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    I leapt down from the leafy thing and landed on the grey dirt with a thud, then to brush off my black but transparent clothing and kneel beside his body. Staring at his pale face, I lowered my hand and touched his head, but had to pulled it away quickly when white flashed in my mind.




    I moved away from him and began to write with his blood, warning the girl of upcoming rain, but the words I wrote were symbols instead of words.




    "[glow=green,2,300]│ ┤ ╡ ╢ ╖ ╕ ╣ ║ ╝ ╜ ╛ ┐ └ ┴ ┬ ├ ─ ┼ ╞ ╟ ╚ ╔ ╩ ╦ ╠ ═ ╬ ╧ ╨ ╤ ╥ ╙ ╘ ╒ ╓ ╫ ╪ ┘ ┌[/glow]"




    I wonder if she knows Tresmenian?




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    [size=24]Raven Lynn Bly
    ❝The worst is over now, and we can breathe again.❞
    -Seether and Amy Lee "Broken"













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    I closed my eyes, completely ignoring any sign of any sort of symbols appearing. I needed time to think... about everything.




    ((i'll be back soon))







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    I huffed and my eyes narrowed.[glow=green,2,300]"╘ ╒ ╓ ╫ ╪ ┘ ┌!!!"[/glow] I wrote again, letting my shadow minions shake the strange, shiny thing the girl rested in.




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    -Seether and Amy Lee "Broken"













    [size=8]My body lurched forward, holding my hands to my chest and gasping for air. Through my panting, I looked around to see what had shaken my truck.







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    I blinked at the woman, blinking quickly and underlining the glowing symbols again.




    The grey dirt felt weird on my finger tips.




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    ❝The worst is over now, and we can breathe again.❞
    -Seether and Amy Lee "Broken"













    [size=8]"What in the hell is that?!?" I scrambled backwards, gaping slightly.







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    I rolled my pupil-less eyes and huffed again, trying to write in her language."[glow=green,2,300]Rain...come?[/glow]" Then I sat down proudly and stared at her.




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    ❝The worst is over now, and we can breathe again.❞
    -Seether and Amy Lee "Broken"













    [size=8] I shrugged, soon accepting that I was pretty much talking to something or someone that may or may not be there. "I like rain."







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    Not weather rain! Someone who has the personality of rain. Me. "Ed...gar? Rain...Ra...Rav...en?" God. I was getting such a headache from this.




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    ❝The worst is over now, and we can breathe again.❞
    -Seether and Amy Lee "Broken"













    [size=8]I huffed an irritated sigh, putting my forehead in my hand. "I don't get it. I'm to f-cking stressed for this. My mind as shut down, so I have no comprehension of anything to complex as of the moment."







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    Redenderous whispered for me to do something, so I did so.




    I floated through the door of the dark building, grabbed a strange mirror that held a image, and broke the glass that trapped the picture inside of it. My eyes glowed more as the glass began to revolve around the body that zoomed back to the symbols and I dropped to my knees beside my bleeding body.




    I started to paint the girl-- using the instructions of Redenderous to do so--with the black blood, and I gently placed the small, pieces of glass to use as her iris. The shattered, melted sand reflected off of the blue-grey sky beautifully, and I swashed some of the white off of my eyes to color her lovely teeth.




    Closing my optics as I did this, I finished and drew the dead boy beside her; covering the background around him with darkness so she could understand that he was dangerous.




    The picture levitated in between them, and I smiled softly; remembering a moment of blueberry pastries and dead lizards.




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    ❝The worst is over now, and we can breathe again.❞
    -Seether and Amy Lee "Broken"













    [size=8]With a slight sigh, I flopped back down on the bed, rubbing my face with my hands. "I'm tired of hearing that... or seeing it. I can't just leave him. I can't. I love him far more than anything else, and I need him more than anything else."







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    A pentagram burned the grey dirt beneath me and the ground began to shake violently; for anger inside of me reached its peak. The picture disappeared into nothing but dust, and a ferocious snarl found its way out of my lips. I could actually hear it vibrate against the air and go out in waves.




    Did she not understand? I am him! I was the one she claimed to love! I. AM. HIM!




    The words [glow=green,2,300]I AM HIM[/glow] attacked the grey path over and over again, writing the same phrase repeatedly in a fit of growing frustration.




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    ❝The worst is over now, and we can breathe again.❞
    -Seether and Amy Lee "Broken"













    [size=8]"I am aware. It is easier to talk when I reference you as if you are not here," I said simply, rolling over and curling into a ball before letting my yes flutter to a close. "No one else would bother to stress it to me so plainly... that and very few people have a tolerance for me. Everyone else who does is human and living... so..." With a yawn I let myself go limp, trying to calm myself a bit. Sleep was going to be impossible, but I can still pretend to sleep... right?







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    Something stabbed my totally-not-there-heart and black tears spilled over my completely white optics, while I just sniffled silently and looked away from the girl. She was happy with my death? Wasn't she going to...?




    I watched her turn her back to me and released one lousy sob that caused for the pentagram to fade away, along with all the text, symbols, and blood from earlier. My eyes closed gently, letting their black rain fall slowly and I wrote two words with shaky, spirit hands.




    "Bye, then."




    With this written with accurately cursive swashes, I disappeared.




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    ❝The worst is over now, and we can breathe again.❞
    -Seether and Amy Lee "Broken"













    [size=8]The taste of my own blood filled my mouth as I bit down on my lower lip. The pain did nothing to help the tears I wished to hold back, if anything it made it easier for them to flood from my eyes and into the water that had pooled int the bed of the truck. My tears became sobs and my sobs became terrified, emotionally broken screams. "Edgar!" I screamed through squeaky sobs that raked my body.







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    Floating through oblivion was now my only purpose, since I had nothing to do in a planet where a girl claimed to love me, but found satisfaction in my death.




    Tears stained the thousand letters my brain sent to my aching heart, but the invisible paper burned and died with the agonized organ. Her screams never reached my ears, her sobs never tore me apart, and her face did not bring warm feelings to me.




    For in oblivion; we do not see, hear, or know.




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    ❝The worst is over now, and we can breathe again.❞
    -Seether and Amy Lee "Broken"













    [size=8]I sat up, staring through blurry vision. My sobs has stopped, by my quivering lip and streaming tears refused to stop, though I'm not sure I wanted them to. I stepped off of the bed, walking forward, staring at nothing in particular. Though my body was moving, I was completely and utterly frozen with in sorrow. "I now know my love, that I truly did not deserve you. I presume, you as well know this fact." My body carried on with, quick steps as if moved into auto pilot where somewhere in the back of mine I was wallowing in my pain and hugging a version of Edgar that I had created within dreams. But even there, he faded and happiness evaded me once more, dangling in front of my face like a feather for a kitten. Something you dearly desire, but someone has such a hold on it, you will never receive it.




    The tears I had been crying left marks on my face. My mind was incapable of processing correctly while I was in this state. While I suffered in my sorrow at the fact that my own stupidity and ignorance got the best of me. Now, I will suffer. I will suffer what I have done. I am a horrible excuse for living matter, and no matter how much I want to, I shall not kill myself. I need to suffer. I deserve it.




    I walked on the side of the road, my eyes trained forward and my arms limp at my side. The occasional car passed, and one man attempted to wave at me from his bike, but I didn't care... he wasn't Edgar.




    The city neared me within minutes, though I no longer have the correct perception of time. With a smug grin on my face, I entered the innermost part of the city. Seeing as the sun had set sometime in my trek here, the dark shadows were easy to stick to, and the alleys easier to lurk in. The occasional business man passed, rushing beyond me to get home to his family. They were not the ones I wished to clear some business with. No, not at all. They are not scum.




    It wasn't until the moon was almost in the dead center of the sky that I passed a man, obviously drunk, who showed his unworthiness to me fairly quickly. As he moved towards me, a grin grew on his lips and the beer bottle in his hand dropped. He looked to be about thirty, maybe in his late twenties, and I was the perfect target for him. I dropped the grin, moving in towards the nearest wall of the building to look small and vulnerable, and I presume it worked. As he walked passed, he pinned me into the wall and got in close to my face. "Where do you think your going?" He asked as I made a "desperate" attempt to escape him. He pressed his face into mine, moving his hands under my shirt. I hissed and pushed him off of me, and placed my hand around his neck. "You b-stard." I hissed and tightened my grip on his throat, pushing him into the wall. With a satisfied grin, I moved my hand up his neck to his mouth where I quickly tightened once more. Moving my jaw to his neck, I bit into the pumping vein in his neck. Upon contact, he attempted to make a sorry excuse for a scream. With a slight grin, I bit down harder. His blood was mush sweeter than that of any animal, and was much easier to drink than Edgar's.




    I released him upon taking enough of his blood to kill him momentarily, but not enough to drain him dry. He dropped beside me with a moan, and after a quick lick of my lips I crouched down to his level. "How many lives have I saved by killing you?" I spat at him before standing and making a swift, hard kick to his ribs where a soft crack split the air surrounding his body. With a last gasp for air, his breathing stopped and he stared with glazed eyes at the city in front of him.







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    [size=24]Raven Lynn Bly
    ❝The worst is over now, and we can breathe again."
    -Seether and Amy Lee "Broken"
















    definitely my favorite post for her... like ever xP
    does that make me a bad person?
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    I love it.




    Hold on-- sadistic emotions are flooding my brain stems.
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    I awoke on the concrete of my house and stood up, feeling light and...happy?, whilst my eyes summoned a hiking girl from the woods. Grinning through bleeding lips, I ignored the pain of the stab wounds that made my body almost look like mesh on a screen door.




    The woman stopped, completely submerged in my mind controlling, demonic charms, and tilted her head all the way to the side so her neck burned into my vision. I approached her and grabbed her shoulders forcefully before sinking all of my sharpened teeth into her pale skin.




    She did not scream, but her teeth gritted with pain while I clamped down on her artery and tugged it out of her neck. I chewed the large vein down and stuffed the entrails into her ears, then my shadow snakes forced her mouth open.




    The black tentacles wormed down her throat and into her stomach; I watched this happen with a sick look of amusement on my bloodied face. As the snakes burrowed out of her stomach and into the night air, I unsealthed my talons and ever-so-gently cut a large slit down her back.




    This made the woman scream in shrill agony, but I slipped my hand into the gash and teasingly pulled on her spinal cord; just to hear her shriek with anguish. I then sank my claws into the back of her neck, kissed her shadow infested mouth, and used my forked tongue to carefully enter her lungs (since it can lengthen.).




    My tongue stabbed deep into her lungs and slithered back out with a trail of wet blood that followed my movements while I pulled away from her.




    Still bleeding...




    (I hope I didn't scare you with my...writing? I just needed to get these emotions out. (o: honk,honk.)




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