on windclan territory when we was only some few days old " Did he hate them?. of course he did. But not in the way where you wanted to found them and rip thier throats out. No, his hate was diffrent. His hate towards them was one of the reasons he lived. To prove to them what a big mistake they had done to left him to die. To prove to them he had survived and grown up to be a adult and when laugh them straight in thier face.




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    [size=6pt]© dreαᴍíe[/size] #dreamiedidit
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    WindClan - Kitten - 3 moons


    never been so calm
    never been so tame


    Battlekit watched him. It felt important to him, like he wanted to take something personal from Icekit, because he'd said something about his parents. The lynx point nodded, features barely rearranged. He didn't need to ask about Ashenkit, not because he knew, but because whatever it was, Ashenkit was here no longer. He could imagine Serenewhistle abandoning them -- that was easy. She might have even just killed them as kids. But Cottonmouth had been a real father. He'd been a great father. If only he hadn't been in love with a killer.


    He felt an odd swooping in his stomach. Uncomfortable. He thought again about Swankit, being dead. And he, for some reason he was still here. He couldn't say exactly why she'd spared him, and he wasn't going to. Ever, he expected. "Mothers are clearly overrated." Battlekit stated.


    never been so crazy
    never been so insane


    born in blood


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    [glow=white,2,300] Icekit [/glow]
    ➸ Windclan ➸ Male ➸ 4 Moons ➸ Easy ➸ No kill/Ask for capture➸ No powers ➸
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    Icekit nodded in agreement with the other kit statement. Adults could really been so... immature. Making such selfish decision without thinking about the consequences special when it come to thier own kits. Not thinking about what they put them into. They did not think about the impact, only thinking about thier self. They was so selfish. Adults could be such selfish fools. And even so they always talked like they knew better than the younger ones just because they had lived longer. Sometimes Icekit was wondering if that really was true. Sometimes he wonderd if it not was the opposite. Maybe how younger thier was not yet being that influence by the other adults and thier foolishness the smarter they was. " Adults can be so selfish, only thinking about themself" he muttered and gave a swift flink of his tail.




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    WindClan - Kitten - 3 moons


    never been so calm
    never been so tame


    The lynx point stared at his paws. Selfishness. Was selfishness what it was? Was that all Serenewhistle was, selfish? Battlekit honestly couldn't imagine what was going on in her head, why she'd killed anyone at all. Why had Cottonmouth have to die? Why did Swankit? What did her abusive nature have to do with her selfishness? Was selfishness ever the only factor -- or was there something else behind it? Was evil just a form of selfishness, or was it something else entirely?


    But why did he want to kill her? And why did Icekit? The young tom kit eyed the other kitten, his green eyes haunting Battlekit. "Aren't we, too?" He mewed slowly. Because her words were ringing in his head. That they were the same. That he was no different from her, that they were alike. Was it because they were both selfish?


    never been so crazy
    never been so insane


    born in blood


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