Benjamin's 100 One Shots / Journal

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    [size=16pt]introduction ★[/size]


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    My name is Breakingpaw, if you were wondering. It didn't always used to be that though, it used to simply be Benjamin, but I didn't like having a loner name so I changed it. Anyways, I am the son of Witchingstar and Frogstar, I am also a mistake. You see, my Father also acts as my brother and my Mother my Grandmother because of this. People don't generally know because I do not want to reveal such information, I don't like being part of an incest relationship, honestly, it makes me feel.. Weird.


    Um... Getting away from that now.. Both of my parents were or are leaders. Dad sort of disappeared for a while and therefor is not a high position anymore. I'm not that close to him, so I could actually care less, he was never really there so I don't feel like I should offer him anything along the lines of maybe compassion. My mom is the sole leader now, and I feel like I have a healthy relationship with her. She is the first one I go to for anything, and it makes me really happy to know I have someone like her around. I also have a bunch of siblings/half siblings, but I've never seen them around... It's kind of sad, actually.


    Straying away from my family a bit, I have a girlfriend. Well, I think I do, anyways. We are always fighting, it seems, and I don't know whether we are together or apart anymore. Not that I really care. Being in a relationship is so dreadfully dramatic. I sometimes wish I hadn't agreed to it in the first place... I think that it would have been so much easier. Um... Getting away from that as well... I also have a daughter. Her name is Corpsepup and I absolutely adore her. She's the sweetest thing I've ever met, honestly.


    My best friend goes by the name of Fearless, and I hate to admit it, but I might have the tiniest of crushes on her. I really like being around her and she cares a lot about me, which means a lot... It really does. I would ask her out if it weren't for my current relationship, I don't want to cause anymore drama... Especially considering the fact that I am sick and tired of it!


    I suppose I should stop rambling about important people in my life and once again focus upon me. I have a couple powers, telepathy, multiple possessions, the sight, and molecular manipulation. I'm still pretty new with them, however, so I don't use them as much as I should.. I'm kind of afraid, truthfully, as some of them give me the largest headaches.


    I've also died two times. My caracat body had some sort of seizure and shut down, and then my husky body was murdered by some rogues or anticlanners, I can't really remember which. I really miss both of those bodies, they were nice... They were comforting... And most importantly, they all had good memories tied to them. When I got my serval body, bad things just started happening and ugh. I have the worst luck now that I think about it.


    I suppose I should go now, that's enough of an introduction.


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    [size=16pt]complicated ★[/size]


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    I've never wanted death more. Everything in my life is so incredibly complicated and if I slip up once, everyone and their mother freaking hates me. I don't even want to elaborate, I just want to cut off all emotional ties and relationships and just go on with my life in a businesslike fashion but if I do that, it'll probably cause even more complications.


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