Curious... I never felt emotions for a Human {Female Human Needed}

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    "I-I, uh..." He was scrambling for something... anything to say. He didn't know why he was so confused at the moment, rather startled now. But finally regaining his composure, though with some difficulty, he simply responded, "I... it's nothing, forget about it." He stood up quickly, letting go of her hands as he realized he was still holding them and had turned away, walking quickly out of the room and down the call, going to the main hall and outside to clear his head. He was losing it... with this human around iold memories began to seem to jumble u with the present... it unbalanced him, and he didn't like it...

    Ally stood up and looked at Cryil's retreating figure. Ally stood there for a while, but went to close her door. She leaned against the door, and fell to the round all she did was stare at her hands.

    Once outside, he closed the large front doors behind him and leaned against the side wall of one of the sides of the castle as he whispered, "What the h*ll is wrong with me...?" He didn't understand the confusion and discomfort now. It was almost as if he wasn't sure of himself, nor was he sure about his emotions anymore, because they too were out of wack. His gaze seemed skittish as he looked around him, this was all too wrong... he couldn't... he couldn't have been slowly developing emotions for the human in return?

    He closed his eyes as he leaned his head back, going still. He simply had no wishes to move from that spot, although he felt too restless to remain still. His fingers tapped repeatedly against the wall as he tried to get a grip on himself.

    Ally debated on wether to follow him or leave him alone." I think it's better if I leave him alone, so he could sort his feelings or confusion." Ally got up and went over to the comfortable chair. She sat down and looked outside, her eyelids feeling heavier. And slowly, but surely, she fell asleep.

    After a couple of hours of standing in place, he finally moved, opening his eyes. He had confirmed, without a doubt through difficulty, that he had began to develop feelings for Ally, but this complicated things. Not only was Ally a human, he still felt loyal to the memory of his old and long departed wife. He placed a hand to his head as he moved, going back inside, not wanting to have anymore thoughts on the matter, stubbornly ignoring them. He moved upstairs although when he was walking to his room, he saw that Ally was asleep in one of the chairs. He stopped in his tracks, jaw clenching then he moved forward, picking her up in his arms as he turned towards the bed within the room, carrying her over and grabbing the bed sheet, pulling it back as he gently put her down on the bed. He pulled the covers back over her, her gaze gentle as he moved away and walked out.

    Ally was a light sleeper, so she knew that someone had carried her. Thinking it was Cryil, she let herself be carried by him. Once she was tucked in bed and he left, Ally opened her eyes and said," Maybe I shouldn't of stayed. If I am just going to open old wounds for him than why stay if he is suffering." Ally said sadly. But right now all she wanted to do, was have a nice nap, and not think about anything right now.

    Cyril sat down in the chair in his room, his fingertips tapping against the temple of his head. He sighed as he muttered, "What to do...?" Now the vampire was pondering on what he should do next, since losing any desire to harm the human which was surprising for him. Getting somewhat exhausted, he stood up and moved over to the bed within his room, falling asleep almost instantly as his head hit the pillow.

    Ally couldn't sleep and decided to go outside. She noticed that the sun was going down, but said"It wouldn't hurt if I went outside." And with that, Ally went outside and sat on the swing. She looked up at the stars, and admired their beauty thinking on what will happen with her and Cryil.

    Cyril's dreams of course were the usual gray expanse of nothingness, it was more as if he was within a resting state considering he felt exhausted with all of the confusion. As the hours past, finally he woke up, red gaze seeming to still have a faint trace of exhaustion. Sitting up, he glanced around him briefly before standing up and going to check on Ally. Poking his head in her room, he saw that she wasn't there and thought, She must have woken up... may she's outside..? He followed her scent trail until it led to the front door, he sighed and opened the front door, moving silently after her, once again finding her on the swing. He stayed near the castle, watching her then his gaze followed her's to the stars outside. He had an expressionless look on his face, unable to be readable even with close inspection.

    Ally kept looking up at the stars and finally said,"Hi mom... How is it being up there? It must be fun seeing as you will never have to worry about anything...I wish I could join you seeing as I am not needed here.....Why did you have to leave me behind...I should of gone with you and not survived....But fate wanted me to live..."Ally than glanced at her arms and said,"These scars remind me of how much I suffered mom. I wish it would stop....I don't want to feel pain anymore..."Ally than started to cry."I really miss you mother,....and I love you"

    Ally.. The simple thought held so much emotion, so much feeling within that he had to stand there for a few seconds to regain his composure. His gaze flickered back to the stars, red gaze somber. But then after a few seconds, he decided that this was a personal moment for Ally and not wanting to intrude he turned and walked silently back into the castle. He felt sympathy as well as empathy for her, losing someone was especially hard. He moved back up the stairs and went back into his room pulling out the picture of Aliana once more, his gaze softened as he stared at the picture. Glancing out one of the windows, he watched Ally in silence locked away in her grief.

    Ally kept on crying and mumbling things like, why mom, or why did you leave. Once Ally had calmed down a bit, she stood up and slowly walked inside the castle. She tried to not make any noise and started to climb up the stairs and into her room. Once inside, she softly walked into her bathroom and looked at her reflection. She noticed that she had big red puffy eyes, a pink nose, and her cheeks her wet from tears. Ally stared at herself for a while and started to wash her face. Once she was done, she dried her face, and left the bathroom. She slid her hand under the pillow and took out the broken frame glass. Maybe just one cut. It wouldn't hurt..right no one would noticed. Ally looked around expecting Cryil to come in any minute. Once time passed and he didn't enter, Ally went to the bathroom,and looked herself in. She sat on the toilet seat, lifted her long sleeve, and cut herself.I miss this sensation. Some blood fell to the floor, but she didn't pay to much attention to it. Once Ally felt satisfied, she cleaned her wound, applied gauze and wrapped her arm. She cleaned the off the access blood, and left the room, forgetting about the small droplets on the bathroom floor. She walked over to the chair and looked outside and out to the stars.

    Cyril once again caught the scent of blood. He paused as he looked around, his throat burned slghtly. By simply tastng Ally's blood before, the sweetness he could catch it quickly. Moving over to the room where Ally was in, he leaned against the doorframe, his arms crossed. Of course he wasn't going to move forward, but he said simply, "I apologize for your loss."

    Ally was startled and looked towards the doorframe and noticed that he looked more relaxed. But what caught her off guard was how he found out about her mom."Um..I...er....thanks, but how did you know?" Ally said cautiously.

    He glanced away as he said calmly, "I saw you outside." The answer was so simple, he almost had the same distant and cold reasoning in his voice as he stood there, not moving towards her.

    Ally than blushed for some reason and said,"Oh...um I ....Next time when your near me, can you at least say something." Damn it why am I acting like this....huh..

    A small flicker of a smile crossed his face, "Of course." He stared at her for a few moments, seeing the blush cross her face. He was somewhat confused as to why she was blushing but somehow... somehow it made him find her somewhat adorable at that moment. As he moved from his spot, he had no idea what he was doing, but as he moved over to the chair, his cold hand gently touched the side of her face as he leaned his head forward and gently kissed her. It was odd for him really, but it felt somewhat nice, he didn't know why he was doing this, it confused him, but he almost didn't want to pull away.

    Ally at first was a little intimidated when he got closer. But what surprised her was him cupping her cheeks and actually kissing her. Ally was shocked. Never in her life had she ever had this sensation. Sh felt her heart shudder with excitement, and her whole body was screaming for more. Ally could easily feel her face heat up, but she didn't are she just enjoyed the kiss.This is so magical.....Is this how it fees to kiss someone?.....But why did he kiss me.... Ally ignored her thought and kissed him back. She really didn't know what to do.. R=This was all new to her and she didn't want to ruin this moment.