Private Training for Penutpelt!

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    Okay, I will let you ask any questions you want first, then I will give my full introduction.

    I'm not sure that I really have any questions. I just want to say I love the idea you have with doing this. Wait...I do have a question. Will we have like a main thread for people to get help? Or how will that work?

    For each person who needs help I will make a different thread, so as to keep them confidential I will invite only them amd you so we can work togeather. I tried this before on one other account I used to have, it didnt work out very well, but then again I didnt make it sound so interesting either. See there I go again, letting my mind type and wander

    Yeah that is what I hope. I like to help people, I dont know why. Sometimes I think its because I dont want anyone to do what I have done to myself (if you know what I am talking about; if not dont worry about it. Its nothing very bad, but its nothing good either. But thats only serious cases I hope. (That sounds like a doctor "serious cases". I am hyper tonight you may jist want to skip over the parenthesis.)). Other times I guess its because I care about people too much, but thats a good thing.

    Yea I want to help a lot because of what I have gone through, I think that I may be able to help alot of people. And I have not done many good things to myself. Before I tell you something, how old are you? I don't want to say and then you be like 7 XD

    Ni I am 14 but sometimes I act like I am way older, especially when I get an attitude.

    Haha same, I'm 13. But I have had such bad things happen and have suffered from depression, without treatment for I won't tell my parents, and I have attempted suicide once. But yea, obviously that didn't work, but I am recovering on my own, my parents still don't know what I did, but that's why I want to help so badly, I want to keep people from sinking as low as I did. I felt no one was there for me and loved me so yea. But that's also the reason why, I just didn't want it out there for everyone to see, you know?

    I get you. I have felt depressed before, and a bit again last nigh t(i will explain that later if you want) and as much as I hate admiting it, I have cut (actually it was more of scratching myself on purpose). I probably should stop keeping my fingernails long for that reason, but... And I hate myself for doing it afterwards, but it seems like I cant control myself when I do it. (It may sound weird the way I worded it but your the first person I told that to so...)

    I'm better at keeping myself from doing when I can sing or listen to my music. Sometimes I write down little notes or poetry, which could be considered morbid sometimes. Other times it seems like nothing will help though, I don't know why... (But I am babbling again, where were we? I can skip my introduction unless you want to get to know me a little better.)

    Well, if you want I will give a proper introduction to myself tomorrow, but as of right now, I have to go to bed. Ugh, school...(the fun-filled prison trap full of bullies)

    Okay, so here is my full introduction.


    My name is Christina, I am 14 years old, and I live in tge middle of nowhere, literally. The only friends I have are a online or live thrity miles away and I can't drive so... I have a lot of pets, six cats, a dog, two betta fish, and a rat. I was picked on back in thrid grade brcause I liked cats so much, most of the timr being meowed at or being calked cat girl, I simply responded with a hiss or growl (yes, I liked cats so much that I acted like one.) After fifth grade it got better for a while, aside from the fact that my teachers were mean. Sixth grade I met my first boyfriend. Well, after that year, him and one of my friends moved away and me and him broke up after he'd been gone for a few monyhs. My friend and I hardly speak anymore. I have had some issues with girls at my school this year, long story. That boy and I got back together, and broke up again within three weeks. Well, thats it. It may not seem as bad as I occasinaly make it out to be. But, yeah... Now you know a bit more about your mentor, huh? :) Well, I am off to prepare a Hidden Warriors Guide, I will give you the link to read it when I finish.

    Okay. The I am writing the guide out on paper right now, so I think I will just put bits of it on here as I go. I take tgin6s seriously,perhaps too much. Anyways, I created a symbol for all hidden warriors, we don't have to wear it, I do wear mine. I will show you a picture of it as soon as its finished. I plan on having morr people join this little group. Not only can it be a support center, but also we could do,greatly in putting an end to bullying! (Throwing out random ideas. What do you think?)

    Okay, I will make a thread later to start spreading the word. Maybe I will start a fancypost thing, ya know like the green post project.