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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white]Yeah, she supposed she had him. pretends inkpaw isn't back yet because idk. [b]"I'm sorry for calling you mean. When we went to the beach and you were burying Jacky. I was being mean cuz I didn't understand. And I'm also sorry for trying to burn you. And for yelling at you, and for not understanding a lot of things, and for being the youngest out of all your apprentices. A-And I'm sorry for. . . um. . . I think that's it."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white]Jacky always said it wasn't okay, but somehow Cataclysm kept changing her mind. As long as she had him, she was fine, but she was dead now. . .
    It still wasn't okay but she decided not to tell him that. Instead, she remained in silence, cuddling against the caracal.


    And then she spoke, her voice sounding far away. [b]"I shouldn't have left you for Permafrost, I'm sorry."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white]Blinking, the apprentice would look up at her mentor with confusion as well. Did she say something? [b]"What d'you mean. . . ?"     she frowned, curious and a little nervous as to why his tone had changed. She didn't realize she had just spoken - stupid spirits. "What did I say?"
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white]Sunpaw parted her jaws to speak but didn't know what to say. [b]"Okay."     she responded gently, unsure of how to respond to this. Who were they talking about? Maybe he was sick, like he had said. "I. . .um. . . do you want me to get Lovelypaw?"
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white]His actions popped an image into her head, a memory. [b]"Catty, d-don't. . . um. . . it's okay."     what if he freaked out even more and ended up having a seizure? She would take his pain away if it came to that. . . "Just, um. . . shh. . ." inching closer to her mentor, the two moon old would attempt to hug him and gently drag her tongue across his head while beginning to hum.
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white]Sunpaw lost her mother, sure, but she decided not to show how upset she was about it. She didn't want pity or comfort and therefore she wouldn't lead anyone on for it. [b]"I'm sorry if I said something. . ."     she began with a gentle coo, her paws beginning to knead the caracal's fur. "Shh. . .it's okay, Catty. She loved you a lot, right? So. . . so she can't just leave and not come back, right? Weren't you guys gonna get married?" she wasn't good at this.


    Trying to pull the Warmaster closer to her, the savannah would close her eyes and try to hum louder. "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make me happy when skies are gray. You'll never know, dear, how much I love you, so please don't take my sunshine away. . ."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white]Sunpaw would obey and close her jaws, retreating a bit so he had some space. She held a frown, her gaze looking around the room before dropping to the ground. She wasn't in a position to help and apparently she wasn't doing a very good job. Whatever she had said, she regretted saying it. Fiddling with her paws in silence, the dilute savannah would try to come up with something to say, something that would make the Warmaster feel better.


    [b]"I can't imagine myself living without you. You keep asking me to move on, but I honestly cannot, Jacky. It's either you cuddling beside me and warming my cold veins or no life at all. Because life isn't worth living to me if I don't have you fighting it's hardships beside me. You're the stars to my vessel and without you to guide me home, it will only be a matter of time before I get lost and sink. I need you and there's no way I'd ever, ever be able to move on or find someone else as brilliant or perfect for me as you are. I swear on my life that I will never leave you."


    Sunpaw repeated his words, continuing to fiddle with her paws. "You're still here. . . that means she has to be here somewhere, right? Or. . ." damn, did she just hand him a death sentence?


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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white][b]"I'm sorry. I'm not good at comforting. . . "     frowning, she would continue to fiddle with her paws awkwardly and a bit shamefully. Her ears pinned back against her skull and she would sink her teeth into her bottom lip. "D-Do you wanna go visit her. . .? I-I'll find some flowers or something and we can put them on the. . . place."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white]Rising to her paws, Sunpaw would begin to silently follow the caracal, keeping up with him at the same pace unlike last time they went to the beach. She didn't like the silence and wanted to strike up a conversation but wasn't quite sure what to talk about. She didn't want to say something wrong that made him angry or sad.
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#DF3A01; borderwidth= 0px; width: 200px; overflow: auto; height: 200px;][justify][font=georgia][size=8][color=white][b]"For what?"     the apprentice blinked, honestly confused. "You miss her, I know. It's okay. Don't be sorry for missing someone you loved a lot and were going to get married to."


    She still didn't quite understand relationships like that but hanging out with Cataclysm made her understand it better.
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