Help me come over my fear~ bxb~PAFP

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  • Conner went outside and took a seat next to him."I could just finish the project myself if you don't want to talk to me anymore."

  • Gabe was now interested. He moved closer then quickly kissed him on the cheek. "I guess we share the same secret." He said shyly.

  • Conner laughed,which sounded more like a giggle in this case."Live with it." Conner said lifting his feet where the other boy once was.

  • Gabe grumbled. He wondered if he was overreacting. He looked back at him. "What if I want to kiss you. You wouldn't push me aside like trash would you?" He asked innocently.

  • "Yes,yes I would" Conner replied with a slight playful smile.He was now hanging upside down.He laughed as it slightly moved.Sometimes even he thought he himself was crazy!

  • Conner kissed back for a second until his mind processed what was happening.He pulled away his face as red as a tomato."I hate you,you know that right?"

  • Conner had two options either one tell him he was joking or two the one he chose.Conner sat infront of him and kissed him."Does that answer your question?" he asked his head slightly tilted to the side.

  • Conner sighed "I-im sorry its just hard for me not to be scared of anyone.It took me a year to get used to my moms touch."Conner looked at the ground tracing random invisible cirlcles."Its not like I want to be scared,I don't.I really don't."

  • Gabe wondered why he was afraid. He moved closer but not too close to where they touched. "What happened to you that made you this way."

  • Conner sighed taking a deep breath "A year after my step father died I decided to go visit his grave.I decided to go walking alone all the way to his grave which was 15 miles away,That was when I was thirteen.Well on my way there I was captured by some guy he was horrendous.He molested me and other boys each in every day.We were kept in a very dirty room hanged to the wall with very little light.They didn't find us until two years later.The police came but the guy released a toxic gas." Conner told him remembering each and every detail."Almost everyone died except for a girl and me we were rushed to the hospital and well here I am." He shrugged and looked off to the sky."They caught the guy and put him in prison for life."