I'm not crazy, I'm just different. (PTSD love, pafp, girl needed.)

The Abysswalker · May 5th 2014

He gently returned the kiss, wrapping his arms around her loosely. He pulled away slightly, "I love you." He murmured, smiling slightly.

centurese · May 5th 2014

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The Abysswalker · May 5th 2014

"Because, none of my things are here, besides it might be a bit awkward." He replied, gently brushing her cheek with his thumb.

centurese · May 5th 2014

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The Abysswalker · May 5th 2014

Jon chuckled quietly, shaking his head in amusement. He kissed her softly before standing up. "I guess I'd better head home." He muttered, looking over at the clock.

centurese · May 5th 2014

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The Abysswalker · May 5th 2014

He gave her a one-armed hug and a peck on the cheek before he walked out of the door, "Love you too." He said quietly, offering her a small smile before starting down the stairs.

centurese · May 5th 2014

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The Abysswalker · May 5th 2014

Jon pulled out his pack of cigarettes, and lit one, drawing on it as he walked home. He glanced up at the sky, frowning as the city lights blocked out the stars. He'd gotten used to being able to see everything from out on the water.

centurese · May 5th 2014

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The Abysswalker · May 5th 2014

He let out a sigh of content once he reached his apartment, he locked the door behind himself once he was inside. Placing his keys on the table, he untied his shoes and made his way to the room. Flopping down, he plugged his phone in, setting the alarm for five sharp.

centurese · May 5th 2014

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The Abysswalker · May 5th 2014

Jon's eyes were still squeezed tight even as his alarm went off. He woke up, a shout breaking forth. He was drenched in a cold sweat, his hands shaking violently as he buried his face in them. "They're not here, I'm not there." He murmured to himself, rocking back and forth slightly.

centurese · May 5th 2014

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The Abysswalker · May 5th 2014

He stumbled his way into the shower, stripping of his drenched clothes. He stepped into the hot water, relieving the tension gathered in his shoulders. He leaned against the wall, forcing the memories out of his head. After finishing his shower, he quickly got dressed for the day, he pulled on his combat boots out of habit, lacing them up. Stuffing his keys and cigarettes into his pocket, he walked out of his apartment, and went to take a walk to clear his head.

centurese · May 5th 2014

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The Abysswalker · May 5th 2014

Before long, he'd found himself back at the gym. He was tempted to call Daelia, but he thought shed be asleep. Shaking his head, he walked in, shivering as the cold air blasted him. Quickly changing to a more suited outfit for working out, he quickly got himself started, keeping his phone on himself.

centurese · May 5th 2014

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The Abysswalker · May 5th 2014

Jon sighed, breathing heavily as he leaned against the bench. "Damn... I'm out of shape." He laughed quietly, even though he'd still done over two hundred pounds.

centurese · May 5th 2014

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