with every single kiss ( private, mekari )

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honestly, komaeda had been literally everywhere at this point. but anyway, it'd been a while since the albino serval had been at his birthplace; darkclan. although he knew better than to cross the border of course, he wasn't that stupid.
komaeda's true intentions were to meet one of his littermates, and no-- not his parents. of course, it hurt his heart every time he thought about them, but hey, he had hope. that definitely wasn't going to stop him, nope!
in fact, ko didn't even remember his littermates. they were just faint memories-- thanks to blanca and blair. quietly, he sat down, waiting. wow, he really was stupid just waiting for someone in particular. but hey, that's komaeda for you. he looked so determined too, with his slate coloured eyes focused on the borderline. oh, how dumb indeed.

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and here's where komaeda's stupidity rolls in. he had absolutely no idea who his littermates looked like.
"ah, just waiting. waiting for my siblings." komaeda replied, not even taking a glance at the solid serval. actually, ko was quite surprised that the stranger hadn't attempted to maim him yet. the albino serval shot a glance up at the darkclanner, which to his surprise was one of his kind. a hopeful smile just barely came upon his face, but it was there. maybe? no, it seemed silly. there were tons of servals out there that could be his kin, just think about it.

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"komaeda. komaeda nagito, son of blanca and blair." komaeda replied, his voice slowly trailing off at the mentioning of his parents. how sad, really. come on, komaeda, cheer up! you're usually never like this!

( sudden muse drop sobs )

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okay, so maybe ko's suspicions were correct. kind of.
"oh! well it's nice to meet you, hinata." the albino serval jumped up from his sitting position, and made direct eye contact with his brother. ah, how that sounded so nice on the tongue! he examined hinata quite briefly, to which hopefully he wouldn't notice.

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"i left for bloodclan because our parents abandoned me." komaeda replied with no emotion at all, at least he was trying not to show any. he smiled for a couple of seconds, then having himself an idea. "i've got it! you should come with me to bloodclan!" the albino serval exclaimed, he didn't even think about if hinata would even consider leaving darkclan. he was just, well, lonely you could say. not to mention that he didn't exactly make a good first impression when angering the deputy, even if he didn't do it purposely.

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( by the way!! it's actually blanca, not bianca. c: )

"i left darkclan and joined without problems, as long as you swear your loyalty to them!" problems? well, the leaving part was true, although i think a bit indifferently when it comes to joining. like said, ko had a few issues joining bloodclan, but that was only because of his faulty personality.
ignoring the fact that hinata was barely listening, komaeda was simply overjoyed from the fact that his brother would even just consider leaving with him! how wonderful, indeed!
as you can see here, komaeda tends to raise his hopes a bit too high, as he seems to be neglecting the fact that there is obviously a possibility that hinata will decline. my, does he have a lot to learn.

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komaeda paused for a moment, although didn't have a disappointed expression upon his face. it was still a maybe, of course! "do not lose hope, komaeda." the serval mumbled quietly as he looked at his paws, then whipping his head back up, smiling once more. "of course i don't mind! i understand." ko replied. he was all happiness on his shell, hm?

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"just a note to myself." the serval then shook his head, attempting to change the subject. "ah, anyway; how have you been?" indeed was he running out of things to say, and so was his loving roleplayer whom was itching to roleplay junko for a while too.

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( i apologize for the super late reply ahh!! )

"i've been quite good, nothing has really happened to me since all i've done is trudge through a desert." to put it simply, that was true. there wasn't even any more to say, than that stupid desert. why was bloodclan located at an oasis that just so happened to be in a desert? why couldn't they live somewhere decent? these are the questions that remain unanswered, sadly. why would you live in a giant sandbox, why?

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komaeda jerked his head back a bit, though quickly recovering and replying, "well... that's a good question. i don't really think there's much hope to be brought here." so, what did he mean by that? nobody really knows, it all simply was intuition from komaeda zetsubou nagito. "do you suggest that i put it into consideration, hinata?"