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    i look at the letter again. "yeah, but they have to pay for everything themselves. the ticket, their stay. ours is paid for. not to be a downer, but it'd be expensive." i say, looking back up at andrea.

    I look up at Kian and he shake his head. "I'm not rich babe. I can't afford to do that." He says and I sigh. "I just don't wanna leave you."

    i look at them and pull out my phone. i needed to text something to andrea that i couldn't say out loud.


    im not saying you need to go. but my mom said once that if the love is real, it can survive anything. im not saying you need to go or do a long distance relationship, but if you did go, if we ever came back, then he'd still be there for you, if it was meant to be.


    i hit send and look at andrea.

    "are we going now?" i ask. i didn't think she was going to it. i would miss everyone alot and i would be homesick but maybe it'd be a good expierence.

    I shake my head. "No." I say. I looked at Kian. I could tell he was sad. I was too. Long distance sucked. We met four years ago, and he lived in Virginia then. He visited California, and we started dating then. The first two years of our dating was long distance.

    "andrea you decide." i say. "i don't really care." i actually sorta wanted to go, and it was paid for, but i was fine was california. and andrea was the one with the boyfriend. she should choose.

    Two years without Kian. Two years without my friends in California. Two years without a tan. I hug Kian tightly. "I don't know what to do."

    i shrug then walk back upstairs. i lay on my bed and begin playing on my phone. i honestly didn't know if i wanted to go that bad or not.

    i raise my head as i hear footsteps but turn back to my phone. i never really had an exciting life. i just did stuff on my phone most of the day.

    {Skylar seems like me...
    This isn't related to the RP, but I'm like dying after listening to this.
    [youtube][/youtube]
    I'm meeting him. Ohmigod.


    We lay down on my bed, and talk about regular subjects. We avoid the subject of moving, and anything England related.

    i get up, positioning my camera, the turn it on. time for a new video.


    "hey guys, so this video isn't really like a funny video, it's more like an update on my life. so, andrea and i have just gotten this letter from these people offering is a 2 year job over in england, a modeling and youtube job. the modeling part i don't think i'll be good at though." i take the moment to strike hilarious poses. i'd edit in some pop music later. "anyway. the trip and living is all paid for, and it's a good opportunity, but andrea and i don't exactly know if we wanna go. she's got her boyfriend and we'd both miss everyone in cali. we've got 3 days to decide. so, just comment what you think we should do, and it might help us decide tremendously. thanks guys, see ya later!" i say, uploading the video onto my computer, editing it, and then uploading it to my channel.


    {she's like me too haha


    OH GEEZ HE'S GOOD}

    Kian and I are quiet while she's filming. I sigh, and look over at him. He wraps an arm around me. "You won't move on from me when I'm gone, right?" I ask him. "I promise I won't."


    {*Brofist*


    I KNOW! I can't wait the concert. He's in the band 'Emblem 3' from the X-Factor. (: }

    i refresh the comments, and see that alot of people have already commented things. there were many different answers, from telling us that we most definitely need to go and telling us we should stay. i sigh loudly.


    {i've heard of them! yeah i'm not really a fan but they're good singers (:}