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    I was only 18,but I was still living on my own.Living in alleyways and on park benches.I stole necessities from small stores and even found money on the ground,when I was lucky enough.I was just your common thief,gangster,whatever you call 'em.No one ever payed attention to me,but I was cool with that.I,some people think,talk a bit weird for a thief,or a gangster.Most people would think I'm a dumb,stupid moron who didn't know how to talk...correctly.Obviously I can talk just fine,as you can plainly see,or hear.So who is the moron now,hmm?Ha ha...I find it funny how people think other people are so stupid because they talk differently.Those people have no idea what those other people are talking about,so guess who the dumb one is now?Those people.


    I'm not a dumb ass,that's for sure,but I am an idiot.Why I call myself an idiot?Well,because I followed my feet,that's why.They ran out of that comfy,warm home before anyone could say anything,and took me out to this place.No that I'm complaining about the fresh air and-Oh,wait,I don't have freedom.Yes,I could go anywhere I wanted,but is that such a great thing?You have to steal to stay alive,and fight for your life out on the streets.It sucks very much.Never,ever think that your life is so horrible that you need to run away,because if you do you're an idiot.Don't be an idiot,is all I have to say.Don't be like me.


    I,at the moment,was sitting at a curb,on the edge of a sidewalk.My hands were loosely folded between my legs as my eyes flickered to the dark,beautiful night sky,to the very few people who were walking around.Not many people were brave enough to walk out at night around here,especially right before midnight.I thought night was the best time of any day,even if it was drizzling or even pouring.All the better it would be if it was raining.I just love the rain,and water period.I always have and always will,even though it ruins my sleep,sometimes.And my clothes.I,unlike many people who were...scared of thunder storms,would stand out in the rain,the thunder and the lightning,and take in the scent of ozone and let the water droplets splash on my face.I loved it.It refreshed me unlike those stupid sprinklers and pools and water bottles.Rain was just,somehow,better than any other water.


    I let out a sigh as I fiddled with my thumbs,just looking around.I got so bored so easily.I had to be doing something every minute,every second,but life on the streets is just horrible.You get bored when you aren't fighting or stealing,and that's just terrible.Wanting to fight and wanting to steal...That's just being iron-hearted.And nobody likes someone with an iron heart.Well,I shouldn't say nobody,because there are some very peculiar people out there.You know what I'm sayin'?


    I yawned silently,so I wouldn't capture any attention from the ones who were walking out on the sidewalks.You'd be surprised at how many people would turn to look at you if you just dropped a penny,or yawned or gave money to a random stranger.But no one cares if you do something big like pickpocket or forcefully take a girl's shirt off.Nobody cares about that,and I mean nobody.I,personally,think that is just sad.People only care when someone does a good thing,but nobody gives a shit if someone does something bad.What is happening to this world?It's just so fucked up it ain't even funny,anymore.Actually,it was never funny.Not to me,at least.You know how many people would sit there and laugh if someone was laying in the road dying?Almost everyone out here would.They'd sit on the sidewalk eating popcorn and watch the person die,just laughing hysterically.That's why you should never be an idiot.Ever.


    I know what you're thinking.You're thinking 'How could anyone ever do that?That's just so mean and fucked up.' Guess what?It is fucked up,very,it's just that no one gives a fuck.No one.Not out in this town,at least.There are very,very few people who actually do.Maybe one or two,but that it,in this city.If you ask me,that's just cold.It's demonic,sadistic,if you will.Now,I'm not saying that I would give a crap if my father were the one in the road dying.Hell,I'd try to make him die even faster!But if it was just some poor,innocent person,I'd help that person.And everyone in this goddamn city would shout and yell at me to leave that poor guy alone.Obviously I wouldn't listen,but the people here are just so tough and...Scary.People call me scary!I'm scary?Ha ha!Yeah...Right...


    I watched as people walked by,a frown plastered on my now pale face.My skin used to be creamy,and even pretty,if you ask me.Now it's just as white as snow.There are dark semicircles under my eyes and sometimes I'll steal a pack of cigarettes from a random stranger just because I'm so addicted to them.I think it'll make me feel so much better.Ha...I'm such an idiot.


    As I looked around,one guy caught my attention.He looked too pretty to be out here alone,which made me think.What in the hell is this precious creature doing out here,at night,in this town,all alone.I would have thought that he'd be walking with someone,at least.He could get jumped by a gang and...I really don't want to think about that.I raised an eyebrow,my eyes glued on him.Don't even ask why I called him pretty and precious.You already know the answer to that question.


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    So...There really isn't a plot,here,just that you are the guy that he called 'pretty' and 'precious.' We'll just go with the flow.Also,as the title says,please be advanced,meaning at least 10 sentences per post,though I do understand low muse.Thank you!

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    Of course you can! ^^ By the way,I love that movie[the one in your avvie]!

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    Ic: I walked down the street keeping my head, down I knew I could get jumped at any moment but I didn't care. I gone through so much now that I didn't even care what happened to me. I wiped the tears the streamed down my dead looking blue eyes. I continued walking down the street and kept quiet as I heard footsteps behind me. I heard someone call out to me and looked behind me. Yeah, it was a few gang members. I sighed and shook my head as they asked for my wallet and phone. I didn't have either of those. One of them took me by the shirt and pressed me up against the wall. "What do you mean you don't have those?" One of them asked me.


    Another proceeded to look through my pockets. I stayed still and watched them become furious as they found nothing. I winced as they started to pound my head against the wall.


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  • Roman Grant


    I frowned when I saw a few gang members walk up from behind him.They shouted at him,asking for his phone and his wallet.And,of course,he didn't have either of those.I shook my head in pity as one of 'em grabbed him by his shirt,and the others searched through his pockets only to find nothing.See what I'm talking about?This city is so horrible,no one trusts anyone or believes what they said.And when these gangs don't get what they want they get all tough and start to beat the living shit out of whoever that unlucky person who didn't have what they wanted was.


    I frowned even more when they started to bang his head against the wall,causing me to jump up.I hated it when peo-I mean morons just beat people up for no reason.And these gang members just happened to be the ones I disliked the most.So I made my way over to them,my hands stuffed in the pockets of my dirty skinny jeans."Hey,leave the kid alone,guys!"I shouted at them,a frown plastered on my face.I knew they would try to think of something smart to say,or try to beat me up.But they couldn't touch me or hurt me in any way.Words never hurt me,and to say the least I could beat these morons' asses any day.Even if I didn't look so muscular,I was a pretty strong dude.


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    That's totally fine with me! (:

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    Ic: I fell to my knees as the guy dropped me to the ground. I leaned against the wall, gripping it for support. Everything was spinning and I could barely see. Some blood drained out of the corner of my mouth and I tried to get my vision to focus. "Oh, so this bothers you then?" One of them asked before kicking me hard in the stomach. I cried out in pain and put my hand on the ground to keep myself from falling onto the ground. I slowly pushed myself back up and leaned against the wall. "Maybe this too?" Another asked before throwing me onto the ground. I winced as my body hit the ground, this time I couldn't push myself back up. I stayed on the ground, breathing heavily.


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  • I stood there like an idiot,watching them hurt the boy.I shook my head,my face going into a look of pure anger."Yes,that bothers me,you jackass!Back off!Just leave the kid alone!"I shouted,pushing them all one by one.I gave them all cold glares as I stepped in front of the boy.I looked down at him,a frown plastered on my face.He was beaten good.He couldn't even push himself up from the ground!I glared back over at the gang members,my hands curled into fists."Go away,assholes!There's no reason for you to be hurtin' an innocent kid!"I shouted out at them,watching their faces and their every movements.Gosh,you have no idea how badly I wanted t bash each and every one of their faces in.I don't think I have ever stood up for someone like this...I guess I just got so tired of seeing people getting beaten by these gangs,especially these morons.They shouldn't be beatin' on these innocent people.It's just iron-hearted.

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    Ic: I stared up at the blob hovering over me. All I could see were shapes and colors at this point, that's how bad my vision had become. I could barely tell if it was a person. I stayed on the ground, unable to move. "Why do you even care so much?" I heard on of the guys say as another that had gotten offended by what the man that was trying to defend me had said lunched at him. I heard their bodies collide with the asphalt. I tried to get up but failed yet again. I was starting to slip fast now. I put my head down on the concrete and sunk into unconsciousness. My eyes closed slowly and my body went limp against the asphalt.


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  • I frowned a the one who had asked me that stupid question.I just shook my head,sighing angrily.When I looked back up at them,I had no time to speak because one of them launched at me.I huffed as my body hit the asphalt,the air knocked out of my lungs.I had squinted my eyes shut,my face scrunched up.When I opened my eyes,I felt a tear prickle at the corner.My back hurt like hell,and so did my head.I grabbed at the guy's shirt,and tried to kick him off of me.He was really strong,and I was a weakling compared to him.But I tried my hardest even though my body ached from hitting the ground so hard.I had noticed that kid ad passed out,and growled as I fought the guy on top of me.I punched and kicked,my eyes closed tightly.I had no idea if I was actually even hitting him or not,my back becoming numb."Get off of me,dumb ass!"

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    Ic: The guy was hit by almost every hit and got off of him when he could not take it anymore. He collapsed next to Roman coughing up blood. The other's were highly intimidated by the fact that it hadn't taken a long time for the guy to give up. They assumed he must have been pretty strong for that. The other two ran off leaving the other guy coughing up blood on the ground. He eventually got to his feet and stumbled off into some other direction, collapsing a few feet away.


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  • I was breathing heavily by the time that idiot got off of me.I looked over to him,my eyes wide as I panted heavily."That's what you get,little shits!"I shouted as they all eventually ran off.I shivered a bit as I sat up,looking over to that poor,innocent boy."Hey...Hey,wake up,kid,"I said softly,but loud enough.I shook him gently so I wouldn't hurt him,a look of worry on my face.I hoped he would wake up,otherwise I'd have to carry him all the way to the hospital.Actually,not true.I could 'tend to his wounds' myself.I shook my head,not waiting at all for a reply before picking him up bridal style."Jeez...My back fucking aches..."I mumbled,cracking my numb back.I sighed heavily before I started to walk off to an alleyway,chewing on my cheek.


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    That is totally alright!I definitely understand.People gotta eat! >-<

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    Ic: I barely stirred as he shook my unconscious body. I went limp against him as I was lifted into his arms. There was still blood draining out the side of my slightly opened mouth. I had a few marks on my face and the rest of my body that would surely become bruises. My eyes opened slightly but they closed again as I slipped back into unconsciousness. I managed to catch a small glimpse of the person carrying me. He was pretty tall and had an almost unforgettable pair of eyes. He seemed like he had taken a bit of beating to. He had a small bruise forming on his cheek.


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    I am so sorry!Gosh,am I forgetful,or what?I seriously had thought that I replied!I am sooo sorry!! >-<


    He had opened his eyes just slightly as I looked down at him,my once dull eyes almost sparkling int he little light there was.I sighed silently as he slipped back into that endless black pit.Poor guy,he was beaten up pretty bad.As I arrived-we arrived-at the alleyway,I walked to a corner.I carefully set him down so he'd be propped up against the wall and leaning on my shoulder as I sat next to him.I tilted my head back and looked at the sky,slightly shaking my head."Why?Seriously..."I mumbled to the sky,then looked down as I reached into my pocket for my lighter.I reached into my other pocket and grabbed my new pack of cigarettes I had just stolen today.I took a cancer stick out of the pack and putt he pack back into my pocket.I lighted the cigarette then put the lighter back into my pocket and took a good,long drag.

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    Ic: I stayed unconscious for a long while and my eyes would open occasionally. I eventually managed to pull myself out of unconsciousness. I slowly opened my eyes and looked around, not able to really move without being in pain. I bit back a whimper, seeing that I was propped up against someone. I slowly forced myself to sit up and watched him. I was silent, not knowing what to say. I watched him fearfully, wondering what his intentions with me were. I obviously couldn't run now. I was too weak to do more then sit up. I wondered why he hadn't left me there.


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  • I took another long drag as I tilted my head up.I closed my eyes,taking drags of the cigarette every moment or two.I opened my eyes and looked down at the boy who I had propped up against me,feeling him move off of me.I gave him a tired,almost sick looking smile."Hey!Sleeping Beauty's finally awake,"I said,only a hint of sarcasm in my voice.I chuckled a bit,shaking my head as I took another drag from the cigarette between my fingers."How ya doin',kid?"I asked him,seeing the fear in his eyes.What was this kid afraid of?Me?If this kid is afraid of me,he is probably afraid of just about everything 'cause there is absolutely no reason to be afraid of me.Unless I don't like you and you hurt me or something.I raised an eyebrow,taking another long drag as I looked at him,patiently waiting for his response.

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    Ic: I nodded my head not vocalizing how I felt. I blinked the fear out of my eyes and watched him quietly. I knew that there were so many people on the street that tried to seem nice like this man. I didn't want to trust him no matter how friendly he made himself to be. I knew better than that. I wouldn't let another person push me around again, no matter how weak I was. I lifted my hand up and touched the corner of my mouth, I felt blood and looked down at my blood-stained fingers. I wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth with my sleeve. I barely remember what happened when those gang members were beating me up. This man could possibly be one of them.


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