My Death Means Nothing {PRIVATE}

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I nodded and stumbled with her, supporting my weight on her. It was harder than I had thought, but that was probably from losing so much blood from the drive here. At least I hadn't walked here... I would have been dead before the halfway mark.
Thoughts of when Patricia and I had been younger suddenly came into my mind and I shivered in reaction to seeing another image... When she had been ready to kill me. She had such a... terrible look in her eyes... I closed my eyes and tried to keep the tears from sliding down my cheeks, but maybe they'd mix with the rain and it would look like more water from the sky.
I coughed again, tightening my grip on Alisha and almost stopping to rest. I couldn't do it... I'd die before I got there. And then, that image of Patricia as a baby came to me. Her happy smiling face with a goofy grin, her hands reaching out to me. My eyes opened and I continued on with Alisha, determined to gt to my sister. To talk to her. To ask why she hated me. Why she had killed our parents...







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I looked up as I... felt?... my sister's presence. A weary smile crossed my face and I opened my mouth to say something to her, though it was lost as I searched her face. It was painfully void of any sign that she knew me, much less that there was a boy who looked like he was about to die.
"Patricia..." I whispered, and she took a step towards me. "Why? Why did you do it?"
A faint smile crossed her face and she tilted her head, examining me and the pain I was in. She wasn't going to answer... Not the way I wanted her to. I could tell. She often gave me that look when we were younger when she wanted something but knew she couldn't have it. "I'm sorry, but I don't know what you're talking about."
Patricia turned to the nurses and shrugged. "My friend isn't here, so I shall take my leave of you now," she said, then walked past her brother and Alisha. "Because you must learn fear," she whispered as she passed Kyle, then gave Alisha a knowing look. She knew her power now. The fact that she had known that Kyle was outside proved that she had telekinetic powers. Even though Patricia had felt her brother's presence through the connection she had made with him through her electricity, she hadn't been able to feel his pain. The agony that she had seen on Alisha's face proved her powers, and if she had been trying to keep them a secret, she had done a rotten job. "I know your secret," she murmured, then walked away and vanished.






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OOC: I feel like crying for him... DA FEEEEEELLLLSSSS!!!!!
I'm so mean to Kyle and Jordan. :( I should be punished...
I smiled and glanced up at her, wondering if I really looked that bad. I'm not going to leave you... Not yet... I looked away and closed my eyes, finally sliding to the floor and onto my knees. "Alisha..." I started to say, but I had to hold myself up with one hand and clutch my stomach as I began to cough again.
I blinked and stared at the ground, noticing how blurred everything looked now. Even the red stains on the carpet were beginning to blur... Red stains? This was a white carpet...
My eyes widened and I shakily wiped my mouth, pulling myself up and leaning against Alisha again. My hand came away dotted with red and I knew what was happening. I promised I wouldn't die on her, so I wouldn't... Would I? No, not yet...
But everything was in pain, and I could barely see anymore. Why did it hurt so much?! I sucked in a breath as a sharp pain came to my side; I couldn't feel my legs anymore, nor could I feel the rest of my body... The only thing there was was the terrible feeling in my side.
Patricia smiled and walked outside, the rain pouring over her body and drenching her. "Today would be a good day for a power outage," she murmured to herself, but she stuffed her hands in her pockets and skipped away. The rain didn't bother her, nor did it faze her when her socks became completely soaked or when she realized that she was shivering from the icy rain. "He'll live, but it's going to be painful. Eric, keep an eye on that girl. She could prove dangerous," she said as the shadow slunk towards her. It nodded and turned away, slipping into a dry area that was filled with darkness.






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OOC: He's not going to die, I promise. :)
I forced myself to stay awake for her, but it was so painful to even think now. "I don't... break... my promises..." I whispered, then turned around to face her as best I could. "And I won't... I promised..." I smiled weakly and brushed a strand of hair out of her face, but not on the side she always kept covered. I knew better than that.
Some strange thought came to me and I laughed, falling against her. "I'm not... leaving..." I whispered, but it was hard to keep a promise like that while I was bleeding out from the wound on my side.
I just... needed... to... lay down... I promised I wouldn't... And I meant that... I will not leave you alone... I thought to her, hoping it wasn't incoherent and disconnected. Everything seemed to be that way right now... And I was so tired...







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OOC: ... True... :( I'm so mean.
I looked up at her eye and smiled, now understanding why she hid them. They're beautiful... Don't hide something that makes you unique... If someone hates it, then tell them that they aren't creative... I felt myself go numb as I tried to keep standing for her. I couldn't make her cry anymore... Not again...
Before I knew what was happening, I fell from her and into the arms of a paramedic... I think? I remembered the feeling of someone putting something around my mouth and nose and I think that someone had strapped me down, or something like that. But it was too difficult to watch. Sleep and darkness was calling me and I could barely focus on just Alisha.
I'm not leaving you... I think that was the last thing I said to her, and then the world went completely dark and everything felt cold. Disembodied shouts and cries could be heard, but I was only focused on the girl that I had been bleeding on. Everything else just seemed irrelevant.







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OOC: It's fine. Two hours is good. :) And what does that mean? "Fluffy?" XD
I didn't know what was happening or where I was or even what I was doing there, but I understood that I was barely alive. I could hear conversations now and would occasionally mumble incoherent sentences or fragments of statements.
The one conversation that I could remember came to mind. Apparently, the paramedics had arrived just on time and had gotten enough blood into my system to sustain me, but the wound would have to be stitched and I would need to be kept at the hospital for a few days before returning to "society."
But that wasn't what I cared for... A girl had come with me... A girl with different colored eyes and a blood-stained shirt. The doctors had said something about her sitting by my bed and waiting... This was the part of the conversation that I kept in mind. Or, whatever mental state I had. Hopefully it was my mind... Maybe I could string a few incoherent sentences together to make them understandable! Heh, probably not.







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OOC: Ah, I see. :) Then yes, this is very fluffy. XD
I didn't know if I was still breathing through that mask or not, but if I was, then I wanted it off. That thing was uncomfortable and I didn't want my oxygen coming from that thing... And then, there was an image that I had never thought of before nor had I wished to think about. Why now, of all times, did it have to come to my mind?
The charred images of my parents flashed across my mind and I gasped, gripping the sheets of the bed and twisting away. I didn't want to see that... I didn't want to see their bodies in front of my eyes... Not while I was like this.
And the remains of the house began to burn and fall on top of them, scorching whatever parts of them were not blackened. "Mom...." I think I muttered. "Dad..." I could feel my cheeks getting wet and I felt hot. Not like a fever, but more like a fire... I knew that my powers weren't acting up, but I could still feel it. If my powers were acting up, wouldn't there have been more heat around me?
I panted and turned away, trying to escape the nightmare in front of me. No... leave me alone... But they kept coming back to me... Taunting and hissing at me in their anger. Stop it! Stop it!







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Her thoughts were there... Alisha... They keep coming to me... whenever I fall asleep... I thought, forcing myself to open my eyes and finally look up at her. Why can't they leave me alone?
I ripped the face mask off and forced myself up onto my elbows, finding that my wound had already been stitched up, and then at her. "I don't want these thoughts... This pain is too much for me... I don't want it..." I cried, the tears of pain and sorrow finally catching up with me. I fell back against the bed and the pillow and covered my face with my arm, trying to stem off the tears.
"Why...? Why do they hate me...?" I sobbed, unable to keep myself from shuddering from the crying that racked my body now.







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OOC: Love SAO! :)
I stared at her numbly and nodded. I leaned my head against her shoulder and closed my eyes, not wanting to fall asleep but having to. "Alisha... I didn't get to finish my sentence... At school, I mean," I whispered through the haze that had begun to swarm around me. "I was going to say... that I..."
I don't think I finished that time either. Sleep overtook me and I blacked out again. I would have to tell her later, if ever I got the chance or if I even remembered. I probably wouldn't.







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OOC: XD Lawlz.
I don't know how long I had been asleep, but I didn't want to wake up just yet. That wouldn't work... Not now... I needed to sleep and I needed to calm down.
Now that I knew Alisha was here by my side, I was able to sleep through the nightmares. Actually, there weren't any while I knew she was there. If anything happened, she'd be there... That thought comforted me and I smiled in my sleep, turning my face towards her, I think, and pulling the covers closer to me. Thank goodness I wasn't dreaming now. I don't think my body would be able to handle that. The doctors had said that I was to stay in bed.







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