private for me and нeaтнer

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hayden made a vague 'kind of' gesture with his hand, "i guess you could call it small. i'd say it was more squashed than anything. but it will have to do," he told aubrey, trying to think of the best way to describe the small slit between the rubble that he slept in. he took her through the last doorway to the room with the collapsed back wall, "here it is in all it's wonder and beauty!" he presented it, maybe exaggerating slightly. hayden walked over to the slope of cement 'crumbs' and larger rocks. he kicked a few out of the way as to make access to the wall easier. he pointed the the small hole that aubrey would have to climb into, "is it okay?" he asked, biting his lip, "you can keep my coat and you can have my jumper too if you want. don't worry it will be really warm and comfortable!" he offered, trying to reassure her. his little cubby hole seemed to have lost some of it's charm in the past half hour since hayden had left it.

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plants vs zombies? come on, i thought you were better than that
/shakes head disapprovingly

i feel really bad about writing really long posts because i get worried that you'll be bored reading it..
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"it's night!?" hayden exclaimed, surprised and confused. he had kind of lost all perception of time. he slept when he was tired, woke up whenever and spent the rest of his time daydreaming, grieving and trying not to go mad. seeing as he had only woken up about forty-five minutes ago, he was shocked that it was night; had he really stayed inside for that long? nodding absent-mindedly at aubrey, he held out a hand to help her into the 'bed'
he began to devise a plan. after all, they had to get out of this building sooner or later; unless they wanted to starve to death. that, or go crazy and kill each other. they would have to leave, even if it was for something as simple as seeing sunlight and breathing fresh air, something they had taken for granted before.

but it was different then! hayden argued with himself.
what was so different? his mind retorted angrily, taunting him

feeling himself getting annoyed, hayden stopped. he didn't want aubrey to think he was mad. he was just lonely and he had gotten used to talking to himself. he brought his attention back to the blonde, and gave her a small smile.

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i tried to do a longer one for you<3

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a look of doubt flashed across hayden's face, though he wasn't sure why. he did trust this girl.

didn't he?

he bit his lip, blinking at her for a moment. "one second," he mumbled, beginning to walk back towards the door. then, just in case he was confusing her he held up one index finger, "i'm going to get the box," he explained to her before shuffling through the doorway.
he thought about what could happen. he was pretty sure aubrey wasn't going to kill him in his sleep and make off with his supplies, she didn't seem like that sort of girl. he quickly crossed that idea and a few other like it off his mental list. the only other threat was zombies, and hayden was pretty confident that this place was pretty much abandoned. even if it wasn't the zombie would find it rather hard to make it's way through the maze of rooms and then into their tiny, crack-like hiding space.
kneeling on the floor he quickly, but orderly, shoved his few supplies back into the small box. he left the empty can standing on the floor. there was no point putting it back in the box -- it was only extra weigh. besides, maybe that could be an excuse to leave the building.

doing up the small plastic clips that kept his box closed he stood up. feeling rather official with his small pack acting as a briefcase. he made his way back to the room containing aubrey and their bed. he held up the case, showing her her that he had it before proceeding to climb in to the wall, hoping he didn't look too stupid. he chuckled as he lay down inside and made himself comfortable.
"you coming in, honey?" he asked in a ridiculously high voice, obviously joking.

he didn't think he would be tired, seeing as he had only been asleep just a little while ago he was surprised at how weary he suddenly felt. his eyelids felt heavy and his limbs ached as if he had just ran in a race.

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yay, another long one
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hayden nodded in reply to her question, even though he knew she wouldn't be able to see him.
at least he wouldn't be cold in the night. he didn't have his coat but aubrey was blocking up the entrance, preventing any cold from entering -- and leaving. he was sweating already, but didn't want to move her just in case she was comfortable or already asleep.
he was so tired and he wanted to sleep, but the worry was keeping him awake. how far near the entrance is she? what if a zombie does manage to get in? what if it can reach her?
hayden knew he would never forgive himself if a zombie got to aubrey. uncertainty rose inside him. the last he had seen of the outside, it was pretty much abandoned -- by humans and zombies. he had seen that there were a few cars left, but he didn't bother investigating.
but that was a few days ago, what if the zombies had began to creep back in to the town?
"aubrey!" he cried, his uneasiness getting the better of him. shook her shoulder gently at first, and then a bit more vigorously. it's already too late, hayden, give up his mind nagged him.
he couldn't mov and he began to feel claustrophobic, "aubrey!" he shouted again

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sorry, i had to rush this one.
your's are getting much longer though!
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"what do you want, hayden? is there zombies?"

hayden let out a sigh of relief. it was okay, she was only sleeping. he didn't need to be so paranoid. before he could open his mouth to reply and explain she spoke again.

"hey hayden? what if one of us sleep while the other watches out for any zombies? i know that means we'll get less sleep, but we'll be safer that way ; right?"

hayden cocked his head to one side, thinking over her offer. it actually wasn't a bad idea. he nodded again, before voicing his action, "yeah, that's a good idea. that way i won't have to worry about you all night," he told her, sounding a bit more protective than he meant to. he didn't exactly want to admit it, but his alpha male instincts had come out. he watched aubrey's actions, noticing that she didn't panic when there was a chance that there was a zombie near them -- at least she wasn't one of those squeal-y, girly-girl types. he couldn't stand that. and at least if, or when a zombie did attack them, he wouldn't be the only one defending. at he began to take deep, dusty breaths into the lungs he thought about what he would do in a zombie attack. hopefully he wouldn't panic; if he could at least keep his head straight he would actually have a chance at shooting one of them and saving him- no, themselves.
"okay, move over," he told aubrey, beginning to shuffle towards the opening, "i'm doing first watch so you can get a little bit of sleep, i don't trust you to stay awake!" he said in a jokey way; but he was deadly serious. the choice between who did first watch could be the choice between life and death.

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thats fine bbu<33333
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"i can take care of myself, thank you very much. i know i came to you for help pretty much, but i know how to survive on my own."

she didn't sound sarcastic or snarky, she was just trying to defend herself; so hayden kept his mouth shut.

"wake me up in an hour or so.."

he heard her mumbled voice as he crawled out and into the slope of rubble. "yeah, yeah. whatever," he muttered in reply, obviously reluctant to comply. he wanted to let aubrey sleep and catch up on the sleep she had missed, he didn't want to wake her up when she would still be tired and possibly grumpy. no, it would probably be best to let her sleep until she was fully rested and much more capable to be on watching duties.
he tried not to let his plan show in his tone of voice. he knew if he gave it away aubrey would probably shoot back at him with an irritated remark and a whole speech about how it was 'unfair' and 'if he didn't wake her up then she wouldn't sleep' or something like that.
he sat for a while, just enjoying the silence, before speaking up.
"i know you can take care of yourself, but i still worry about you," he tried to think of an example to show his train of thought, "it's like, how you worry about your mother, even though you know she's totally capable of handling things by herself," he told aubrey. it was the easiest way of saying he cared about her and he didn't want anything to happen to her without actually saying it. he didn't care about her that much though. right?

this was ridiculous, he had only known this girl for an hour; how could he 'care about her'?
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hayden took the silence as a sign that aubrey was asleep and he should probably shut up and stop talking to avoid waking her up.

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best. post. ever.
can we time skip to a few hours ahead?

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hayden rubbed his eyes and yawned. no, he couldn't fall asleep, aubrey wasn't awake yet. he could wake her up.. no, that would be unfair. he had been watching for a few hours [despite the order from aubrey to wake her up after an hour], nothing had happened -- and he was pretty sure now that nothing was going to happen. maybe he could just go to sleep, it's not like anyone would notice. besides, he would be awake before aubrey and no one would have to know.
he sighed, he was getting bored and weary after sitting on the cold, grubby floor all night and he wanted nothing more than to curl up somewhere warm and comfy where he could feel safe and sleep easy. ha, good luck finding a place like that! his mind taunted him cruelly

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omg could a zombie attack them, or at least find it's way into their building. so hayden has to wake up aubrey when she's still half asleep and they have to run and try a new place to stay. maybe they could try one of the cars and it works, but neither of them know how to drive a car?

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sorry! i left for a few days and then i lost the bookmark..
i'm playing the walking dead again to help get my muse high!

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hayden turned his body so he was facing aubrey. he eyes were shut and she looked so innocent, her blond her covering her face. he smiled to himself and for a moment everything was normal and happy and okay. but just for a moment.
"come on, aubrey," he mumbled to himself, standing up. hayden began to pace around the room, trying to get some circulation back into him numb backside
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