"Wait, what hate mail?" Julian asked. It seemed that Rei had forgotten that Meridith said to not tell him that he had the box. He shook his head. "Nevermind. Anyway, sometimes things happen during abuse where some things can't be used as well as they once were." he said.
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"Trust me,things can get better. You just have to let them."Rei murmured,playing with the collar of his shirt.
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Julian sighed. "That's not what I meant." he said then thought of something. "Maybe I should show you by example?"
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"Nah..I'm wiped out."Rei replied,sitting up and putting Asch to the side and putting the violin back in it's case,getting up and putting it back in the room from before and locked it tight,putting the key in his shirt pocket,sitting back down.
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"Okay then." Julian said then went back to his notebook. "You said earlier that you were going to contact Christian." he reminded as he tried to concentrate of the book. "I still say that you'll miss being in the band."
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"Knowing them,I've done already been replaced."Rei replied,getting up and grabbing his cellphone. But he went upstairs to try anyway.
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Asch followed Rei up the stairs. He felt like he needed to follow the man around incase he got sad again.
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Rei sat on the bed,dialing Christian's number."Hey it's Rei. Yes I know I turned it down,but please reconsider. Yes,yes I know..."Rei trailed off,gaze falling to the floor."I understand....Well thank you for letting me know. Goodbye."He replied,ending the call and throwing his phone against the wall,it just landing on the floor with a saddened hollow thud.
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Asch jumped onto the bed. He mewed as if to say Julian told you so before he rubbed his head on Rei's chin. The cat might hate Julian as much as Julian hates him but he knew when the teen was right. He continued to do that but would occasionally stop to look at him.
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"I get it."Rei snorted,not in the mood for cuddling right now.
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Asch jumped down then tried the book.
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Rei hugged his pillow and laid on his side. He just couldn't believe that they had replaced because he had cancelled. There were more important things again. And with Julian's father on the loose,he couldn't afford to leave the teen behind with all those detectives.
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Asch jumped onto the bed with the book. He hoped that learning something about the teen would lift his spirits some and maybe even help him in one way or another.
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Rei sighed heavily,raising up and grabbing the book until his knuckles were white. Why couldn't Julian be a normal kid? But then again,why couldn't he be a normal guy himself?
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Asch looked up at Rei. Julian decided to start on dinner. He looked around the kitchen.
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Rei opened the book,skimming through the pages.
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The book was obviously filled with Little Julian's hand writeing. The first few pages were filled wit the words dirty, filthy, nasty, and shower written on them. There was an occasional sentence that said, "I need to shower." It was always the same one everytime. It didn't even stop until the book was only a little less than half way filled.
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"This is sickening."Rei said angrily,mixed with despair and anger.
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(You do get what I'm implying, right?) The book finally turned into normal writing with entries. The first one read: Feb 14, 2003 I feel so stupid for filling the first few pages with nothing but the same words and the same sentence over and over again but I just couldn't get them out of my head. I'm glad to say that they're finally gone though. At least I won't have to worry about anyone reading this now. I don't think anyone would continue to flip through this book after the first few pages.
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(I think so,but I'm so tired I could be wrong XD)
Rei read the entry,feeling the very being of his soul torn apart.