i want you to catch me like a cold * private

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    hey! hey! we are a hurricane!
    drop our anchors in a storm.


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    Alaska was happy, walking on sunshine if one may say. She didn't really know why, besides for the fact that she had an kickass boyfriend and a kickass mentor and a kickass clan. The chocolate smoke spent most of her time either out in the winds of life, hunting, or just thinking… Plus, in between those block things, she would speak to friends and hang out with Luca. Yet recently she hadn't been hanging out with Luca, and she was pretty sad. Ally missed her boyfriend, and she missed him a lot. She really wanted to see him, and when the girl with a sea in her eyes wanted something, she usually got it. "Luca!"


    > should we do the "do you wanna build a snowman" thing here 8D

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]stop fucking around with his emotions
    like you're bitter when you're numb
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    luca heard her call. and what did he do? he hid. like the loser he was, afraid to show his true feelings- afraid if he told her, she'd never like him again. he couldn't have that happen. ever. that would ruin him, kill him maybe. he loved this female with all of his heart, but this was one battle she couldn't fight beside him.


    "go away, alaska." he murmured in a harsh tone as she neared his hiding spot.


    ( omf yes. wait the cancer thing, right? oh and thanks for making the thread i know you're busy.
    all time low is literally luca's whole personality any one of their songs fit him xD )

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    > ye <3 omfg all time low i need to listen to them >>
    nah it's fine <3
    literally this is a quote from the song in the title/first post like aluca much

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    Alaska gave a little bitter frown, chewing on the inside of her mouth as he answered with a harsh tone. "B-But, I wanna build a snowcat! The snow is gonna melt soon!" the chocolate smoke mewed, voice a blur of annoyance, sadness, and confusion, but mostly sadness. "We used to be such good friends. Now we're not, I wish you would tell me why!" well, more then friends, but being boyfriend and girlfriend did not mean they couldn't be friends at the same time. "So do you? It doesn't even have to be a snowcat!"

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    luca didn't respond, only staring at his paws. he felt weak and helpless, and he winced as he shifted his position. of course I wanna build a snowcat... his mind sang, as he stared to the door. "please Alaska, just... leave me alone." the cream tabby chewed on his lip, staring at the covered entrance.

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    > /strokes


    Alaska pouted, and though he could not see her, she made a great deal of making the pout loud as she stuck out her lower lip. "Okay bye…" she mewed sadly, hoping that Luca was alright. She just didn't know what had suddenly gotten to him! Sure he was always a grumpy little sod but why now?


    The Next Day


    "Do you wanna build a snowcat?" Alaska beamed, knocking with her paw against the entrance, a little skip in her step. He should say yes today, right? Maybe he wasn't feeling good yesterday, today he had to say yes! "We-We could even run around the halls. I mean, it is a bit overdue, right?" the trainee mewed with a little sigh, plopping down on her back. "I've even started talking to the the carvings on the walls!" Alaska groaned, imagining the days she had spent laughing at carvings of the cats. She'd even said 'hang in there' to one of them! Ugh, how stupid. "It gets a little lonely, all these empty caves, just watching the hours tick by…"

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    he listened to her footsteps leave his doorway, letting out a shaky sigh and closing his eyes. his head dropped to his paws, seeing as he had a major headache- probably from blood loss- and he practically fainted as he fell asleep.


    the next day


    there she was again. her melodic voice waking him up, making him smile at her words. though he couldn't respond, luca was too busy wretching quietly in the the corner. tears rose to his grey eyes, and he pressed back a soft sob. this was torture.

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    Alaska made a little 'tick-tock' sound, clucking her tongue absentmindedly as she rolled on her back. "So, do you wanna build a snowcat?" the smoke mewed with a little yawn, only to quickly be replaced with a devil-may-care grin. "It doesn't EVEN have to be a snowcat." Ally added, reminding him of what she had said the previous day.

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]"i'm busy, alaska." he rasped loudly, wincing as it pained his throat. now he was becoming deathly frail and sickly, and he was afraid alaska would catch it. afraid she'd hate him.

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    Alaska bit her lip, listening to his scratchy voice. Maybe it was just because they were separated by a wall, maybe that was the reason he sounded so… so broken, right? Plus, he didn't want to see her, and she needed to accept that and leave. "Okay…" the she-cat mewed with a little sigh, padding away gloomily.


    The Next Day


    Sliding up to the door, she would propose again, yet this time, it was not full of life, but more filled with confusion and slight sadness. "Luca? Please, I know you're in there. Cats are asking where you've been!" Alaska mewed with a little breathy sigh, looking down at her paws as she spoke. "They say have courage, and I'm trying to… I'm right out here for you… please let me in." Alaska held her breath, hoping the door would budge, hoping she'd see his beautiful grey eyes, but then again, Luca was stubborn, he'd never let her in if he didn't want to.

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]he leaned his head against to door, looking up with tears trailing down his face. he couldn't even respond. she'd be able to tell he was sick. so luca just sat there, silently sobbing at her broken voice. i'm sorry alaska. i'm so so sorry. he pleaded in his mind, taking a large shallow breath.

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    Alaska leaned against the door herself, holding in tears that threatened to leak down her cheeks. "We only have each other… It's just you and me… What are we gonna do?" the chocolate smoke's voice was full of angst and regret and just a pure mixture of torn up emotions. She loved Luca, she loved him with all her heart, from hell and back, she just was so lost and confused. She did not know what to think or what to make of anything… "Do you want to build a snowman?"

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]luca took a shaky breath. "of course I wanna build a snowman..." he would murmur, staggering away from the door and collapsing on his back.

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    Alaska heard what he said, even though the words that ebbed from his lip were shaky and barely audible, even for her pert hearing. "L-Luca?" she heard the sound of him collapsing, and instantaneously got up, trying to budge the door.

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]"alaska just... go. please." he growled harshly, hiding the sobs that wracked his ail body. he wretched again, vomit and blood mixing as he gagged, coughing quietly. "please." he croaked.

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    Alaska held her breath, silencing her own noise as she listened to him wretch. "N-No. L-Luca y-y-you nee-need a m-medic." the chocolate smoke stuttered, eyes alight with fear, not for her safety, but for Luca's. "L-Love, I-I want you t-to-to be okay."

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]"im alright, I swear!" he called, silently gagging and wiping blood that dropped from his mouth.


    ( rushed )

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    Alaska froze, a little tear rolling down her cheek. Oh how she wanted for him to be alright, but she knew he wasn't… But what could she do? She had to listen, it was what he wanted her to do. Luca was dying though, and she needed to act, but how?

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]"seriously, Alaska. I'm fine." he managed to fake his old voice, padding limply back over to his bedding. the cream tabby lay down, watching the door as his mind drifted.

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    > do you want her to come in or not? just wondering before i post c: