ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ʙᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɢʏᴘsʏ ʟɪғᴇ - ᴏᴘᴇɴ / ʟɪᴍɪᴛᴇᴅ sᴘᴏᴛs

[size=7pt]YES, I MADE IT IN TIME. [ ALMOST ] FULLY DEVELOPED MY CHARACTER, NOW I'M MAKING HIS FORM.

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no lancey is! I'm two days older than lancey but like a year and a half younger than you omg I feel like a stalker

kindle, sorry about rogue capital letters

lancey are you still applying for americas next top model the last girl?
if you are I'll apply for a guy //gulp
but if you're not I'll be the bitchy girl in the house who nobody likes apply for the last girl woo

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"my name is Alec Lee Grey"

"I am twenty two"

"I was born In Venice, Italy"

A DREAMER

" I am a dreamer. My parents show me how im supposed to live and that this is the only way. But I Cant believe that. I wont believe that this is the only way in life, there must be more. I know I wasn't born for this life, My fate lies in something bigger. In something that matters. I will find it. I just have to keep looking. I have my dreams, and I love them. I will succeed. Because there are a million mysterious that are waiting to be discovered, And Im going to find them. Don't let people tell You your caught up in all your foolish dreams, Just simply reply with, well Martin Luther King Did fine by his dreams"

CARING

" I care for everyone. And thing. Because we are all equal, big or small. We all have a place in this world. And we have to carry out our place. We all fit somehow, like a puzzle. You need every piece to finish it. No matter who they are, what they, what color, what sexuality, what race, what clothes, style, gender, or anything. Under the skin we are all the same. I will treat every person and living thing as if it were my own. Every living thing deserves chance to survive. But most never get that chance"

INSPIRING

" I am inspiring. I love to inspire people. Because the moment I have, you can see the fire in their eyes to become something more, to be all that they can be. Every person has the power to make a difference, you just need the will to make it happen. All you need to think about when you just want to call it quits is I am strong, I am smart an I am important. Don't stay silent about the things that matter. Because the moment we become silent, Our will to survive is about nothing. Let your life be your message to the world. If you don't live for something, We die for nothing. Our goal isn't to live forever, But to create something that will. And you don't want something bad enough until your will to want it is as bad as your will to breath "

He doesn't have to treat you like a princess and spoil you everyday, but he knows what he has to do to show his love and he will never hurt you. If he accidentally hurts you, he doesn't hesitate to come to you, admit his mistake and apologize sincerely. When he promises that you will be the only woman he loved, then he really doesn't have another woman in his heart. In other words, he takes full responsibility for his own words and realize them in his action. He loves all of the strengths and weaknesses you have. And most importantly, he loves your imperfection, perfectly. he is mature in thinking and has good plans for the future. Of course, he doesn't spend most of his time playing video games and watching tv everyday. He is able to balance fun and relaxation with work and productivity. Maybe he's not handsome, but he always seems very excited, his face looks so bright, he dares to face everyone, and he has a pleasant personality. Most importantly, he is just being himself and not trying desperately to change his attitude and behave like everyone else.He can tell you what really happens when he makes a mistake. He does everything for you with sincerity with no bad intentions. In addition, he is a man who doesn't seek your approval by giving praise and doesn't hesitate to criticize yourself when you make a mistake. He notices every little thing you do. When you try your best to look pretty, he will praise you. When you fetch him a glass of water, he will say 'thank you'. When you do things that are out of your habit, he notices it. He also becomes the first person in front of you to protect you from all kinds of dangers. But he loves to revolt. If he has a strong opinion you will hear it. He isn't afraid to speak his mind. He doesn't follow directions. Doesn't follow any adult. Alec also has a temper. But when he wants to make something happen he will make it happen.

HISTORY
" well, im not going to make a time line. Ever since I was born, My father Has wanted me to be a fighter, or a boxer in other words. But he isn't the nicest man. He was a drunk and an alcoholic. I can still remember The nights where I crouched under the kitchen table, while my dad beat on my Helpless mom. A little while after that I was put into foster care. I was in more than seven homes. In one of them I was raped. And foster care was horrible. Everytime I found a new home, I had hope. Thy said they loved me, and they wanted me. But sure enough six monthes later they told me they didnt want me. And the feeling of not being wanted is unbearable. Knowing they didn't want me, made me cry. Because they used me, they took me in and when they had had their fun they threw me out like trash. But I kept letting people into my heart, and they just kept leaving their scars. But one day I learned. And I built walls, barriers around myself. I became a person with no feeling, because as long as I didn't feel, I could never hurt again, I could never feel pain. You don't know how hard it was to show no emotion. I cried myself to sleep every night. But then came the last home. And something happened. I let them in, because I really thought they loved me. But the man in that house raped me. And I broke down. You don't know how hard it is when you are told again and again that somebody doesn't want you. After a while, You start to blame yourself. You tell yourself that its your fault. That no one could ever love you. You blame yourself, because you don't know any better. But one night I had silently risen from bed, I had crept down stairs. I grabbed a knife and was going to kill myself. One quick slice was all it would take. And why shouldn't I? no body would miss me? I had nobody that would care, nobody that loved me enough to cry a single tear if i was gone. But i couldn't do it. Because i was weak, i had told myself. I cried and cried, because i couldn't do it. I wanted to crawl in a hole and die in it. I wanted everybody to go away. I wanted all the pain to stop. I felt like i was about to break. And then after i thought nothing else bad could happen i was sent back to my father. My mother had died earlier in my life. And that's why im leaving. Because i am strong. I don't want to be a boxer, I want to be an artist. I want to give people relief from their pain. I am not going to live this life anymore."

" i brought with me, My guitar, a suitcase full of clothes, and nessisitys. i stole my fathers money. I brought my art stuff. I brought my hope and strength. I brought my courage and faith. And my dreams. But most of all I brought my will to live and my inspiration."

RP SAMPLE

I noticed her hands balled up. And I realized how much of a prick I was being. When she came closer to me my heart almost stopped. My breathing was even like always. But my green eyes were searching hers, as if for an answer. Her hand rested on my face and my skin was tingling. I liked the feeling. She reached up, about to kiss me, she was about to kiss me! Something inside me, wanted me to kiss her. I had no idea where it came from. But then she didn't. She hesitated, and recoiled. she snapped back into her comfort zone. I processed it all in my head for a second. I didn't know what to do. My feelings were scrambled, and my emotions felt played with. I was confused. Its like she wanted me one minute, then didn't want me another minute. My mind felt confused. I should have kissed her, but I didn't. Because I was afraid. I Wasn't afraid because of me. I was afraid for her. with her, I couldn't predict what came next. I was afraid that if I had kissed her, she would have pushed herself from me. That she would recoil in on herself. But we both thought that we were both incapable of love. But I knew from the first time I met her on the stairs, That we were linked. We were connected because we were practically the same in many ways. I have always stayed my distance from people. I have always stayed on my own little island. But now I was on a beach, and everything I have known, that I have felt is turning against me. It was like all my walls that I had built against everybody could easily be broken down by Fallen. It felt like my walls were caving in. And I had no protection. and frankly that scared the shit out of me. I have never stopped to feel real emotion. I have always ran away, because as long as I kept running nothing could ever hurt me. And now I couldn't run, and I couldn't hide. I was out in the open, like a buck in a meadow. anything could happen, and I had nothing to protect me. I didn't say anything, I just followed her.

I hope this is good enough for you. The reason why the history is so detailed is because i wrote it from the heart. Even though im actually a girl. The details about the father and the mother i made up. But everything about fostercare is true. That was my expirence in fotercare. I went into fotercare at the age of two, and finally escaped the system at age ten, so overall i was in their for eight years.

im done with my form

It's okay. So am I accepted