Blood... it is just not mine thinge (open)

Nirvana was siting close to the border where the blood nile was. Staring down on the awful red river she tried to see her reflection in all the blood but it was impossible, It was to thick. How could a such beautiful river turn to... this awful one. It was nothing pretty with this river. it looked creepy and smelled horrible. But the worst thinge was that this clan, her clan was taking thier enemys here they had killed then let thier blood run down in the river. It was just so horrible. She liked the clan and everyone in it but she thought bloodclan had a weird taste in things and did not like that they killed cats so easily.

Nirvana got out from her thoughts and turned her gaze away from the river to look at her clanmate, a smile formed on her face. " hi thier, i am doing... fine " The ragdoll did not know what to answer on her other question since she did not thought the river was pretty at all. It concerned her that this young cat liked it so much. But she could not teel anyone how much she thought the river concern her and disgust her. Before she had a change to answer the apprentice her attention turned to a new face she not had seen before but she had heard about him. If she not rememberd wrong his name was Russiansoldier. " hi, nice to meet you sir " She dipped her head polity to the third tier to show him respect. Once the greeting was done she turned her gaze back to Deathpaw to answer her question as honest yet not to detail as she could. " this river is not really my taste.. "

"hi" She greeted the bobcat as she walked up to them. Her ears twitched slightly by Lucid remark as she arrived to the group. Calming?, what is so calming about this river that is coverd in blood that makes other cats take thier tail between thier legs and hurry away from here as fast as they could? Hiding her feelings behind a smile she took her grey tail around her paws. " maybe... but i personaly like the blue color more.. "

Not knowing this river never had been filled with water before it got filled in blood, the she-cat was a bit suprised. But soon it faded as she reminded herself they lived in the desert afterall. So founding water out here was very difficult so it should not be suprising this river had been dried out a long time ago before it even turn out to the way it was today. " i see... i didn`t know that.. " she admitted to the second tier and slowly blinked her blue optics. " i hope i not offended you sir, even thought this river not is mine taste it do not mean what you guys have done with it is tasteless"

s-slaves?.. Nirvana did not like what this conversation was going to. She had already seen the arena where they forced thier prisoners to fight to death and she had been horrified when she had heard about it. Why do such a tyranny thinge. No one deserved to die special in a such way. However she did not blame or thought bad about bloodclan for doing this. She knew they had thier reasons. And as the understandable she-cat she was she accepted everything even thought she might not like it. Even if this feline thought battles was useless and never would hurt an other cat she accepted the fact that it always would be thier. The meaningless circle of killing each other. Just think about it. Once you kill someone you put the victim friends and this who loved this person in big pain which would result in them wanting revange on this one that took this precious person away from them. And once they had killed the mourder, this who cared about that person would to want revange to. A endless circle that never would stop no matter what. It was just so much suffer and hate in this world. Not being able to do anything about it she at last could decided not to join this circle. No matter what happens she would never hurt anyone, never. It might be a childish promise but it was all she had. As long as she lived she would never turn out to hate anyone or harm anyone. " that is good " she said and smiled friendly to the second tier.

Nirvana honestly did not wanted to hear anymore of this, how they used the slaves bodies to make this river. She just stayed silence and tried to block the things Ariella said and the questions she asked to the second tier. Hiding this uncomfortable situation she was in with a smile on her face she heard a well familar voice. Twitched her ear slightly she glanced over to the kit and her smile got brighter and more cheerful when she saw who it was. " hi Teddy! " she purred and felt better once he showed up to the scene. Noticing the little animal he had with him her eyes filled with curiosity. " who is your friend teddy? "

So Canadiankit had give him this wonderful gift. Since teddy was so happy over his new friend she could not help but be to. Learning down she glanced over at the weasel and smiled brightly to it" hello kasa nice to meet you " Siting back down again she thought for a moment. She didn`t think she had meet Dante not in person at last. " i don`t think i have "

Nirvana learned her head down when the kit whisperd the words into her ear. The ragdoll was shooked, she didn`t know Teddy had a sister. " so you have a sister?, why are we whispering about her? " she whisperd back, not knowing why they whisperd about his own sister like it was a secret that he not wanted anyone to know about.