I'm not crazy, I'm just different. (PTSD love, pafp, girl needed.)

The Abysswalker · Feb 28th 2014

"Hmm... I wonder why?" Jon said jokingly, and smiled at her.

centurese · Feb 28th 2014

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The Abysswalker · Feb 28th 2014

"Then I'll have to be careful, I have a bad temper when it comes to rude people." Jon said with a soft chuckle, as he smiled at her.

centurese · Feb 28th 2014

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The Abysswalker · Feb 28th 2014

"That was the problem with my job, I couldn't ignore them, I was obligated to help them. Most of them were pricks, some were just pushy and others were just downright ornery." Jon said with a small shrug, pulling a chair over so that he could sit by the desk.

centurese · Feb 28th 2014

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The Abysswalker · Feb 28th 2014

"Cool, what job are you aiming for?" Jon asked, very interested, he always was interested in other careers besides the military, even though the checks each month didn't hurt.

centurese · Feb 28th 2014

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The Abysswalker · Feb 28th 2014

"Oh... I'm sorry." He said softly, gently touching the top of her hand with the tips of his fingers.

centurese · Feb 28th 2014

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The Abysswalker · Feb 28th 2014

Jon frowned at himself internally, he shouldn't have brought it up. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked." He mumbled quietly.

centurese · Feb 28th 2014

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The Abysswalker · Feb 28th 2014

Jon offered a small smile, "I can't put a reason on it, but whenever we hang out I feel... normal, y'know?"

centurese · Feb 28th 2014

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The Abysswalker · Feb 28th 2014

"It's just, well you treat me like a normal person, but when most people find out about my military background, they assume I'm a hardass. It gets even worse when I say something about my PTSD, then they're just afraid something will set me off, it just gets annoying, and lonely." Jon replied with a small shrug as he looked down at the desk.

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The Abysswalker · Feb 28th 2014

"Right, thanks for not judging me, I'm not judgmental either, at least I try not to be. I just try to get people to see the other side of me, that I'm not all doom and gloom." He said with a soft chuckle.

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The Abysswalker · Feb 28th 2014

"I don't think you're like that, never have. You always get me to laugh, and that's a bit hard to do." Jon said, gently rubbing the top of her hand with his thumb.

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