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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white]She could feel him looking at her but her head was bowed and therefore she pretended not to notice. [b]"Upset? Angry? You're still grieving, Catty, it doesn't take a genius to notice. . ."     she notice her pace had slowed so, looking up, she quickened it. "That being said, I don't think it's a good idea to stay with Lovelypaw."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white][b]"You sound hesitant."     Sunpaw mewed, her voice muffled now. She had picked up a white flower growing in a tiny patch of grass as they walked towards the beach. "I dunno, Catty, it's your choice, okay? I bet you're never gonna give her a heart pillow or a shawl or a billion roses or a cutesy date or a lecture on how she can't die because you love her too much, or a few paints or a ring necklace or anything like that. And you're never gonna get a mural of you on the side of the cliff, I can tell you that."


    How she knew of all this, she didn't know. She just kinda. . . knew it. It was just knowledge in her brain.
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white][meep, so bramble and I were chattin' and darkenpool's going to be the first one to notice it's jacky because their aura's are the same or whatever o3o but now that I think about it, I don't think it matters who finds out first x3]


    [b]"Dunno." Sunny would replay, tossing him the flower. "I just know. It's just there. Why, is that weird? Is that not normal. . .?" oh, geez, was she some freak that no one wanted to hang out with?
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    "Well... yeah. That's my wife's memories!" Ever since she was gone, he used the term "wife" with her when he was being protective or defensive about her. Otherwise he remained with fiancee but say something against the deceased Bengal and he would instantly snap and chance what their relationship was. "Did you see the mural or something?"


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    [b]"I did, actually." Sunpaw tipped her head to the side with a smile. It was a nice mural, looked cool and it obviously meant something. She pushed the thought of being 'un-normal' to the back of her mind so it wouldn't bring her down. They were Jacky's memories, huh? Well she held them for some reason. "It's nice."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white]Hmm, the facts he had just laid down on the table made her half annoyed and half guilty. Not bothering to respond, the apprentice would lift her scarf so it rested just below her eyes. She had gotten moody all of a sudden and she wasn't sure why. Part of her wanted to begin crying and just run away, but the other half was happy that someone was treating him like a king. And then there was that 1% that didn't give a fuck about it.


    [b]"Just fucking stay with her then. I don't care what you do, anyway."
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    The post was edited 1 time, last by sunpaw. ().

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    cαtαclчsm wrote:


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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white][Bramble. You just brought out a ranting Sunpaw. It's your fault. x3]


    [b]"So do I." the young apprentice murmured, directing her hazel gaze to the ground. She cared despite what she had said. She had to, right? Or else she would be feeling all of these different emotions for nothing. "What I don't understand is why you talk all this crap about how you love Jacky and all that but than you complain about how she didn't treat you like a king. Everyone had their faults and we all make mistakes, just let it go, will you? She's dead now anyway, stop comparing her to Lovelypaw."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white][I wrote a whole bunch of paragraphs but then there was no internet suddenly and asdfghjkl ;3;]



    [b]"Stop, Cataclysm. Stop being selfish and think about other people's feelings!" she huffed, growing angry as well. It was the small things that counted, right? See, Sunpaw didn't know so love was a horrible topic for her. "Had she ever painted a mural of anyone else on the side of a fucking cliff with her ex-mate dead at someone's paws? Had she ever spent as much time with someone else as she had with you? Had she ever took away someone's pain after having a heart attack knowing that it could possibly kill her? Had she ever cried so much with anyone else like she had with you?"


    And maybe she cried so much because she felt guilty for leaving you in the first place, or maybe she cried so much because she knew she wasn't good enough. O-Or maybe she cried so much because when another female walked by she was afraid you'd leave her because she wasn't doing a good job but she knew she could do better!"


    Whimpering, Sunpaw would seat herself and yank her scarf up so that it was covering her face.
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white]Sunpaw let out another whimper and inched away from the caracal. She didn't want comfort, like always. And she didn't like the fact that she would 'understand when she was older.' It made her feel like everyone thought she was stupid just for being younger, which wasn't fair. She tried speaking more sophisticatedly but that didn't seem like it was working, along with trying to act mature. [b]"You just made me feel stupid."     she mumbled through her scarf.
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