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    [align=center][font=times new roman]CAN I JUST SAY HOW MUCH I MISSED YOU FRIEND
    [S]katheryn misses you too but shhh thats a secret

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    Well then, tell her I miss her too I guess haha.


    I'm not sure if I'm going to stay on for the rest of the year, that's the problem. I could if I try to I guess, but there's life and like a lot of people say, I'm not too keen about staying on this kind of a website in situations like mine.


    I could use aim no one uses it though, I'm sorry haha or some other way to talk to people instead too, how's that sound?

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    Mnmmmm i understand
    You have life and i dont and its probably harder on you cause you have real things to do....;;;;;; eek just dont be too busy ;;;;; bad for your health they say!! !!


    I ...used...t..o..hav...e..aim.. .but i dont use it anymore hehe
    just use gmail friend or somethin like it

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    I used to have one too, now it's discarded.


    Thanks, I'm sure you have a life, everyone has a life although they might think they don't..


    DID YOU EVER SEE OR HEAR ME GETTING SICK. IS THAT A NO, I THOUGHT SO. END OF THE CONVERSATION MISS. Seriously, I take a pill and go to sleep and I'm 100% ready to go.


    I use gmail but I made a new address with it, I'll give it to you later when I find time.

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    Do you need my email address for it or


    Is it wrong if it bothers me that you type really nicely and i feel like an immature retard because i type like this
    im sorry ignore me;;;;;


    but but but but fill me in with whats been going up and ill fill you up with whats been up with me
    How has you been
    How has your life been
    How has you
    How has
    How

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    I should have your address to it and if I don't, I could always log into my old account and just find it. No worries.


    i can choose to type like that if i want to too i mean why shouldnt i but I think it just depends on a person's preferences, mine just happens to be typing like this because I want to.


    Oh boy, I'd need to write a whole book if I'm going to tell you about what's been up with everything. Hold on though, I need to get back in class in five minutes so we'll talk about it tomorrow, is that okay?
    Right, right, and I do want to know what's been with you too, it's been way too long since I talked to anyone online...

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    Yeah its okay pal i understand we shall talk tomorrow like you said in that case


    sammy i really did miss talking to you
    I hope that we get to talk /even if its just a little/ more than before,
    Im sorry that you didnt get to talk to anyone online
    its just things were actually really tough and sad i wish there could have been anyone really there
    I dont know
    I dont know
    Eeee yeah lets talk tomorrow thanks for coming back sam

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    It's not exactly tomorrow but it's still past twelve, therefore it is tomorrow. Wow shoot me please ha.


    Things are always tough I guess. As long as there's people, something or someone's always bound to go awry. I don't want you to blame yourself when you're hurt is caused by someone else's process of trying to handle their own problems. Did that even make sense? I just want to let everyone know it's okay to be sad and it's okay to think that you deserve it to be known and seeking for comfort. You're only being what you're supposed to be, humans naturally go searching for what they feel or think is lacking in their life.


    So here's something. Jen called in the middle of the night couple weeks ago and she just says that she misses me. It just broke my heart. I guess my old man thought it was wise to lay his hand on drinking again and mom couldn't deal with his drunk bitching, so she throws a plate. I told Jen that she's fine because I'm not able to physically help her, she just says she's scared that dad might do something and I assured to her that he won't. My dad never layed a finger on Jen and I although he got drunk, never did, but he sure can get angry as hell. It wasn't her fault to get scared. After we hung up, I called mom and told her to take Jennifer outside by car and just go somewhere. Sonewhere, I don't care where the fuck, but just for an hour. I told her that she's taking her out because she needs air and not because dad's picked up his old habit again.
    There's more, but this is my share for now. :[ I'm pretty sure I tanked the essay I handed in after that, but who the fuck cares, huh?


    I want and need to be a happy guy, Claire. Maybe it's really my nature, but if I'm not happy, no one else in my family will be. I want to be a happy person to everyone I meet whether it's online or real life, I guess I'm used to being nice and glad all the time. Maybe I just am. We'll continue to talk, it's nice to be talking like this. :] Sorry for the fuckload of words, but expect more later haha.

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    tell jenni that i only want the best for her and tell her that i am sorry for what she has to go through!!.... sammy gosh gosh i wonder what else you have to tell me, im sorry for you too, i thought your dads gotten completely over with drinking and all-
    its okay though my dad used to drink too and he used to say awful things and leave blue and purple marks on my leg with the clothe hanging things, i do remember getting hit on the head with a golf club once and it was so sad sad sad and horrible but its okay now


    your dad will be fine and so will be the rest of your family! youll be fine too, i bet you aced that essay too, good gosh im not sure what to tell you, im not much of a comforter eh not at all;;;;


    mmm im sure that youll be able to cheer everyone up with your happy-vibe-ness sammy, but you shouldnt ever hesitate to get angry or sad sometimes like you said earlier! things will be okay, okay, okay, youll be okay, okay, we're all gonna be okay sam!

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    Right, I just don't neither you or myself to be stressing over about what happened in the past. It's more important to just focus on the present occurrences than gone memories.(It's only what I think, I understand that there's diversity of thoughts out there.)
    Fuck, I'm sorry about frequent spelling errors on both gtalk and here, I never really have the time to get on my laptop nowdays. When I do, it's to just open up a Word Doc for my classes hahaha. Other days, I'm just on my phone because after I get home, I need to take a shower (this also depends on tje circumstances too, haha Sammy's pretty filthy;;;; BUT it'S noT MY FaulT!;_;) and it's going to sleep afterwards. (Or I might have a party somewherr but it's rare that I actually choose to go.) And come on, Evan and Scott's on about whether Flo and I've gone any further than kissing and it's a pain in the ass! Try to fit romance in with your tight-assed schedule you assholes.

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    Sammy's got all the ladies swooning over him cause flo? floooo?? i heard nothing about this floooooooo?? heheeee just kidding but you guys kissed already so its official to the world ! ! ! ! !


    its okie sam you can be filthy, you can be the most filthy and gross person in this universe and ill still be your friend
    lets just be gross and filthy together- ew no, i actually would not like to but ill support you >u>

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    God, you must be a true friend. Even if I take a bath in a dumpster, are you going to support me? I would, that's for sure. Let's just be filthy buds.


    Florence is the sweetest thing in the world, she makes my legs feel like water and I just really appreciate how she has enough patience to even date a guy like me. WoW

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    Hey that's not cool at all, it's not fucking cool. Who the fucking hell tells someone that they shouldn't be taking medications because they're going to die anyways? Who the fuck? I'll fucking go and break his nose, wow, people these days? Okay, I'm just so fucking pissed off right now, sorry. Just get on later or hit me up in gtalk later, okay?

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    Well he was a pretty darn rude person to begin with n its not like he was like that towards me...i think he was acting like a big jerk towards everyone there...some people..yeah...hhehe but its okie you cant be cooped up and feel bad about something like this!! ! Its better to forget and just yeah...stay good! but aw man thanks for standing up for me your real nice friend (;^;)

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    How are you, are you recovering okay or is there anything wrong? I'm hoping that you are okay despite everything that's happened to you. You know, you should just let me adopt you or something, I'm old enough and I really do care about you more than anyone. Are you alright?


    s am no you must not
    i want you to have your own lil bbys like sammi jr and sammi jr jr idk man, somethin like it!


    oh yeah, im feeling much more better and yeah i did ruin my stomach and my liver but not enough to actually go to the emergency room to get it pumped and all that scary stuff! yeah yeah, thanks bud, thanks for caring for me and everythin. yes we all know that im a dumb flub, ;


    HEY You RE copYIng MY STYL E MAN THE ICON THingIES WERE MY!! ! ! IDEA ! ! !


    im just kidding....but hey, nothing's up. The sky's up. The cloud's are up. Everything's up.


    How have you been doing? ;_;

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    I apologize for my terrible sin, I must go and have my sould cleansed by the almighty.


    I think I might like Berwald now, and come to think of it..all the characters I like happened to have glasses.


    I'm good. Other than working my ass off and getting -0% of sleep, I'm good. My body runs on caffeine, my blood is no longer blood. It's just coffee. I am made of coffee.