we were at a party [private] we weren't ourselves,then

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    I kissed my little sister's forehead,smiling softly.This was a side of me that no one would ever see.Not ever.It'd ruin everything for me,especially my reputation as the bad boy of school.Nah,I didn't care too much about reputation,but I just didn't want people to think I was some softy."Get better,okay?I'll take you out for ice cream tomorrow if you feel any better,"I said in a soft,quiet voice.My little sister wasn't feeling too well-miserable,I should say.She nodded her head and hugged me,making me chuckle a bit."Love ya,Kenny.I'll see you tomorrow morning,'Kay?"


    She just nodded her head again,and I nodded my head in a single downward motion."Alright soldier!Aha...Love you." And with that,I got up after grabbing my backpack and was out the door.


    Our parents were barely home,but thank goodness they were coming home in about ten minutes to take care of her.She was eleven,so she could stay home by herself for a little while.But mom and dad didn't like it when she stayed home by herself for more than an hour or two.Yeah,overprotective.But I'm just as overprotective as they are.


    I bit my lip as I stuffed my free hand in the pocket of my blue sweatshirt.I may have looked like your typical jock sort of guy,but I didn't play sports.Except for when I was in gym class,of course.Anyway...I looked down at myself and shrugged at my choice of clothing:gray sweatpants,plain black tank top,and a blue sweatshirt over it.I had black and white sneakers on,making a soft pitter-patter on the cement as I walked in a steady pace.I,in all honesty,despised school and everyone in it.They were all stereotypes and most of them were morons.Even if they were nerds.At leas tit was Friday,though,and a party would make up for the crap in school,today.


    I put in an ear bud,my iPod in my pocket.I mouthed the words to the music that was playing.Classic rock is all I listened to,with the exception of some alternative bands/singers.I bobbed my head a little,walking in beat to the music.I looked to my right-to the street-when a bus passed by.I felt bad for anyone and everyone on that bus,or on any bus.Riding in a bus is a living hell.

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    Chase Matthews ♡


    " you may know my name , but you don't know my story. "


    With an annoyed yawn and sign mixture I turned over in my bed, thinking I had the space to but I didn't and ended up on the floor with a thud! Sighing, I sat up rubbing the back of my head. Great way to start off my morning. With a shake of my head, I rose to m feet just as my mother came running in. "Are you alright sweetie?" She asked, coming my way but I stopped her short holding up a hand. "I'm fine, I'll live." I muttered coldly. She opened her mouth to say something, but quickly shut it and left my room shutting the door. She thinks after living me for five years with my aunt she can come running back into my life with no problems, she's highly mistaken that's now how things fly with me. Letting out a yawn, I slipped on a pair of black skinnies, a white sweater with a bear on it then slipped on a pair of black socks and my black vans. I was dressed, now time for everything else. Sleepily I walked to the bathroom, I fiddled with my hair til I was happy then brushed my teeth. Done. It takes women forever together, has anybody notice that or is it just me? My so called mother takes a good hour and a half to get dressed and ready for some reason. Whatever, as long as they get dressed and ready at some point it doesn't really matter I guess.


    Once I was ready, I walked back into my room and picked up my phone along with my book bag. I left my room, slinging my book bag over my shoulders. Humming a quiet tone to myself, I skipped two steps at time as I went down them. I came to a sudden stop as my mother appeared in front of me, she tried to touch me but I smacked her hand away and shot her a cold glare. "Don't even." I muttered. "Please forgive me." She begged. I let out a small laugh, as I shoved past her placing a hand on the cold silver knob of the door. "Never." I said then walked out the door just like that.


    With a gentle sigh escaping my mouth, I walked keeping a steady space as I hummed that same tone from before again. My gaze looked scanned the area as I walked, something I did just out of habit. Shaking my head, I pulled my gaze down to the ground walking listening to the familiar sounds of people talking, laughing, and cars going by. I smiled at the sounds and kept walking, the school was only about ten minutes from here so I'll be at school soon. So I take my time, I left a little too early anyways.


    When I finally reached the school, I grinned. At home I was totally different person, friendly, sweet, caring unlike at home. Not many people knew how I was like at home, actually nobody knew because nobody came over I always went to their house because I didn't want them to come over to my house, I didn't want them to see me and my mom fight. Grinning from ear to ear, I stepped into the school. I was greeted by two of my friends, we walked to our first block which was English, dropped off our stuff and started strolling the halls out of pure boredom. We chatted about anything and everything, we laughed and smiled the whole time. "Dude, I'm serious." Quinn laughed. I smiled and nodded, clearly believing him. Quinn and Roman knew about my deepest secret, what you don't think I have secrets? Well I do. I'm gay, yes gay. I like guys. Hate me, judge me, call me names, whatever I'm done with caring. I am who I am, take it or leave it.


    As Quinn talked about his happy family that him and Roman shared since they were brother and sister, I thought back to my mother. She left me for five years, she left me when I was 13 and tried to come back as if everything perfectly fine but it's not. Being eighteen and hardly having anyone to turn too since my aunt was always working and she had no kids, plus she was single, so I raised myself basically but when Aunt Lisa was home she took good care of me, still does when I see her. My mother has been trying to make up for leaving me for five years, but I won't let her. She left me, because dad left her, so she became addicted to drugs and alcohol and ran off with some kind of hippie boyfriend who she isn't seeing now. Fucked up right? Yeah I thought so. I pushed my thoughts to my side and nodded with a grin as I listened to the two speak. I was glad they were happy, I always put my friends before me that's why they never knew anything was wrong unless I let down my guard but that normally never happened. So I normally kept my emotions secret.


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    I stepped onto the school campus,a frown now plastered on my face as I took a glance around."Hey,Max!Over here!" I smirked back over at Kenny,who was nineteen and still here,who smirked back at me.He gestured for me to go over to him,Lance,and Dallas."Hey,guys.What's up?" My voice was a bit hearse from all the smoking I did while hanging around them,but I wasn't the only one."Hey,man.You goin' to that party tonight?Ah,what am I sayin'?!'Course you're goin'!"Dallas and the other chuckled,but I was lost in my thoughts,looking off into space.I did that a lot,so they never worried.


    I chuckled lightly as Kenny and the two others walked up to some nerdy kid and started picking on him.Was it wrong that I didn't feel bad?Well,I guess it wasn't considering Kenny,Lance and Dallas had horrible families and were just...Sort of like me,I guess.


    I said my farewell tot he boys and walked on over tot he doors that lead inside the building.I walked with a blank expression to my first class-English.I let out a heavy sigh,almost frowning.I put my backpack on a desk in the back,then headed back out to roam the halls where almost no one would be.Usually people would hang out in the bathrooms or outside.It gave me time to just listen to my music and not have to worry about picking on some kid.I softly and very silently muttered lyrics as I put the other ear bud in my other ear,closing my eyes as I walked down the hallways.


    I opened my eyes after just a brief moment and spotted a group of three people;two boys,one girl.I couldn't help but smirk and walk on over to 'em."Hey,whazzup flower-peeps?"I asked,not wanting an answer,of course.I purposely bumped shoulders with one of them,biting my lip as I turned to walk backwards.A chuckle escaped my lips as I turned back around,not able to hear anything they had said or would say.


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    This is sucky and short...I am so sorry for that... cx

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    Chase Matthews ♡


    " you may know my name , but you don't know my story. "


    [font=times new roman][color=black][size=8]Carrying on a simple conversation, I smiled and nodded here and there I slowly fell silent soon leaving the two siblings to talking. Well at least they talked for a good five minutes til someone bumped shoulders with me, God I'm not in the mood. "He does that to everybody." Quinn muttered with a shake of his head. "Yeah I know." I shrugged, really not caring. We all have a different liking in different people, we didn't always like the same people things. "Somebody should say something to him." Quinn sighed. "He's not worth it, he's just gonna turn everything you say into a joke and laugh at you like you're some kind of fool." I sighed. "Please, just let me talk to him." Quinn begged, but shook my head and got a sigh from him. "He's not worth it." I told him with yet another shrug of my shoulders.


    Eventually we changed the subject and carried on our way, Quinn has been wanting to say something to those kids were months but I won't allow it and Roman is always there to back me up on it when I need her to be but normally I can handle him. Sighing, I walked Roman and Quinn but it was only moments til I group become bigger, three soon became six and we all started talking about something, I know some video on Youtube I really don't know, I'm hardly listening. All I know is that I'm laughing and I'm happy, that's all that matters right? Although I'm sure my mother hates me. "Did you hear about the party Friday?" Alex asked. "What party?" I questioned. "I don't know, somebody is throwing a party and like everyone is invited or something." Alex shrugged. I shook my head, "Not my thing." I answered. "You're so boring." Quinn said giving me a playful shove. "Partying always leads to bad things." I said with a small shrug.


    I know I'm not the most exciting person around here, but I'm not exactly the dullest. "I'll think about it." I sighed shaking my head. I normally don't do parties but I think it's time to try something new. I need to have some fun, my mother has been causing me nothing but hell for the last few months she's been in my life and I need something to relax my mind. I might not go and I might go, I'll see but the end of the day. Having fun at a party is probably the thing I could, well sort of, partying normally leads to getting drunk and drugs, things I wanna stay away from but who says you have to go to a party do those things to have fun? Oh wait, no one.