People just judge me (BXB preferably)

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    Danny threw the paper towel away then got newer one then got them damp with water. He handed it to Finny. "You can do this one on your own. I don't want to poke your eye out."

    "Ha stupid things are useless to me anyways without my glasses."Finny replied softly,taking the paper towel and roughly wiping away the blood that was on his eyes and around them.

    Danny waited patiently for him to be done. "I hate it when people accuse othe people of their sexuel orientation. Don't you?"

    Finny finished."Yeah..but what he said was true."He mumbled,throwing the paper towel away and shaking his head.

    "Yes I am,but I prefer the term homosexual. Gay seems so..insulting."Finny replied softly."I really don't like to talk about that kind of stuff since my last few relationships have been...uh...abusive is a light term."He added.

    Danny smiled. "Well I think it's cute that you're g- I mean a homosexual." He blushed embaressed hoping he didn't insult his friend.

    Finny heard him and blushed,it being the first time in a while since it was out of cute embarrassment than out of forced habit."Uh..t-thanks."He stammered,his cheeks almost as red as the remaining bloodstains and his hair."Though it seems kind of weird coming out of a straight kid's mouth,ya know Squirt?"He added,smiling as he sat down on the ground,feeling light-headed. And his face hurt horribly from being smashed into the floor so many times.

    "I'm surprised. Didn't expect to hear that from you Squirt."He replied lightly,rubbing his face and groaning."Man he's gonna love hearing this."Finny muttered,more afraid of the man at home than the bully here at the school.

    Danny scooted away from Finny. He sort of already knew what was happening. "Don't bother asking me out because I don't like being a homosexual." He replied.

    "Wasn't planning to..."Finny trailed off,but felt disappointed. He got up,latching onto the sink for balance as he almost toppled over,but regained his stature and started walking away."See ya later...Danny."He said his farewell,his hand lingering on the door handle a bit longer than he liked before pushing it open.

    Finny wasn't so sure. He was slightly upset that he just blew that off like it was nothing. The boy protected him and got his face all smashed up,only to be told in advance that he wasn't allowed to ask him out."Okay,but don't expect me to call you Squirt anymore."He replied,upset that Danny told him that he didn't like being a homosexual. That hurt him more than any wound or bruise he'd receive in his lifetime.

    Danny looked back at Finny. He suddenly felt awkward talking to Finny. "Y-You're c-cute. You r-really are. But I c-can't a-accept t-that I'm gay. I d-don't w-want p-people m-making fun of us in the h-hallways." He stuttered.

    Finny just kept on walking,each step like a thorn in his side. That how it always was. Those who were gay lived in fear,constantly aware of those who made fun of them. He knew,because he had that fear for seven years. But he got over it and didn't care anymore because life was never gonna be fair for him. As far as he knew,he was one of the kids who were open about their feelings,but now after a while he was beginning to shut down,closing off from everyone. He actually thought Danny would have been the light to the end of his dark tunnel,but maybe he was wrong."Don't worry about it."He said quietly,trudging on out the door to the outside.

    Danny realized what a jerk he was. How he only cared abut himself and not how Finny felt about himself. He knew he screwed up. "I'm sorry Finny." He called to him before he was in tears.

    Finny didn't hear him,the door shut behind him as he continued to walk across the courtyard. The sooner he got home,the closer he was to putting this behind him and forgetting the whole mess. He looked down,angrily kicking at a rock and sending it flying across the parking lot,his body trembling as tears began to fall. He didn't sure if they were tears of anger or tears of sorrow,feeling so many pent up feelings inside just boiling over and rolling in one big emotion. The boy fell to his knees,sobbing heavily until he had no breath left and was force to gasp and pant.

    Danny wiped his eyes. No wonder I don't have any friends. He thought. He walked out the door. He saw Finny but decided not to interfere. He walked past Finny.

    After a good fifteen minutes or so Finny just laid on his side,shaking as he curled up and hugged himself. His heart never hurt so much before. He got up,wiping his face off and headed home in his broken state,knowing he was gonna get it this time for being late.