They Don't Know About Us ~Lilo Paynlinson~ SEMI ADVANCED ONLY

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    I relaxed into the bed and closed my eyes as I thought of our baby. She was so tiny and I felt very protective over her. I wanted nothing bad to happen to her. Anna was ours forever. I patiently waited for Liam to come back, opening my grey eyes.

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    I returned back to our room and I shut the door slowly and walked per to him. I crawled on top of him and j grinned as I kissed him.


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    I was sitting in the rocking chair in Anna's room, feeding her a bottle and gazing at her. She was now a month old and she was absolutely beautiful. I kissed her head and sighed happily. I couldn't help but think about Harry, biting my lip hard. He was so rough on me... He gave me no mercy... He made me scream and curl my toes. But I felt extremely guilty. I didn't mean to cheat on Liam... It all happened so fast. I was telling Harry how I was getting tired of Liam's gentleness and we sorta fucked...

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    Liam was downstairs and Harry decided to stop by. The younger boy told Liam about everything that had happened and Liam nearly collapsed. Tears filled his eyes and he looked around as Harry left and he shook his head. "No... He promised.." Liam whimpered and began to cry softly. He stumbled up the stairs slowly and he cried as he stood in the doorway of the nursery.


    I put Anna in her crib as she fell asleep and walked to the door, opening it to see Liam "LiBear? Baby why are you crying?" I pulled him into our room so we didn't wake Anna "Baby what's going on? Is everything alright?"

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    Liam pulled away from Louis and he sobbed softly and looked up af him with hurting his brown eyes. "I trusted you.." He sobbed. "How could you do this to me?! To Anna?!" I yelled at him as tears streamed down my cheeks

    I swear for a second my heart stopped. I felt tears in my eyes and said "Liam... Oh my God I'm so sorry!! I didn't mean to it just happened!!" I sobbed and hid my face in shame "We just started talking and I was telling him how I was gettinh tired of your gentleness and ... I'm so sorry! !"

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    I stared at him and tooka step back and whimpered quietly. "No...no!" I cried softly and I looked at the ring on my finger and before I knew it was ripping it at my finger and throwin it at him. "I trusted you!" I screamed and I rn towards the nursery and gently picked Anna up.

    I had caught the ring and my eyes widened "No! No Liam wait!" I followed him and I dropped down on my knees "Please! Please Liam don't do this!" I sobbed in front of him, begging "Just let me hold her one last time..... Please Liam...!

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    I didn't want to do this and I was literally screaming on the inside trying to get myself to stop. But I could t Becase my heart was completely torn. I held Anna close and I shook my head and cried softly. I packed up her bag, then I ran out of the house without any of my own stuff.


    I screamed at the top of my lungs and I pulled my hair, collapsing on the floor. I sobbed and screamed loudly, shaking so violently I couldn't get up. I held the ring tightly in my hand and shook with fear. I knew they were gone. And at that moment my world came crashing down. My heart died and went cold. All I felt was nothing.

    |~| dragons descent |~|




    I ran with our child in my arms and I cried softly. I continued to walk jntil I was completely out of the town the boys lived in and with the very little money I had I bought Anna some formula.


    ( timeskip? I'll start. )

    ( How Louis looks now: http://31.media.tumblr.com/3d8…5rei1l6x1rizreso1_500.png )



    * Five years later *



    I puffed on my cigarette and grumbled as I walked down the streets of my hometown, Doncaster. Nowadays I was a tattoo artist. The best in town. But now I hated everything I saw. I was mean and cold. The only way my face softened was when I saw a picture of Liam or Anna. I growled to myself as I entered the tattoo parlor I worked at and sat at the desk, smoking my cigarette. To be honest I was just a tad bit high at the moment, but not to much ti where I couldn't think straight. Around my neck was a necklace that had the ring I had given Liam attached to it. On the inner of my right arm had 'Annabelle' along my arm and the other inner of my left arm had 'Liam' as tattoos.

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    Those long five years had passed and Liam didn't go through a day without thinking of Louis. Everytime he thought of the older man his heart broke even more and he had nothing to his daughter..she would always ask where her other father was and Liam would always say he was away doing important jobs or things like that. Liam could tell that Anna missed Louis, even though the five-year-old girl never really knew him very well. Liam was holding Anna in his arms and she was playing gently with his hair as he walked down te sidewalk. To say he was poor and didn't have an money wa an understatement. He had tried his best to get a job so that h could provide for Anna, but no one would hire him and so he had to scavenge for their food. Now both Liam and Anna were skin and bones but the beautiful thing about Anna was that she never complained and she always had a smile on her face. Liam kissed his daughters forhead and sighed. "I'm so proud of you angel.." He said quietly. "I'm proud of you too daddy." She replied. "Really why you proud of me?" He asked curiously. "Because you haven't given up." She whispered into his ear and tears filled his eyes.


    Soon it was closing time and I walked out, feeling empty just like the end of everyday. Nothing could make me happy. Not even the fact that I made good money working at the tattoo shop could make me happy. I broke down right there on the sidewalk, sobbing into my hands and ignoring the weird looks people were giving me "I'm so sorry Liam.... I'm so sorry..." I sobbed, threading my fingers through my black hair. The eyeliner I had on mixed with my tears and streamed down my face. I just wanted them back. I wanted to see them and hug them. I didn't know where they were... I knew they had to be out there somewhere cold and hungry... I wanted to take them and feed them and help them, even if they hated my guts. I sobbed like a baby "Liam... Annabelle. .. I'm so sorry..."

    |~| dragons descent |~|




    Liam slowly sunk to the ground in a dark alley with his daughter in his arms. "I'm sorry I can't feed you." Liam whimpered softly as he protectively held Anna to his chest. "I'm trying so hard.." He said and he felt a pair to lips against his cheek. "Daddy I don't care...I'm not hungry." She whispered and he took a deep breath and stroked her long matted hair. I gently set her down and told her to stay and I began to search through the garbage cans. I finally found a take out box with leftover pizza that looked somewhat good. There was only kne piece and I instantly decided to give it to Anna...it was definitely my fatherly instinct kicking in. I bent down and fed her the pizza, then she curled up in my lap and I slipped my jacket off and wrappe it around her. I shivered as I sat there trying my best to keep her warm. I was so hungry and cold...


    Little did I know that the shop was right next to the alley Liam and Anna was at. I continued to sob loudly "Liam... I'm so so sorry... I love you so much... I'll love you forever..." I looked at the ring around my neck and whimlered loudly "I'd give anything for one more chance... Tto hold you and Annabelle close and never let go... Never ever... I'm a liar and a cheater andI'm so sorry.... Come back to me... Come back to me..." I closed my eyes tight as my eyeliner smeared more with my tears. I was so stupid. I had thrown everything away. I haven't seen my daughter's beautiful brown eyes in five years all because I was a prick and wanted it rough. I was a lowlife piece of shit.

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    Liam slowly looked up when he heard sobbing and he sniffled and cleared his blurred vision as he looked back and forth. He glanced slowly out the alley and he stood up and held Anna close as he walked towards the alley entrance. He peeked out and when he saw Louis he whimpered softly. "Lou?" He whispered then looked down at Anna as she slept kn his arms.