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    away with the year


    Alaska had been really confused, for so long really. The female had been stuck in a bubble, and each time those stupid ugly thoughts polluted her mind that bubble threatened to burst. What was the bubble she was stuck in? Her mind, her integrity, her attempt to block out compassion to fill it instead with friends and flowers. What threatened to pop it? Luca. That bastard with the smirk and the snarky personality… She didn't know why she had fallen for him, she didn't love anyone, she didn't fall in love! Love was good for absolutely nothing, and once it entered her life, all it did was cause heartbreak. She didn't want anyone to break her heart, no body could do that to her, right? But Luca… He was different, everyone said that about their love, but he truly was. He made her feel good, he made her feel happy and young and free. Even though he made her mad 87% of the time, she found her match and she was falling in love with her match.


    "Luca?" she whispered, padding into the trainee's den with gentle footsteps. It would be 12 soon… It would be time for 2014, for the new year. And Alaska needed to do it.

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]if she was that confused, he was more. luca was choosing between his girlfriend and alaska- his sanity was at risk. ok, that was a bit dramatic, but he was crazy thinking of both. a soft sigh escaped his parted lips as he turned, large ears flicking towards the smaller female.


    his grey eyes softened for a quick moment, something he quickly stop with an inward wince. give her time. damn hormones. his inner side growled. the serval looked at her with a slightly tilted head, looking adorable in a twoleg's point of view. "yes, alaska?"

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    Alaska didn't know if she should do it… He had a fucking girlfriend for crying out loud! A girlfriend who treasured him with all her weak little heart. She was just his stupid friend, the stupid friend that would sit there, talking about how she would never give her heart away, trying to numb longing with meaningless words, as he went off. Now that he was so happy, she wanted him, and damn it was hard deciding what to do, whether to walk off with tears or kiss, and probably in the future be torn down to tears. Fucking boyfriends. Fucking love. Why is it so hard?


    Alaska let a deep breath leave her lungs, watching the stars with an ethereal expression on her face. Do it Alaska, just, fucking, do, it. "I…" she heard the countdown from the others cats, ticking away softly. 10 "I'm so sorry Luca." 9 "I don't know what I'm doing." 8 "It's just…" 7 "You're driving me mad." 6 "And I know it's not fair." 5 "But I have to say it." 4 "And if you hate me I understand." 3 "I hate me too..." 2 "But I think I'm falling in love with you." 1!


    And with that, Alaska leaned in and aimed to press a genuine, soft, supple kiss on Luca's lips. Her heart sped up, her eyes closed, her breath slowed down, and for once she felt happy. Because now, the bubble popped.

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]he was surprised to say the least. while she spoke, he listened paitently, ears swiveling and face a mask of confusion. and then she kissed him and the confusion was gone. everything that matter? gone. his mind went to fuzz as he closed his eyes and kissed her back softly.

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    Cheering and screaming were easily heard in the background, and it seems that fireworks were even exploding in the distance. Twolegs? Or had Bloodclan gotten a hold of another interesting twoleg technology. Right now however, she didn't really care, because in this moment she felt happy. Maybe a minute went by, but finally she pulled back from the kiss, heart beating slow and in an way, heavily. "I-" Alaska was blushing, and if cats could have red lips her lips were red,

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]( i dont even know whether hes salvatore or luca anymore what is life )


    he sat back as she pulled away, face neutral but hinting towards confusion. his cheeks were flushed red, and his grey eyes were calm and soft. "yes?" he asked, an invisible eyebrow raised and a smile that he held back for later.

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    > who is that girl i see, staring straight, back at me WHEN WILL MY REFLECTION SHOW WHO I AM INSIDE


    "I'm sorry for kissing you." she mewed with a little gulp, blinking her doe eyes that were glimmering with a sort of luster. "It's disloyal, I'm sorry…" Alaska's mind then raced back to Jazper, oh shite, what would she think? She would probably get so mad at her, and attack her or something awful. She all deserved an attack however, because she had just kissed a boy who had a girlfriend. Shit.

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]cRYING


    luca chuckled, meeting her eyes. he didn't give it a second thought, as if he did he wouldn't have done what he was about to do. leaning down, his lips met hers once more- gentle but more forceful than the first's. a moment later he pulled away, smirking.

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    > i had to. mulan makes everything better.


    Alaska was gonna speak again, but it appeared that Luca had other ideas, hey, she wasn't gonna complain with what they were. As he leaned down to kiss her, Alaska felt another wave of tingly feelings encompass her, blood rushing to her cheeks. Once he pulled away, Alaska's eyes were wide and dilated, she was surprised. "But, what about Jaz?"

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]luca cocked his head for a moment, before his shook it slowly. "nevermind her. i'll break up with her. i... i love you." he mumbled at the end, glancing at her and then to his paws.

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    Alaska didn't know whether she should be sad that Luca had to end it with Jazper, or happy that she had someone like him to love. So many conflicting emotions! "I love you too." it was a genuine, lovely little sentence that meant more then anything. She had let go of her sanity and given her heart away to someone, popping the bubble that protected her from harm. Yet it was in these actions that love had blossomed and she had been more happy then ever before.

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]he smiled down at her, sleepy eyed but happy. "so what made you decide you suddenly want all this?" luca purred, smirking.

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    Alaska shrugged, eyes bright with no sign of sleepiness. Kissing Luca was like a cup of coffee to her, refreshing and full of zest. It made her alive and bright, and she would probably be staying up quite late. "Well. It's the end of the year, y'know? Figured I should tell someone I love them." and luckily, it wasn't just an impulse to tell some random stranger she loved them, but actually someone she truly felt strongly for.

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]"she would probably be staying up quite late." fangirling is what she be doin'.


    "good point." luca grinned, eyes half closed with both lust and sleepiness. "well," he sighed, as if upset. "now i need a new new-years resolution." the cream tabby would smirk cockily, leaning down to whisper in her ear. "because you were mine." he growled, hot breath tickling her ear,

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    > and frick fracking giggles heavy breathing luca is hot


    What would her New Year's resolution be? Probably be fucking awesome but then again, the first day of 2014 had already proven that goal to be too easy; she was already awesome. She would've spoken again, but Alaska was out of breath as Luca whispered into her ear with a husky sort of growl. Alaska's fur tingled and her eyes grew wide, breath catching in her throat. Well, if she wasn't already head over heels in love with him, it was nothing compared to her feelings now. "Stop… You're making me feel tingly." the chocolate smoke mewed with a little devil-may-care grin, looking up at Luca.

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]laughs omg he totally is


    he snickered at her shocked expression, leaning back with a lazy blink. "what I aimed for." luca teased, drawing his tail up from her chest to the end of her chin. ok, now he was done. "so tell me things I don't know about you. your back story, favorite color, middle name, etc." he said, flopping lazily onto his stomach.

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    Alaska smirked, of course it was what he aimed for. It always felt like his entire life purpose was to make her feel awkward, but awkward was good. As he drew his tail from up her chest to her chin, she gave another little shiver, but bit her lip an restrained herself. "Well, my backstory is simple. Lived in Hawkclan with my sister and mom, mom left, I tried to look for her, and came here." well, that was the outline of her story, it wasn't the full juicy details, but since they were just skimming over things, she decided to be simple. "Hmm, green is probably my favourite. Like my eyes!" Alaska mewed, batting her lashes jokingly, "Middle name, well, I don't have one… Your turn."

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]"born and raised in bloodclan, to someone named Alaska and serpentine. travelled and trained with rogues, left them, and returned here. favorite color is... sunset I suppose. middle name is Augustus." the cream tabby blinked. there was more to his story as well- much more violence and ladies but she'd learn when he was ready.

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    She had wished she had normal parents like Luca. Instead she had a mom who didn't care much about her, a sister who was pregnant and needed her for support, and a dad who just never was there for her. Great life, huh? "That's nice, sunset like orange and yellow?" sunset was a pretty colour, it was definitely something you saw around here more then grass or anything green. "Augustus? That's adorable!" Alaska liked the name Augustus a lot bc both are from jOHN GREEN BOOKS COUGH but she liked Luca much better.

    [font=georgia][size=8][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: ; text-align: justify; width: 350px;][color=black]he snickered as he was called adorable. "yes and I kind of agree?" luca tilted his head, tail curling around his paws and unfurling.