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    [justify][size=1]Lolita calmly paced down the hallways of the mansion, humming softly to herself as Summer, her chickadee, rested in the large bow firmly placed on the back of her neck. The snow colored doll was having one of those days where she simply could not keep her senses in check, and ghosts drifted in and out of her field of vision. She didn't mind, as most were friendly. However she was forced to ignore them, as she would rather her powers be kept secret. Lolita did not open up to anyone, ever.


    Although she had only joined a mere few days ago, she was already beginning to enjoy her new home. Nearly everyone in Sunclan appeared completely normal and polite, just what she wanted. She felt her thoughts drift back to her life before this, and quick flashbacks of her brother and father pulsed through her mind. Their angry faces, attacking her and violating her in so many ways made her cringe in horror. She would never go back, ever. Not for the dead litter she had disgustingly abandoned, not for her helpless mother, not for anyone. This was her new life. This was her chance to start over.


    They were the reason why she was fucked up in the head. They were the reason she was not attracted to males her age, but ones much, much older than her six months of life. It was sick and twisted but she couldn't help it because it was all she had ever known. She could not change herself, so she needed to hide what she really was. A kit killer, trash, a piece of shit. There was so much more. Lolita finally shoved the memories away, offering a tiny smile to the ghost of a kit that was drifting by her with a worried look on his face.
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    [font=arial][color=white][sub]Perched on a railing that overlooked the lobby, Kavinsky watched Lolita pass with curiosity. She looked like she was focusing hard on something as she occasionally cast glances off into space then turned away and continued padding along. Maybe she was seeing something he couldn't, and it sparked his curiosity as he smoothly leapt to the floor and followed.
    "You alright?" he meowed, catching up and calmly padding along beside her. "You look a little tense." His amber eyes showed reticent concern, and his pluming tail wavered across the floor behind them as they walked.

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    [justify][size=1]Lolita could sense Kavinksy was there even before he began to follow her as she wandered aimlessly. The young cat slowed her leisurely gait, letting him catch up if he wished to do so.


    "I'm fine," the hazel eyed doll lied smoothly, taken aback. Thankfully, the past few days she had been here, no one had taken much interest in her except for an unsettling tom that reminded her too much of her past. It was an odd feeling. "Quite frankly, I'm a bit nervous about being here. I only recently joined."
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    [font=arial][color=white][sub]His short chuckle sounded more like a choking noise that wrenched itself from his vocal chords. "I guess you can say that we're much alike, then." Kav muttered with a smirk, looking onward idly. He too was the new guy around these parts, and not too many cats were taking a particular liking to him.
    "But you don't look that 'fine' to me. You wanna tell me what's up?"

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    [justify][size=1]Oh God, that laugh. It reminded her of her father. Unfortunately, a lot of things reminded her of her father. It was getting to the point where she couldn't have a simple conversation without getting nervous or scared. She stayed a polite distance away from the tom, offering him a simple smile. Well of course Lolita wouldn't tell him what was going on. She'd never tell anyone, ever. It was like a dirty little secret, except it made her sick.


    "Ah, you are new as well?" Lolita asked, barely glancing at him. She purposefully ignored his question. It was happening again, she could feel herself turning jittery and Summer let out a series of chirps, sensing her friend's discomfort. At least she wasn't alone. "Oh, pardon my manners. My true name is Delores, however everyone took to calling me Lolita, so that is what I go by."
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    [font=arial][color=white][sub]He took notice of her careful words and avoidance of his, but said nothing and instead focused on the end of the long hall. He flicked an ear in acknowledgement when the small bird accompanying Lolita chirped at them.
    "Yes, I've only been around for half a moon or so. It's nice to meet you, Lolita." He smiled warmly and dipped his head. "I'm Kavinsky, and unlike you, I'm un-unique and lack a nickname." He gave a sharp laugh again, this time a bit more controlled and much quieter.
    ...Unless all the garbage they say when I'm not around counts. Instead of adding that, though, Kav held his tongue and waited for her response. Maybe he'd be able to crack her and find the secrets inside, but he could tell that it would take time and trust - and hey, a new friend wouldn't hurt.
    He could tell something was very wrong, and felt rather worried for the young she-cat. He wasn't one for helping others that much, but something he could not describe made him pity her.

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    You've got to be in the know Mystic... it's your job! Permafrost is counting on you an- "Oof!" She blinked, staggering away from whom she'd accidentally bumped into. You clumsy idiot! Way to go, you've gone and made yourself look like an idiot. Blushing under her fur, the Ambassador, dipped her head in apology to Kavinsky and Lolita, who she'd accidentally interrupted with her distraction. "Sorry... How are you two," Mysticpaw asked, figuring she may as well chat with them since she'd bumped into them.


    Jasminepaw raced down the marble stairs frantically, being lucky enough not to have tripped- until now.


    The young cream tabby tumbled down with a squeak and almost bowled straight into the growing crowd of cats, missing them by inches at most.



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    [justify][size=1]Lolita shot him another smile, this one real. Unique? Whatever she was, unique certainly wasn't the word for it. Freak was the most fitting word, in her opinion, but she wouldn't dare correct him.


    "It is a pleasure to meet you, Mr. Kavinsky," Lolita replied, purring a little which was obviously rare for her. Many new things were happening today, and it was making her feel a little winded. Only a few had been this nice to her, and this was the longest real conversation she had ever had. The snow colored feline almost felt giddy, but that feeling changed into alarm as soon as she was bumped into. She recognized Mysticglow from a previous encounter, and Lolita awkwardly smiled at her.


    "Hi there," Lolita said somewhat shyly, pausing to smooth down her ruffled her. "I'm fine, and yourself?" Thankfully, they had provided a distraction from the ghosts but every so often her hazel eyes would flit around the room, glancing at the invisible specters. Once again her thought process was interrupted as a ball of fur tumbled straight towards them.


    "Oh my word! Are you alright?" Lolita exclaimed, large almond-shaped eyes widened in alarm.



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    Mysticpaw looked back just in time to see Jas tumble down the stairs as she had when she was a kit. "Oh my heavenly ancestors," she mewed, eyes wide with fright, "Jas are you okay?!" Looking at Lolita, she dipped her head, "Sorry, one moment please," she added, trying to be polite. Hurrying over to the she-cat she frowned, casting out her ability, "Are you hurt? Do you need me to take any of the pain away?"


    "I'm fine, but thanks," Jasminepaw meowed, quickly looking at the large clock (?) on the wall and grumbled, irritated. "Is it really only 4:30? Dammit! Wrong time..."



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    Sighing in relief, Mysticpaw pulled her senses in, dimly aware that it was expanding towards the Physician's room, which would've been hella painful for her. She was still trying to master her ability but if anyone was ever in need, she would gladly use her powers to help, no matter to injury. She never took the actual injury, but the pain was hers to take and deal with. Looking back at the group, she smiled softly, "What does the time have to do with anything," she asked her friend before moving back towards Lolita, "I'm well by the way, thank you for asking."

    [font=arial][color=white][sub]"Eh-?" Kavinsky stuttered in his confusion as Mystic first collided with them, then almost immediately scampered off to help somebody who had tripped down the steps, all before he could even respond. He hardly caught Lolita's tiny smile. "Are the two of you alright?" He questioned, a puzzled look on his face.

    [size=7pt]Neptuneshadow was there, her brown and white tabby fur clean unlike usually, where she could care less about appearance. Her green eyes drifted from cat to cat, smiling like an idiot. Neptune couldn't help it that she was happy, though. It was just a thing.


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    Mysticpaw looked at Kavinsky and smiled, "All's well," the Ambassador assured him. She had recalled seeing him before. In fact, she'd been the one to accept him into the clan! Her first accepting of a new member, that would be a memory not soon forgotten! He'd also been there when her mother died, which sort of broke her heart to think of. Looking as Neptuneshadow approached, she dipped her head, "Greetings. We were just talking. How are you?"

    [size=7pt]"Hey there, Mysticpaw. I'm doing alright, could be better. How've you been?" The brown and white tabby asked, green eyes watching the Ambassador carefully. She smiled.[/size]

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    [justify][size=1]Hazel eyes began to flit around the room as she tried to focus on everything but the group. As usual, she was beginning to grow uncomfortable surrounded by the small group and felt herself wanting to slip away. The ghost kittens happily pranced around her, capturing her wandering attention.


    Then one spoke to her. Then another. Soon, they were bombarding Lolita with their voices and she couldn't take it. She needed to find a way to slip away for a few minutes.


    "Pardon me, I need to go do something, I will return very soon," Lolita muttered, hurriedly making her way to the bathroom so she could catch her breath. She felt the ghosts laughing at her as she slipped into the restroom and rested against the wall. It was all too much for her young mind to handle, and she hadn't yet gotten used to being around this many cats all at once. It was incredibly nerve-wracking for her.
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    The robust young squire sighed. "I wish I could be promoted, too." Jasminepaw offered a small smile to the Ambassador, hoping that one day she too would be recognized by Permafrost.