We Just Want To Be Kids (Mental Hospital) {closed}

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    IC:
    Plot:
    At a mental hospital for teens the recovery specialists want the teens to focus on recovery and their problems so they can be solved and go home. The kids are willing to get better, most of the time, but sometimes kids just needs a little laughter to brighten the day.


    Forum:
    Name:
    Age:
    Whats wrong:
    Special things to know:
    Phobias:


    My Forum:
    Name: Lydia
    Age:17
    Whats wrong: schizophrenia and suicidal
    Special things to know: she can be pretty out going but shes also very shy. She loves to write and to do art but she hates when people see it
    Phobias: being alone


    Staff:
    Nolan: Fresh out of college, recovery specialist, acts like a know it all
    Sarah: A kind caring nurse that only works on weekends.
    Shawn: Recovery specialist who never smiles and is very rude. all the kids hate him
    Shane: A really nice recovery specialist who lets the kids do almost anything they want
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    Name: Brynne Cozumel Rose
    Age: 19
    Whats wrong: "They tell me it's not possible, that they're not actually there. I just think that they don't like to believe that I can do something they can't. I can hear specters, ghosts of dying children or valiant war soldiers. I'm almost like a link between two worlds. All though I can't see them I know that they're there, I know that they're lying to me when they say I'm insane."
    Special things to know: "When I talk to the spirits it looks like I'm jabbering on to myself rather than speaking to ghosts."
    Phobias: "Ailurophobia, an irrational fear of cats."


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    OOC: accepted!


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    ★Name:
    Kolleen May Ethans


    ★Age:
    Seventeen


    ★Whats wrong:
    Incredibly anorexic.


    ★Special things to know:
    She is incredibly quiet. It'll take a while for her to actually open up... if she ever does.


    ★Phobias:
    I have no clue of the proper fears. sorry.
    Fear of... food, basically.
    - Swallowing, eating
    - Mirrors
    Wip.
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    Park. Lee. Cherish.


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    Long ago
    Just like the hearse, you die to get in again
    We are so far from you


    Burning on just like a match you slide to incinerate
    The lives of everyone you know
    And what's the worst to take (worst to take)
    From every heart you break (heart you break)
    And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
    Well, I've been holding on tonight


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    Surface Level...


    Gender: "I would hope you know that I'm male."


    Age: "I am Seventeen going on Eighteen. Sorry...I don't know where that came from..."


    Height: "Five feet and Seven inches to be exact."


    Weight: "One-hundred Thirty-Three pounds."


    Hair Color: "Light Blue."


    Eye Color: "A very dark brown color that's almost black."


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    What's the worst thing I can say?
    Things are better if I stay
    So long and goodnight
    So long not goodnight


    Came a time
    When every star fall brought you to tears again
    We are the very hurt you sold


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    A Bit Deeper...



    Birth Date: "August 5th 1995."


    Allergies: "None that I know of."


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    And what's the worst to take (worst to take)
    From every heart you break (heart you break)
    And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
    Well, I've been holding on tonight


    What's the worst thing I can say?
    Things are better if I stay
    So long and goodnight
    So long not goodnight


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    Laying It All Out On The Table...


    Personality: Park portrays himself as a very arrogant, self-centered, and cocky guy but that's not really who he is. Park is deeply troubled emotionally and mentally. In order to deal with his problems he trys to live by the motto, “Excelsior,” meaning ‘ever upward.’ Park tries to take the hidden negativity in his life and use it as fuel. He also tends to say anything that pops into his mind without applying the filter that most of us have in social situations. Park suffers from deep misplaced guilt that makes him a bit self-absorbed at times.


    Bad Habits:
    - Short attention span most of the time.
    - He bites his lip a lot.
    - Park spaces out a lot when he needs to focus.

    Fears:
    - People finding out something's wrong with him.
    - Needles.


    Secrets:
    - Basically most of his history and his mental disorder is a secret to the world. Not many people even know why he's really there. No one knows anything about his mental disorder. The only thing people know is that sometimes Park has to be taken out of school a lot. Oddly enough no one seems to question it though.


    Sexual Orientation: "Obviously straight."


    Crush: "No one..."


    Relationship Status: "I'm single at the moment."


    Mental Disorders: "Y-...Yeah I don't have any."
    Manic episodes;


    - Mania is the defining feature of bipolar disorder.
    Distinct period of elevated or irritable mood, lasts for about a week at the least.
    - Commonly experience an increase in energy and a decreased need for sleep, with many often getting as little as three or four hours of sleep per night.
    - Many can go days without sleeping.
    - A manic person may exhibit:
    * Pressured speech.
    * Thoughts experienced as racing.
    * Attention span is low; easily distracted.
    * Judgment may be impaired.
    * May go on spending sprees or engage in risky behavior that is not normal for them.
    * May indulge in substance abuse, particularly alcohol, other depressants, or sleeping pills.
    * Behavior: aggressive, intolerant, or intrusive. At more extreme levels, a person in a manic state can experience psychosis, or a break with reality, where thinking is affected along with mood. This can occasionally lead to violent behaviors.
    * Some people in a manic state experience severe anxiety and are irritable (to the point of rage). (From Wikepedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/B…sorder#Signs_and_symptoms)


    Depressive episodes;


    - Signs and symptoms of the depressive phase of bipolar disorder include:
    * Persistent feelings of sadness, anxiety, guilt, anger, isolation, or hopelessness.
    * Disturbances in sleep and appetite.
    * Fatigue and loss of interest in usually enjoyable activities.
    * Problems concentrating.
    * Loneliness, self-loathing, apathy or indifference.
    * Depersonalization.
    * Social anxiety.
    * Irritability, chronic pain (with or without a known cause).
    * Lack of motivation and morbid suicidal thoughts.
    - In severe cases, the individual may become psychotic, a condition also known as severe bipolar depression with psychotic features. These symptoms include delusions or, less commonly, hallucinations, usually unpleasant. A major depressive episode persists for at least two weeks, and may continue for over six months if left untreated. (From Wikepedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/B…sorder#Signs_and_symptoms)


    Mixed affective episodes;


    - Mixed state is a condition during which symptoms of mania and depression occur simultaneously.
    - Typical examples include:
    * Weeping during a manic episode.
    * Racing thoughts during a depressive episode.
    * People may also feel very frustrated in this state, for example thinking grandiose thoughts while at the same time feeling like a failure.
    - Mixed states are often the most dangerous period of mood disorders, during which the risks of substance abuse, panic disorder, suicide attempts, and other complications increase greatly. (From Wikepedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/B…sorder#Signs_and_symptoms)


    History: Park had a relatively normal childhood and no one was ever concerned that he would have a life anything less then normal. They could had never been more wrong. The small differences that people dismissed throughout the years were part of something more. When he was around the age of fifteen his mother was killed by a car racing at a dangerously high speed. He had a close relationship with his mom so this was very painful for him to deal with. Park never really ever dealt with it correctly. He ended up beating up and nearly killed the man who hit his mother very shortly after the accident. The incident was prompted by more than just anger though. Those over-looked differences had only just caught up with him. Park suffered from bipolar disorder, OCD and severe mood swings which had never been diagnosed. Once people found out he was thrown into immediate consoling which only made things worse. They tried to urge him to take medication but he never does only making his symptoms become worse and continue to exist. Every once in a while he would miss a few days or weeks of school because of one of his Bipolar episodes before he went to the mental hospital.


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    And if you carry on this way
    Things are better if I stay
    So long and goodnight
    So long and goodnight


    Can you hear me?
    Are you near me?
    Can we pretend
    To leave? And then
    We'll meet again
    When both our cars collide.


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    Other: Sorry... xD


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    What's the worst thing I can say?
    Things are better if I stay
    So long and goodnight
    So long not goodnight


    And if you carry on this way
    Things are better if I stay
    So long and goodnight
    So long not goodnight


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    Name: Darnem
    Age: 18
    Whats wrong: Suicidal and talks to himself
    Special things to know: He is shy and emo but once you get to know him he can be funny and nice.
    Phobias: Spiders, his father, mirrors

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    OOC: accepted! Yay lets begin!


    IC: Lydia walked out of the girls wing rubbing her eyes with a yawn. Every morning was the same. Vitals then breakfast. She found it annoying. They did an immediate evaluation as soon as you woke up. How do you feel? Rate your depression? Any bad thoughts? On and on and on. For crying out loud she just woke up! She didn't have any time to think about anything yet. She sighed. Mornings actually weren't that bad. Shane always came in and woke them up. This morning she didn't want to get out of bed so he sand and flickered the lights until she woke up. It was annoying but pretty funny. She sighed and curled up in one of the large purple chairs that sat with seven others in a circle. Soon the nurses would be ready and would call her in for vitals.
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    Darnem walks out of the boys wing, stretching and yawning. He thinks about his name. "Darnem. Your father is coming" Darnem whips around, eyes wide as he speaks to himself. "No! No, he can't be!" he says to himself, putting his hands on his head and sliding his back down the wall till he is sitting. "No, no, no, no" he keeps whispering to himself.

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    Ic: Park was practically thrown into the circle of chairs by Shawn. He always was waken up by Shawn since no one else had the stamina to actually do so. Park caught his balance before he fell and gave Shawn a dirty glare before walking over to one of the chairs and taking his seat. He muttered a few choice words under his breath and stared down at the floor. No one had much stamina really when it came to dealing with anything about Park. He was stubborn and difficult no matter how nice you tried to be to him.


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    OOC: Both are accepted!
    Don't feel bad. Wallflower is an over achiever. :P


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    Ooc: No, it's okay. I pre-made it so it wasn't much work to post. It's really not that great in all honesty. I've seen a lot better then the one I made. xD




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    Smoke? wrote:


    Darnem walks out of the boys wing, stretching and yawning. He thinks about his name. "Darnem. Your father is coming" Darnem whips around, eyes wide as he speaks to himself. "No! No, he can't be!" he says to himself, putting his hands on his head and sliding his back down the wall till he is sitting. "No, no, no, no" he keeps whispering to himself.

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    I swallowed hard and stared numbly at the perfect white walls of my room. So dark, yet so light. I felt numb and empty, as usual, with my jaw clenched and my knees tucked tightly against my chest. I had been here for exactly three months now, eating only when I was forced. There was no point to, anyways.
    I was never hungry anymore. My stomach grew used to the emptiness, and I had counted each of my ribs by just looking now. Actually, it hurt to swallow.
    I knew I was better off dead than here. I shouldn't have broken down like I had. I could have taken dad's shotgun and fired it at my head, and I wouldn't be stuck here.
    But I was. And I couldn't change it.


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    Name: "Kalel Jane Collins." Kuhl-el


    Age: "Sixteen."


    Whats wrong: "Multiple personalities and slight depression."


    Special things to know: "I have two personalities besides my normal one. Alex, the rough and tough tomboy. She's rude and pretty much a lot like me, but two times as bad. Then there's Rose, whom is very why, quiet and a delicate little flower. She barely speaks.


    I have slight depression that's been controlled pretty well over the years by medicine or whatever. Some things can set it off, though.


    Different things set off my multiple personalities and depression. Sad things for depression, sad things or shy people for Rose, and gory or aggressive people or thoughts for Alex.


    I'm very creative, too. I like to draw, paint, write stories or songs and design clothes. Also, if I can get people involved, sometimes I film videos. I'm great at editing. Also, I'm obsessed with videogames."


    Phobias: "Well, uh. The dark, loud noises, real life blood and gore.

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    Ic: Park looked up at the kid muttering to himself in the corner. "How can I be in a place like this?" He wondered aloud. Park of course had no mental filter so he had trouble keeping his thoughts in his head sometimes.


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    IC: Shane walked into Kolleen's room. "Come on. Vitals in five." he said poking his head in.


    Lydia yawned as she sat in the chair with her eyes closed. She had only been here a week but it was long enough. She didn't speak a lot unless it involved Mario kart or ping pong.


    Nolan walked down the boys hall. "Darnem? Want breakfast?"
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    I flinched as Shane's head came into my view, then ducked my head and obeyed as if I were a prisoner. I stood, leaning against the wall for a moment as all the blood rushed to my head. Then I cautiously padded to him, feeling as if I were on ice.
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