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No, no! Apollo please don't leave me alone! A flapping of shredded wings and pain echoed the telepathic message to the tabby. Who laid sprawled his fur matted and shred into bits everywhere, the gentle eyes held tears that spilled too the side a look of content and fear mouth gaping to form words of encouragement to the soul holding butterfly with broken wings Apollo was in so much unbearable pain to even speak as his throat held eight large shreds from claws mercilessly slashing at him. Blood, blood, and more blood that's all that surrounded the once gorgeous and shy tom, with sweet words and a kind heart. His best friend a lonely little butterfly he kept in a glass jar with a rope to hold at throat, but the jar was smashed to bits and some of the shards lodged in his pads and sides, and Levati was actually the captor of a lost soul he telepathically talked too. No one knew of this but he and her did. Raising a matted paw coated in blood and missing splotches of fur the tabby gently touched the butterflies wing so delicately like it was a gesture of goodbye. Levati quietly cried to him once more in agony the words ringing Appy's mind. Apollo... Goodbye.
Blue and green flecked eyes widened slightly as the flapping stopped and the body laid still. With that Apollo's tears rushed quickly and his body shook in remorse and despair watching the one close thing he had left die before him. Wheezing out pitifully paw retracting and dropping painfully back in place. But doing so scooping the butterflies body close it appeared as though he was hugging the frail dead body. Then one flash of regret as memories poured by. Papa, Tank, Astaire, Helios, Melanoe, Cassius, Sebastian, Astrid, Grim, Arosa, Fang... The Simul Stamus. I'm sorry for leaving home just because I got beat up for liking boys. The tears continued to flow as his mind grew weaker and slower. I'm sorry for leaving everyone I loved behind because I was scared... And mommy I never got too see you but I'm sorry I never grew to your expectations I became weak, scared, and pitiful but I tried to be nice and faithful. I tried I never broke a law, I never hurt a person, I never hated anyone no matter how much the shoved me and punched me... I hope those counted mommy. I always did want to be like you, a girl and all but that's not possible. Blood spurted out from his mouth while the tragedy before the young Apollo his end was near, and the aqua eyes that shined so gracefully and beautifully we're dimmed and glistened with pain.
The regrets we're done for. Time to say goodbye. Melody thank you for being my friend when I needed it most... Elani, you always we're the kindest to me even if I was a tom. Stella for promising me a safe home. Envy. It may not be your name anymore but you we're always my Envy, you took me in like your own child, protected me and cared for me I thank you most of all... Rohthy you hate me, a lot I'm scared of you. But I wish I could've told you... How much I respected you, and your fearlessness and I'm sorry for always talking back. I never.. Hated... you. Radical- clan. Will always be my home. n- matter, if I'm male. Or female.
Heaving frantically as his heart felt like it would rip out from its ferocious beating his mind blurred now, eyes lolling back and closing tight the massacred and beaten tom who had been attacked by an unknown villain just for being a tom instead of a female like the attacker had thought was slowly and painfully convulsing as death was coming to take him. Holding Levati close and gurgling through the blood into a fetal position, stomach split, ears shredded skin exposed with scratches and missing fur. Finally the shuffling and heart throbbing came to a sudden halt, and the painful expression turned to one of peace. The once happy and polite little 5 moon old tom of Radicalclan, was met with an awful and gory demise as he took one final shuddering breath.[/fancypost]