I should have died... (Rp thread)

ZOMBIE, KILL WADE!!!
WTF did I do?!!
Like my mallows tag?

Moony sighed. "Thank god that is over with." He said and he relaxed. "Oh my gosh, enough with the serious pain already." Moony half chuckled-half whined.

What are they even doing?

Before he cheats. That is totally what my mom would do, except she would end up beating him with a bat while they slept... She is passive-aggressive and she can be a both when she wants to. ;) she is scary and awesome at the same time. Anyway...

Moony giggled and he looked her in the eyes. "What's new?" He laughed. He slowly sat up painfully. "But, you know, Alaskans are weird that way." He smiled and brought her face closer and kissed her cheek. "Can you help me up?" He asked as he tried to get up.

"You and that window, I'm tellin' ya. Do you like that window? Is it your best friend?" Moony joked.

Very low muse right now.

"Thought so, never thought that you would be one to do that, with your hard core and your even harder outside. But you know, can't judge a book by it's cover, unless it's you that is." Moony smirked back. "But you aren't a book, you would be a little child's comic, shallow. Thanks, by the way, for stitching me up. Still though, you don't have any emotion except anger showing in your eyes. Maybe you could become a lot better at doing things if you weren't angry all the time." Moony shok his head. "So, angry yet?" moony joked further. He felt a wave of pain from his wound. He gently put his hand on top of it. "I'm a bit hungry." he said and tried to get up, but failed. "Man, can't even cook my own food..." he said and he laid back down. He placed his head on Enna's lap.

"Thanks, for bother. Thought you would surely let me die." Moony was only being half serious. He slowly ate the roll. He winced at the flavor, but slowly started to eat it again.

(Where in the heck is Spirit? I swear she keeps unsubscribing.)

"Feh, my life was terrible. It was almost as if god destined for my happiness to be no more. Everytime I got close to someone, there was always an earthquake. Many people found it weird that I survived three earthquakes when everyone else I was close to and loved died. Three times I was robbed of happiness, then, at the age of fifteen... I fell in love and I can't quite remember, but I think I was captured and I was tested on. I made plans of escape with my cell mate, I can't remember who it was or if it was a girl or a guy." Moony paused. "All I remember is me running, I looked back when she tripped, but fear told me to run, I hated myself afterwards, then I met another family who cared for me. The earthquake happened shortly after, then I recieved God's judgement. He killed me in that earthquake. I came back like this and crawled out of the space I was in to see the whole place destroyed, the city, the screams of agony and the smell of death strong in the air. The mangled bodies were horrible. I felt scared and lost, like a little kid. I just wandered my whole life ater that, then after three years, I wandered near this city to meet a little girl, she was begging for food and stuff. I said that I was in the same position, but promised to help her. I did, then she came to this one guy's house. He pulled out a gun, but her sister jumped in front of the bullet. The little girl was about to be shot too, but I quickly threw the closest thing, a knife. It got caught in his hand, causing him to drop the gun. The girl ran, she got away, but the guy chased me through alleys unyil he lost me, which was lucky because the next turn was a dead end. I eventually wandered out of the cuty, to come back every night. Now here we are, up to this point of the story, still creating it. I still don't know what happened to my cell mate, but I'd imagine they didn't make it." Moony sighed mournfully.

yes, it was Enna, but I meant they, not she.

"Her... Her name was... I think it was something like Emily? Or was it Emma? I can't remember... But, Enna, in your story, I just keep thinking that... If that person was me, I would hate myself too." Moony said, as if reading Enna's thoughts. "I wouldn't be able live with myself, nor with you. I couldn't bring it upon myself to forgive it, I would understand if you couldn't forgive me either. I could even understand if all of you hated me as well. I could understand why God tortures me so." Moony moved his head off of Enna's lap. "I just keep thinking about it, ever since I heard your story. I am sorry if this reminds you of anything, but trust me, I will never be able to forgive myself for what I have done. The alarms that day were loud, but all I heard was my beating heart and all I saw was the way out, my body was not my own. I already hate myself and I can't forgive myself for it. I wish I wasn't so stupid." Moony knew deep down inside that the cell mate was in fact Enna. His heart sank and his eyes grew dull. He started to tear up. "If you had known before, you would t have said those things, and you wouldn't have saved me, I wouldn't have blamed you either. I would have accepted my death. It- it's true, I keep trying to deny it, but... But I abandoned you, Enna... I know who it was now, and I accept what comes to me, knowing that I deserve it. The most I can say is that I am sorry, and I still love you, no matter how much you hate me." Moony closed his eyes and felt the tears run down his face as his head lay against the hard cement. "I really wish it was different." Was all he said after that.

Moony opened his eyes and looked over at her. "Yes, I assume that you were her big sister, whom she loved and she was hoping to grow up with? Our normal meeting place isn't too far. I guess I could take you to see if she has been there. I hope she is safe. For both your sake and her sake. She knows what I look like, but not you. She will be two years older than the last time you saw her though." Moony sighed sadly.