Cyril was stunned into silence and furthermore stunned once she brushed past him and ran back to her room. He distinctly heard the door slam. He sensed her anger, eyebrows furrowing, he thought, This isn't good... He bit his bottom lip as he glanced over his shoulder. For this human to actually be extremely bothered by anything he'd done so far, although he would most likely expect her to be afraid of him he was shocked that she had been angry at him. And along the lines of "acting like I'm nothing to you" bothered him greatly, that only meant that the human had developed feelings for him. Not good at all.. He began to move up the stairs, pausing infront of her door he heard muffled crying on the other side which caused a smile to cross his face, I... I made her cry? His hand gently rested on the door as he stared at the wood for a few more moments then he finally continued forward, not bothering to apologize for his actions as he moved back towards his room in silence.
Curious... I never felt emotions for a Human {Female Human Needed}
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Ally had heard him move around and could hear him outside the door, but decided not to move. Sadly, she heard him move away from the door and than heard another door shut. What am i suppose to do. Ally than rolls up her long sleeve shirt to expose those taunting scars on her wrists. I have to cut, to make this pain go away again. Ally looked around and found a small picture frame with no picture. She grabbed it dropped it on the cold floor. Once she saw the glass break, she grabbed the biggest one and sliced her arm open.Ah this feels nice, all my pain is going away. she thought. Ally sliced her wrist again and formed and 'x'. Once she was satisfied, she was lucky enough to find a bathroom in the room. She walked over to it, and washed her wrist over the faucet, she luckily found a first aid kit, and wrapped her wounds and covered them up with her long sleeve. She grabbed some towels and started to clean the floor, since she left a mess of blood and glass. Once she was done, she slipped the broken glass under her pillow and went under the covers. Once was her head landed on the pillow, she was out like a light.
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Once in his room, Cyril began to pace. It wasn't often he would pace, it was a bad habit of his. His eyes closed briefly as he thought, Not good... not good... He stopped then thought grimly, Ah, I suppose I'll let her escape, I normally wouldn't consider this before, but the situation just gotten complicated... His eyes opened as he glanced over his shoulder towards a desk within his room, moving over in silence he opened a compartment within, picking up a piece of fabric in his hand, it was an elegantly embordered fabric, with the colors of cream, red, and black. His gaze seemed to grow cold for a few seconds then he placed it down quickly and pushed it away from sight. But, for the first time he noticed a faint trace of blood, though it was only faint he didn't suppose it would be a great deal of concern for him, though he decided after a little bit of reluctance to see what had happened. He had opened the door and moved back over to the room Ally was in since the faint scent was coming from there. A frown crossed his face as he thought annoyed, I hope she didn't hurt herself, as clumsy as she is... Opening the door silently, he looked inside. His gaze landed on her, she was asleep at the moment, but still he found that the faint trace of blood was coming from her. Walking forward in caution, he came to the side of her bed, staring down at her sleeping self, though his eyes were narrowed. He leaned his head forward to get a clear scent from her. Yes, there is blood. He turned away and thought annoyed, I'll check up on her in the morning, no use to wake her up now when she's sleeping. Moving away, he silently once more closed the door to her room and went back to his. Assuming it was late in the night, he didn't feel too exhausted though with being an immortal, older than the more recent species of his kind, he did have the ability to sleep although it was always dreamless, or nightmares. Though now more commonly it was dreamless, gray and dull, almost as if he was drifting in conscieness. But, tonight however he had more pressing matters on his mind, so he spent the rest of the night thinking, staring at the fireplace within his room until the last ember flickered out and the faint tints of dawn light streamed through the thick, dark curtains,
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When Ally woke up, she noticed that the sun was barley rising. She got off the bed and went into the bathroom to change her bandages. Once down, she than heard a faint grumble noise" Man am i hungry." Ally said mostly to herself. Ally slowly opened the door and made her way to the kitchen. Once she entered, she made her way to the frej., and found that it was fully stocked. Ally took out some eggs, and butter. She found some bowls and started cooking. She was making eggs with pancakes. She made she to make 2 serving in case Cryil wanted some. Once she was done, she hurriedly finished her delicious breakfast and cleaned her plate. Once done, she left Cryil's serving on top of the counter, and went to her room. She really didn't want to be around him for a while. So she just sat on the chair and looked outside to admire the view. She noticed that they were surrounded by trees and that the building that she was in, was surrounded by a huge wall. Ally than thought that maybe she should go outside for a while it will be nice to go. So Ally slowly and quietly made her way to the front door and found it surprisingly open. She than had to put her hand over her eyes to cover them from the binding sun. She smile as she could feel the warmness of the sun. "AHH. It feels nice to finally be outside." Ally giggled. The whole building was covered by beautiful trees, bushes, plants, and flowers. Ally than ran behind the building and found a nice and beautiful garden. "Wow" she said amazed. Ally found two trees close to each other and there in the middle of it all was a small swing that had some, vines curling around the rope. Ally smiled and walked over to the swing. She slowly sat down, and started to sing a lullaby that her mother taught her, and always sang to her.
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Cyril's gaze slid to his door as soon as he heard the sound of Ally getting up and moving about the castle, then he heard the opening and closing of the front door, signalling she had went outside. Closing his eyes he muttered, "I doubt she left yet," His gaze slid away from the door, seemingly unconcerned at all about the situation, although this wasn't necessarily the truth, but he rejected any feelings of concern for her. He still felt kind of miffed for being slapped, and furthermore yelled at by her, so concerning him he was still fuming about it. But that wasn't foremost on his mind. He was worried about her possible feelings towards him, he would've liked it better if she would've not had any feelings for him, though his own feelings for her were... complicated. He couldn't determine whether his feelings for the human was positive or negative, or if there were any feelings at all. This all was making him have a headache, as he hissed, "This is the exact reason why I isolated myself." He frankly didn't like the aspect of emotions, it got him in trouble before. And even if it didn't he wouldn't have wanted this at all. He did catch a smell of human food within the castle and reluctantly stood up from his chair and went to investigate. Coming across the counter downstairs in the kitchen, he saw the food and sniffed, "She made this for me..." His eyes narrowed as his jaw clenched. Though the food was odd to him, since not ever having the ability to digest human food or consume it, sadly the effort was wasted although he shook his head, a small smile crossed his face. But then he caught the smile and replaced it with a blank look. What is wrong with me today? Well anyways, I suppose I should set her free. A grim look crossed his facial expression as he moved back towards the main hall and to the front door, going outside and followed her scent trail behind the house. He spotted her on the swing in the back of the building... it brought back old memories for him, and he hated every last one of them. Forcing the memories back, he crossed his arms and waited silently. He didn't seem angry by his appearance either, but nor did he seem pleased, just a cold seriousness seemed to come off of him. He needed to know... he needed to know if she did have any feelings for him, though he listened to the lullaby she was singing, but his stance didn't relax and he didn't make any movement towards her, putting distance between them unlike his earlier actions. It was almost strange how he was acting.
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Once Ally finished her song, she continued to swing. She then heard a noise and thought it was Cryil and so she said," Morning Cryil" Ally said plainly. She really wasn't in the mood to talk to him right know, but she could easily tell that he was serious about something and she didn't like it one bit. She is just lucky that her back was towards him.
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Cyril eyes narrowed, She's still mad at me.. I suppose this would be easier... He walked over without saying a word to her yet, though he did stop a few yards away from her, his red gaze calm although he kept a somewhat blank face as he spoke, "Ally, we need to talk." His thoughts remained focused on the situation at hand as he said simply, "About yesterday, those things you said... it had me thinking for awhile..." His gaze which was focused on the ground turned on her as he said, "I want to say something, I hope you're not falling in love with me." The sentence came out cold and icy, almost as if he didn't seem to care. But, he needed to know her answer, he was bracing himself for any answer in return at all, he was prepared for almost anything at the moment.
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Ally stopped swinging and glanced at Cryil with a dead and blank stare.shit...how..does he..know. Calm down Ally so just pretend you don't than he will be happy. Ally stood up from the swing giggled and said."Do you really think I would fall for you?What makes you think that I have? besides even if its was true which its not, what would you do? You would just lock yourself up and away from human kind. I don't even get why I am here its clear that your just using me as entertainment. Seriously why would I fall for you?" Ally said it with as much coldness as she could.Even if she acted like this, her eyes should sadness because of what she was saying, but she quickly covered it up, by giggling and left him out and entered the building. Once there, she went to her room and took out the broken glass I really need to cut right now. Ally than rolled up her sleeve and cut herself three times. this feels nice. Ally glanced at her wounds Red is such a pretty color. Ally did one final cut, and went to the bathroom to clean it up. Once done, she covered up her wounds with the wrapping and left to clean her mess. Once she was sure it was spotless, she hid her broken glass under her pillow and sat in the corner.Thinking.
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Cyril seemed somewhat surprised then his eyes narrowed slightly as he thought, She's lying. The fact that she was giggling so much was a clear giveaway, though he had to applaud the coldness of her tone. He let her pass though he didn't go after her, he stared up at the sky and thought, ...I can't, can I? No. Never again. His red gaze turned towards the swing as he gently touched it, This place... is haunted with old memories. He closed his eyes as he forced back a wave of pain, ...Aliana... He turned away from the swing and began to walk back to the castle, forcing back the memories threatening to overtake him. Going inside, he closed the door behind him as he moved back to his room, closing the door behind him. He moved back over to the desk and opened another compartment, this time it had a picture of a woman, his red gaze seemed to soften slightly as he looked at the picture in silence, the pain didn't seem to ebb away. No matter how much he wanted to grasp for the past, it would never come back... his mind began to go back to the memory that was taunting him when he was in the back of the house near the swing.
It was a summer day, the castle was bustling with activity, most of the vampires were inside. There was a woman staring softly out towards the sky, the two trees seemed much younger, barely even to the height they were now. Cyril was at her side, he glanced over towards her, saying softly, "Aliana, what are you thinking? You know it bothers me when-" Aliana turned towards him, smiling brightly, "Cyril, you worry too much, I'm fine. Honestly," Cyril gentle grabbed her hand, his red gaze narrowing, "Aliana, I know already, the patrols with you just came back. You can't hide that from me." Aliana seemed a little digruntled, though a faint blush crossed her cheeks as he kissed her forehead, "I'm sorry I wasn't with you. I've failed as your guard, please, forgive me." The woman sighed, "The lycans weren't much of a problem Cyril," Her hand reached up, gently touching his face as her amber eyes softened, "Even if I did get hurt, I'll be just happy if I know you're safe." He opened his mouth to protest but she quickly silenced him, "Cyril, enough, just know that I love you, I want you to be safe. Nothing can take that away. Besides, we'll be together forever, right?" Cyril's gaze gentled, "Of course, forever."...
He shook his head, abruptly, what a fool he was then. If only he could've known it wouldn't last. Even there were risks to an immortal's life... he didn't want to visit any other memories. He hated them all... his jaw clenched as he put the picture down on the desk. turning away in silence, he moved away from the desk.
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aAlly started to get a bit hungry and decided to get something to eat.Ally went down stairs and towards the kitchen. She found and apple and thought that an apple was enough to fill her hungry stomach. Ally made her way back to the room, and at on her bed and thought about what she said. Maybe I was a bit cruel to him...Maybe not...its clear that he doesn't want me to fall for him....why would I even want to fall for him? We will just ignore you...But maybe there is a reason why he doesn't want anyone to fall for him. Maybe something happened in his past that he experienced, and he doesn't want to go through that again. "I wish I could call my family, they always know what to do." Ally said to herself. Ally pulled up both her sleeves and examined them. So many wounds. but it helps me get the pain away. All of All's arms were covered in scars from times that she would cut. What am I suppose to do now? Ally thought.
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Cyril thought, ...I need to get Ally out of here, I can't keep her here forever.. besides... Shaking his head, he moved out of his room, going towards her room. Opening the door, he caught the fresh smell of blood, although he hadn't noticed it earlier, his gaze was transfixed on her arms. So many cuts... His eyes narrowed sharply as he moved forward, he didn't know why it was a sudden reaction... almost as if he had to... almost as if it was by instinct. He was at the bed side as he grabbed her protectively, pulling her close to him, his hand gripping one of her arms, staring at the cuts as he whispered, his voice hoarse in an unknown emotion, "...Ali-" He caught himself quickly, then said, "Ally, what happened...?" He thought in stunned shock, ...I nearly called her... Aliana...
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Ally was shocked when she found Cryil next to her. Her arm started to sting because he was holding on. Ally yanked her arm back and said coldly" It's none of your business...Besides why are you here. Also can you et go of me" Ally right now felt uncomfortable, but she didn't let it show.Why is here in the first place I didn't even hear him enter. Why does he look so scared, and why is he holding me.
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Cyril's red gaze seemed to become colder at her response, he released her, getting a grip upon himself, as he moved away his voice returning to its former crisp and coldness, "You're right it is none of my business." He said simply, "I'm letting you go. I'm sure you have family and friends out there, plus frankly, I can't keep a human here." He seemed to be waiting for her to get up and leave, it seemed as if he determined that she should leave this place, though he pretended he didn't seem bothered by it, but truly he didn't want her to leave for some reason though he thought, Don't be foolish! She's stirring up old memories... you don't want to remember them anymore right...
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Ally was shocked at what he said.I can't got back to my family especially to my father. I dont have anywhere to go. Ally screamed in her mind, she was terrified to go back she really didn't want to go. She was starting to like it here."If this is truly...what you want than...... just say so and I will not bother." Ally said sadness in her voice. Don't make me back. If you do I will surely die
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Cyril's eyes narrowed, but he smiled coldly, "Well, then go. You don't seem to like it here very much, so I'm doing you a favor." He then turned away, hiding the flash of pain on his face as he moved away from her room, keeping any emotion out of his body language although he seemed somewhat reluctant.
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Ally was pained she didn't want to go back to her family. Ally could easily feel the tears starting to gather in her eyes."But I will if I go back to my family."Ally said softly and looked at the ground.
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Feeling exasperated, he turned towards her, though by now he had only caught the slightest tears in her eyes. Blinking in surprise he thought, stunned, She wants... to stay..? His red eyes darkened slightly, Wait... why do I feel so happy about it? I shouldn't be... Looking away he said quietly, "Fine. Do whatever you want, I really could care less if you stayed or not." Though he knew that was a lie, he wanted her to stay with him... but he was too stubborn to admit it.
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Ally was happy on what she heard. Ally was so excited to stay that she hugged Cryil and said Thank you. Once Ally realized what she did, she backed away and said," Oh..um..I am sorry...that was uncalled for...but thanks for not making me go back." Ally said with a smile.
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Cyril had flinched when she had hugged him, since not having any affectionate contact for a few centuries it had surprised him, but he simply nodded his head and said indifferently, "Your welcome." He didn't say anything else; moving once again away from her reach.
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OOC: sorry it took me long to respond, i had to leave and my parent grounded me from using my laptop. Gor the whole day.
IC:"H-Hey Cryil....will you get upset if I asked you a question?" Ally said cautiously, not knowing how he will react to the question.