All Alone

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    The sun started to set and SunClaw and I placed our kit in the apprentice den as we both padded over to the warrior den, but on the way i could feel the stare of MishyPaw

    I went to the apprentice den and made sure I was near the Warrior's kit. Near dawn I gave scars to his face, body and arms and legs. I felt guilty and evil and knew I had done wrong.

    I woke up that morning and went to visit my LionPaw, there were cats surrounding the apprentices den and i could smell blood and hear LionPaw crying. I shuved through the crowd and yowled in horror. My little star was covered in scars and blood. I started furiously licking him and called SunClaw, he ran in and helped my carefully take hm to the medicine cat's den

    I admitted it to the Warrior. I was the one. I told her the story before she could tell daddy. I was born with a problem. A problem that makes me crazy.

    LionPaw wasnt able to do any training with his mentor for a few days, but after half a moon his scratches turned into faded scars thanks to the ointment that GreenEyes, the medicine cat, gave to him

    Its been one moon since MishyPaw was sent to exile. SilverStar sent me out to find her and bring her back to him, so i did. I searched and searched, even though she attacked my LionPaw, she i part of our clan and we are all one.
    i finally found her under a tree, she was lying there, slightly breathing, her ribcage was showing and her fur was scrumy and dirty. i quickly picked her up in my jaw and sprinted back to the camp to SilverStar

    I went to the apprentice play area to check on LionPaw, he was pouncing happily and healthy, smiled and went to patrol the borders with two junior warriors

    When I got back from the patrol I noticed that all the cats of the clans came gathering around SilverStars den.
    SilverStar was sitting there with WhiteKit at his side, looks like there is going to be a new apprentice.
    "Cats of the clan, gather!" called out SilverStar, "This little kit has proven himself worthy of becoming an apprentice"
    Little WhiteKit started to smile widely and his tail started to sway side t side excitedly.
    "His apprentice name is now WhitePaw, and his apprentice, my good friend and..."
    I started to walk up
    "...and deputy, Moon

    I was surprised. Everyone was more interested in WhitePaw. Feeling left out, I left. Wandered off again into the forest but came back soon after that. While I was in the forest I hissed and spat to myself. I knew I was alone, still, nobody cared. Even my father and mother don't care. Not very happy anymore, am I? I asked myself. I gave myself scars every place that the scars were when I put them on LionPaw. My mother was horrified, but not very much.

    Everybody cheered as I padded up to touch noses with my new apprentice. His pink nose was wet and cold. He was so excited and started jumping up and down while I walked him to the apprentices den

    Everybody knew that everything was exiting. Nobody knew that I was not well. Only my mother and father. They asked me what attacked me. I said I got blinded by lights and attacked myself.
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    of course it was true.

    When I arrived at the apprentice den I spotted MishyPaw, she had cuts all up and down her body and face, I ran up to her, "what happened?! Does you father know about this??"