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  • [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=#003F87; borderwidth=0px; font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Aoba Seragaki [/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#ADEAEA borderwidth=px;][img width=510 height=416]http://fc03.deviantart.net/fs7…y_fckyeahpunk-d5z5cdh.png[/img]

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    ゼロに肖る寓意
    ゼロでさえ化す寓意
    Also call for
    君露な無垢を跳ぶ
    Play to imitate this love
    永劫の矛先
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    Random sub account time! \(^7^)/
    Have you ever heard of DRAMAtical Murder?


    Virus noticed Alec's expression and glared at him suspiciously. "What's with that weird-ass grin? Is there something on my face?" He'd noticed the girl whispering something to Alec, and was more then a little curios to know what she'd said. He'd never admit to it though...



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    [glow=blue,2,300]Ray of hope



    蹴倒したドア 
    陽気なスラング
    継ぎ足す謎と憂う人に
    牙を差し出し夢に眩れる
    試されたドア 
    踏み込むジャーゴン
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    [font=georgia][glow=Black,4,600][color=#8C2680][size=36pt][i]Chai


    Not at all
    "No. She just asked if you were really a guy," he said, not biting his lip while he restricted himself from laughing.it didn't help and he bent his head over has he snickered
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  • [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Ib [/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#FFFAFA borderwidth=px;][img width=510 height=497]http://img.batoto.net/comics/2…2d920c56137/img000007.png[/img]

    Inside a world of broken colors there,
    Stabbed inside a still young eye socket,
    Was a single red rose
    Even this swaying pain,
    Even this dizziness that hides peace
    Even this warped despair
    You erased them all for me

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    check it out=> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DRAMAtical_Murder


    Normally Virus would have just laughed or pretended to get angry at hearing this, but for some reason this time it actually kind of hurt. He wasn't about to let Alec know that it bothered him though, and put on a fake smile. "Haha, real funny. I bet she was thinking I'd look cute in a dress." He laughed and acted cheerful, but he was unable to meet Alec's gaze and deposited him on a sofa as soon as he could. "You might want to get some rest. I'll get you an asprin and a glass of water to help your headache." He said evenly, still not looking at the other boy.


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    This love we etched inside this dream
    I want to melt it in this landscape painting


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    [font=georgia][glow=Black,4,600][color=#8C2680][size=36pt][i]Chai


    "Thanks man," Alec said and gave him a smile. He shifted on the couch a little, now noticing Virus wouldn't look at him. Alec dropped him smile, not knowing what had upset him, Alec just leaned back on the couch and closed his eyes
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    Inside a world of broken colors there,
    Stabbed inside a still young eye socket,
    Was a single red rose
    Even this swaying pain,
    Even this dizziness that hides peace
    Even this warped despair
    You erased them all for me

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    DMMd is weird, but I love it :3


    Virus made his way into the kitchen and set about finding a clean glass in the cubboards. Suddenly he felt arms wrap around his waist from behind, scaring the heck out of him. "Hey are you really a guy?" Said the slurred voice of one of Alec's friends. Virus grit his teeth as he realized with irritation that the guy was even worse off then Alec had been. "Of course I am, so get your grubby paws off me!" He snapped, trying to ebow the guy in the ribs. "I dun' beleiv you." The guy said with a grin, and before Virus could stop him the guy lifted up his shirt part way and stuck his hands up. Virus gasped and his face flushed crimson at the vulgar feeling of the violation. "Hey, what do you think your doing?! Don't touch me, pervert!"
    "Aw c'mon, I ain't hurting you~" The guy said next to Virus's ear, blowing noxious breath all over his face and making him gag. Virus struggle vainly as one of the guy's hands traved up and the other travled down, undoing the smaller boy's pants. "D-Dammit, stop it already! Don't touch me there!" Virus exclaimed ina panicked voice, his heart pounding in fear. "Oh, I guess you are a guy." Said the older boy, not sounding bothered in the least. "You've even had a reaction down there, or is that from before, with Alec?"
    "Shut up! Let me go!" Virus snarled, humiliated and revolted with the other boy, and with himself.


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    This love we etched inside this dream
    I want to melt it in this landscape painting


    The post was edited 1 time, last by ブルック (Ib) ().

  • [align=center][size=28pt][glow=black,2,300]Chia[color=black]♕[/size]
    [font=arial][color=#8a8a8a]All this time I was finding myself «
    » And I didn't know I was lost

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    [hr]I can tell... Ever heard of Ouran Host Club?


    Alec opened his eyes when he heard a voice close to Virus's almost yelling from the kitchen. The noise around him was loud but the kitchen wasn't far and Virus' voice wasn't easy to forget. Alec was about to close his eyes again as another yell came from a familiar voice.


    Alex pushed himself up and almost fell back down. He steadied himself and mumbled, "what happened now?" Before heading to the kitchen he walked to the door with his head down and looked up as he got there and had his mouth open to say something. Instead he stopped dead seeing Virus and the other guy across the room.


    He gulped, trying to react to Virus being exposed like that, like this. Alec clenched his hands into first and snapped out of his surprised state. Something snapped in Alec's head, no one had any right to do that to him, to Virus. Sure Alec had been angry before. He'd gotten angry at people who had teased Virus when they were younger and plenty of other people, but this was different. It was like Virus was being hurt, and that didn't fit with Alec.[/fancypost]

  • [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Ib [/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#FFFAFA borderwidth=px;][img width=510 height=497]http://img.batoto.net/comics/2…2d920c56137/img000007.png[/img]

    Inside a world of broken colors there,
    Stabbed inside a still young eye socket,
    Was a single red rose
    Even this swaying pain,
    Even this dizziness that hides peace
    Even this warped despair
    You erased them all for me

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    yes, yes i have :3


    Despite all of his protests, the larger boy's movements never slowed. J-just how far is he gonna go with this?! I'm in serious trouble if someone doesn't come soon! His breath came out in rapib gasps and he started to feel numb. "Yer really cute for a guy, ya' know." Said the older boy with a chuckle, pulling Virus's shirt up to expose the pale skin of his slender chest and abdomen. " 's not fair if Alec keeps you 'll to 'imself." The boy started biting at Virus's ear, making him shiver. "Ngh...shut...up!" Virus gasped as his eyes filled with tears. Like what usually happened when he was upset, his accent had become more obvious. "Just...shut up...dammit!"
    Suddenly Virus realised that there was someone else was in the room. His hope soared, and then plummetted when he saw who it was. "Shit...Alec...don't look at me..." He whimpered, humiliated at being exposed in front of his friend like this.


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    This love we etched inside this dream
    I want to melt it in this landscape painting


  • [align=center][size=28pt][glow=black,2,300]Chia[color=black]♕[/size]
    [font=arial][color=#8a8a8a]All this time I was finding myself «
    » And I didn't know I was lost

    [fancypost bgcolor=; borderwidth= 0px; color: White; font-family: arial; text-align: center;]
    [hr]They crack me up, I watched all the ones I found in English in one night once


    Alec looked somewhat calmed on the outside as he saw Virus being further striped, but inside he was on fire from anger. His hands shook slightly as he held himself back from punching a wall, or the perverted idiot in front of him.


    No ones doing that to Virus, he thought and something in his head whispered back, except you. Alec truly hated that though, but at the moment he ignored it and swallowed again.


    Alec walked over to the two, barely looking at Virus mainly out of his friend's request for him not to and for the fact he didn't want to see Virus like that, being touched and in a way molested. He snapped the guy's wrist in the air before he got a change to remove anymore of Virus' clothes. "Why don't you stop undressing Virus and go make out with a fucking pillow you bastard." when Alec spoke, his voice broom from calm to angered at the end of his sentence. [/fancypost]

    The post was edited 1 time, last by Chai ♕ [school] ().

  • [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Ib [/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#FFFAFA borderwidth=px;][img width=510 height=497]http://img.batoto.net/comics/2…2d920c56137/img000007.png[/img]

    Inside a world of broken colors there,
    Stabbed inside a still young eye socket,
    Was a single red rose
    Even this swaying pain,
    Even this dizziness that hides peace
    Even this warped despair
    You erased them all for me

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    srry it took me so long to reply, I've been feeling pretty sick lately and haven't had a chance to get online >~>


    (he wasn't "in a way molested" he was molested, I just didn't put in all the details 'cause of, you know.....content rules....*cough*)
    "Look who decided to show up," The boy said with a grin as he turned his gaze to Alec. Virus hid his face as best as he could, wishing he could disappear. With the hand that wasn't busy in the younger boy's pants the older boy grabbed Virus by the chin and forced him to turn his face twards Alec. The smaller boy's face was flushed crimson and covered in tears and sweat, causing his hair to stick to his forehead and cheeks. He felt so weak at this point that he could only keep his eyes half open; his mouth hung open slightly as he panted heavily."Your boyfriend's come to save th' day." The larger boy sneered, angling Virus's limp body so that Alec could get a good view. Virus tried to say something, but all that came out was a moan as more tears ran down his face. "Isn't that cute~" Cooed the older boy, stroking Virus's cheek. "Why don't ya' let me borrow him for a bit? I promise I'll return him undamaged."


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    This love we etched inside this dream
    I want to melt it in this landscape painting


  • [align=center][size=28pt][glow=black,2,300]Chia[color=black]♕[/size]
    [font=arial][color=#8a8a8a]All this time I was finding myself «
    » And I didn't know I was lost

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    [hr]Hope you feel better dude :/ it sucks being sick.
    I just jumped at my phone from a text message. I'm so brave..ow ow cat on the leg, cat on the leg...
    Alec wouldn't look at Virus. He'd seen already when he'd walked into the kitchen."Yeah, same change of me kissing you" Alec growled, "and neither of those things are going to happen. Would you just get out of Virus's pants and let him go? Or maybe I'll kick your ass hard enough that you'll lose your own jewels," Alec snapped the end of hai sentence, running out of patience for the bastard.


    His breaths were coming out almost choppy, like when he'd been really little and trying not to cry or, as he got older, lose his temper. Alec was in between both of those states as he heard Virus whimpering and breath, and saw him out of the corner of it eye.[/fancypost]

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    Inside a world of broken colors there,
    Stabbed inside a still young eye socket,
    Was a single red rose
    Even this swaying pain,
    Even this dizziness that hides peace
    Even this warped despair
    You erased them all for me

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    sgvvvghfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkklhhhhhhhhhhhhhhm CAT GET OFF MAH KEYBOARD!!SGggggggggffffffffffffffffffffcccccj =~=" ug why u do this kitteh?


    "Aw, feeling shy?" Mocked the boy as he noticed Alec's refusal to look at Virus. "Or is it that you just can't stand seeing your sweetheart looking to unraveled?" A moment later the boy heaved a sigh and said, "As tempting as he is, I don't feel like getting beaten up over a guy." At this he release Virus, and the smaller boy immediately slumped to the ground and curled up in a ball. "It would be unkind to leave him in such a painful state though." The guy added with a smirk and he headed twards the back door, just a few feet away. Oddly enough he didn't seem drunk at all, as if it had all been just a front before, or as if he was someone else completely. "He's almost over the edge, so I'll leave the rest to you, Alec. Have fun~" He laughed a little and started to exit though the doorway. Halfway through he stopped, with his back to the two, and said, "One more thing: he really want you, you know. He was thinking about you the whole time I was playing with him. That kind of loyalty is hard to come by these days." With that the boy disappeared. Later on they would realize that no one had any clue who he was, or where he went.


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    This love we etched inside this dream
    I want to melt it in this landscape painting


    The post was edited 1 time, last by ブルック (Ib) ().

  • [align=center][size=28pt][glow=black,2,300]Chia[color=black]♕[/size]
    [font=arial][color=#8a8a8a]All this time I was finding myself «
    » And I didn't know I was lost

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    [hr]Alec turned away from the guy, ignoring his last comment. He knelt down by Virus and set his hand on his friends arm. Alec opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't think of anyhing that would really help.


    He didn't know if Virus was thinking about you. He only said that do get in your head. frown at the whisper in his head. It was probably true, but it hurt to think it was.
    Doesn't matter, Virus didn't deserve to be treated like that.


    Alec sighed softly, still mad at himself for letting that happen to Virus. "I'll go grab you some extra cloths if you want? I think your shirt landed in the sink and, who knows what's gone down it in the past few hours.." Alec stood up again, not sure if Virus was going to answer him, or was even listening.[/fancypost]

  • [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Ib [/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#FFFAFA borderwidth=px;][img width=510 height=497]http://img.batoto.net/comics/2…2d920c56137/img000007.png[/img]

    Inside a world of broken colors there,
    Stabbed inside a still young eye socket,
    Was a single red rose
    Even this swaying pain,
    Even this dizziness that hides peace
    Even this warped despair
    You erased them all for me

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    Virus's eyes had been stightly shut before, but when ALec started to get up his eyes shot open. "N-no...w-ait!' He exclaimed, his voice slightly hoarse. He bolted into a sitting position and grabbed hold of the older boy's arm before he could walk away. "P-please..." He wimpered, his eyes big and pleading. "D-don't leave me alone...Alec!" He was acting just as he had when he was a little boy -pale blonde at the time- stumbling after a older, tough looking boy. It seemed like all the years since then had been striped from him, and he was still trembaling slightly from fear. (hes traumatized Q~Q)


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    This love we etched inside this dream
    I want to melt it in this landscape painting


  • [align=center][size=28pt][glow=black,2,300]Chia[color=black]♕[/size]
    [font=arial][color=#8a8a8a]All this time I was finding myself «
    » And I didn't know I was lost

    [fancypost bgcolor=; borderwidth= 0px; color: White; font-family: arial; text-align: center;]
    [hr]pour guy ~.~


    Alec blinked in surprised. Virus hadn't acted like this is years. The black haired boy knelt back down by him before sitting down completely on the floor. "Virus, it's okay, no one else is gonna touch you like that. I promise." Alec put his forehead against his best friend's like Virus had down before. "I promise," Alec repeated, staring into the younger boy's dark blue eyes.[/fancypost]

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    Inside a world of broken colors there,
    Stabbed inside a still young eye socket,
    Was a single red rose
    Even this swaying pain,
    Even this dizziness that hides peace
    Even this warped despair
    You erased them all for me

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    I knoooow! Virus I gotta hug you nooow!
    Virus: How about you don't.
    Me: Nuu you need hug! *tries to hug*
    Virus: NIEN! *runs away*
    Me: COME BAAACK! *chases*
    Virus: NIIIEEEN!!!


    Virus's eyes widened in surprise at first in response to Alec's gesture. Then they slowly closed and he visibly relaxed. "Danke..." He murmured in German. He slowly lifted his arms and wrapped them around the older boy's shoulders. After a moment he managed a shaky smile. He still hadn't stopped shaking, but at least the tears had ceased to flow down his face.


    Me: *tackles Virus* GOTCHA
    Virus: NIEN! AUSSTEIGEN!!


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    This love we etched inside this dream
    I want to melt it in this landscape painting


  • [align=center][size=28pt][glow=black,2,300]Chia[color=black]♕[/size]
    [font=arial][color=#8a8a8a]All this time I was finding myself «
    » And I didn't know I was lost

    [fancypost bgcolor=; borderwidth= 0px; color: White; font-family: arial; text-align: center;]
    [hr]Alec: MY BOYFRIEND! *watches in horror*


    A smile appeared on Alec's face when he felt Virus put his arms around his shoulders and saw him smile.
    i shouldn't be smiling when he's shaking like that. The guilty made Alec lose his smile as he stared at Virus. His could still see where tears had been on his cheek and he could feel how bad Virus was shaking. Alec reached slipped off his shirt, doing his best not to move Virus. He set it down next to Virus silently before saying something a few seconds late. "Here, if you get a shirt on it might help your shaking a bit," he said, ignoring any surprised looks from the younger boy he got.


    Virus had seen Alec shirtless before when they were younger, but not much in the past few years since Alec hadn't dragged his friend to go swimming in the summer like he used to. [/fancypost]

  • [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Ib [/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#FFFAFA borderwidth=px;][img width=510 height=497]http://img.batoto.net/comics/2…2d920c56137/img000007.png[/img]

    Inside a world of broken colors there,
    Stabbed inside a still young eye socket,
    Was a single red rose
    Even this swaying pain,
    Even this dizziness that hides peace
    Even this warped despair
    You erased them all for me

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    Me: Waaah you're so cute! X3 *nuzzles*
    Virus: Aufhören! Alec! Holen Sie sich ihr von mir! >~<
    Me: you Do realize you're speaking German, right?
    Virus:....Scheiße


    Virus was caught off guard by Alec's sudden action and for a moment he just looked stupidly at Alec, then the shirt. He snapped out of it a few seconds later in response to the older boy's suggestion. He didn't think the cold was really the reason why he was shaking, but he nodded slightly anyways. By now he had recovered enough to push himself up into a sitting position. Though his arms and hands still felt numb, he managed to grab the shirt and pull it over his head. As expected, it was a little too big for him. Even so he only managed to get one arm into it's sleeve easily. He stuggled with the other arm and could seem to get his elbow through (I hate it when that happens XD). His still slightly flushed face turned a little redder in embarrassment. Hadn't this happened before? He remembered back to when he and Alec were still little. Whenever they were changing out of their swim suits Virus would always get stuck in his shirts, and after some frantic wiggling Alec would come help him put it on. Virus remembered how surprised he'd been that Alec never seemed to tease him about it. He never really teased him about his various faults at all, accualy. He would always just help him out with an understanding smile.


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    This love we etched inside this dream
    I want to melt it in this landscape painting


  • [align=center][size=28pt][glow=black,2,300]Chia[color=black]♕[/size]
    [font=arial][color=#8a8a8a]All this time I was finding myself «
    » And I didn't know I was lost

    [fancypost bgcolor=; borderwidth= 0px; color: White; font-family: arial; text-align: center;]
    [hr]Alec: "my boyfriend!" *is still horrifed*
    Me: ...


    Alec bit his lip as he chuckled a bit, seeing Virus stuck in his shirt. He leaned forward and placed his hand on his friends arm. He put the other under his chin and lifted his head up. "Need some help?" He asked, smiling slightly like he normally did when he found Virus stuck. Alec moved his hand away from his chin and took ahold of the sliver shifting it around Virus's elbow till the younger boy's hand and arm was free.


    Why did I do that? I should have just fixed the shirt, nothing else!
    Alec yelled at himself in his head as he leaned back away from his friend back to a natural sitting position. He didn't look Virus in the eye, thinking his friend would say something. He looked at the floor, he was shaking slightly from frustration with himself.


    How can I be so cruel to want to get Virus like that guy had him, bit never let anyone else touch him?


    Because, you know he wouldn't want you.


    But still, I don't want to do that to Virus.


    Yes you do, but you want him to want you to.


    Alec gave up fighting in his head. Why couldn't it be a lie? Because it's true he told himself sadly.[/fancypost]

  • [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Ib [/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=#FFFAFA borderwidth=px;][img width=510 height=497]http://img.batoto.net/comics/2…2d920c56137/img000007.png[/img]

    Inside a world of broken colors there,
    Stabbed inside a still young eye socket,
    Was a single red rose
    Even this swaying pain,
    Even this dizziness that hides peace
    Even this warped despair
    You erased them all for me

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    Me: *hugs tightly*
    Virus: *cough* can't...breathe...*goes limp*
    Me:....oops....o-o"


    Virus blushed furiously, both from the embarrassment of needing help, and from Alec's inexplicable gesture. Damn, I feel little a little kid! Why do I have to be so dependent on him?!


    But that's not such a bad thing, is it? You can use it to your advantage.


    As if. The only reason he does things like that is because he's used to taking care of me.


    So what? Let him baby you. Let him take care of you. So long as you can keep him close.


    Yes...as long as he's close...that's...good enough for me....


    I can live with that....


    "Verdammt!" Virus swore under his breath as he realized that his eyes were tearing up again. His hands clenched into fists and his head was bowed so that his hair hung down and hid his face from sight. "Why...do you have to mess with my emotions..?" He murmured shakily, his voice barely audible.


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    This love we etched inside this dream
    I want to melt it in this landscape painting


  • [align=center][size=28pt][glow=black,2,300]Chia[color=black]♕[/size]
    [font=arial][color=#8a8a8a]All this time I was finding myself «
    » And I didn't know I was lost

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    [hr]Alec looked up, he could barely hear the murmur, but he's been focused on Virus and had gotten used to his friend being quiet. "Virus...I didn't mean..." He stopped hearing the hurt in his voice, just shut up.
    Alec bit on his lip before leaning forward quickly. He tilted his friends head up and pressed against him, kissing Virus. He pulled away after only a few seconds, "now I'll leave you alone. Since I seem to mess with you to much." Alec got up and walked out of the kitchen before his friend would grab his arm to stop him.
    He pushed through all the drunk teens, girls staring at him because he was shirtless and a few guys who weren't completely wasted yet teasing him by asking if he'd been making out with his girlfriend. Alec walked to his room which he'd locked before and after checking his pockets, had lost the key to.
    You gave it to Virus for safe keeping since he never gets as drunk as you remember?
    He sighed, leaning against the door. "I can't talk to Virus after what I said. After what I did. I probably just pissed of my best friend," he muttered, though it was close to a normal voice. With all the music and yelling, it could have been a mutter.
    He stayed silent for a few more minutes till a girl came up. She started to flirt with him which was ignored. After a few minutes she leaned up and kissed Alec, which sent him frozen, not helping that she wasn't pulling away. Alec didn't care a lot if the girl kissed him, he'd kissed plenty, but this time it was different. It wasn't Virus who was kissing him. It was some random chick who just thought he was cute. Alec blinked his stiffness away and pushed the girl back. "Get off me!" She shrunk before walking away into another room.[/fancypost]